Wynny had a very bad nightmare just now while napping , it was the same old nightmare over and over again . What the hell is it trying to infer ? I woke up with cold sweat on my forehead and tears rolling down my cheek . The nightmare is really scary and hurtful.. Sighh.. Monday blues today , and i know since when Wynny dont have Monday blues . Rrright. Mdm Faridah didnt come today , let's pray that she'll get well soon . =) Maths was a total catastrophe , the test was freaking hard . Miss Low didn't come today , so we stayed at the hall for the last period . Was playing with around with Nasri's new trick and sneaking out of the hall , but always fail . Because Miss Zhang know we wanto sneak off and play behind the hall , so she kept looking over . But we still had lotsa fun in the hall.. After school , wento buy hamster with Melvin Chan and Gransazers . The hamster Melvin Chan bought was abit scary , cause it seems to be fierce . Playing around with those baby hamster were fun , they were just so cute . And i think my back pain is coming back again.. Hell! Today, people kept telling me not to cry , and hey i'm not crying . I'm just keeping quiet , looking at the scenery and thinking about some stuffs . I only cry in the night on my bed , that's the best place . I realised i've been crying for like 2 weeks plus already , and the pain is still there . Whatever i do to distract myself from thinking about it dont work . I'll still tune back to the past and reminisce the sweet memories . Why did -he- disappear suddenly ? I always think about this and so , tears always drip down . I miss those days i received -he's- call , telling and crapping to me about his day . I miss those days -he- called and accompany me through the lonely night and on the way to school . I miss the way -he- tells me about -his- childhood times and making a hell load joke out of it . Lastly , I miss -him- . *cries*

say you'll be there for me ; my dearest

"You`ll be somewhere else , my love will go . "

xoxo`