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Friday, June 30, 2006
finding it hard to believe that you're gone forever.

I dont want this kinda stupid feelings , i dont wanto appear weak . I just wanto live everyday happily . I felt like a depressed woman whenever i'm alone, i start to think alot and hate myself alot . Do you , you , and you even cared ? I just dont understand why things have to be in this way . I just cant stop my tears from rolling down every night . I can feel the pain again, it dont feel good. It made me cried so badly for the past few nights . Urgh! Last few days were like the same, the only difference was Wynny freaked out after watching Incredible Tales on Wednesday night . I tell you, it's damn scary laa. Then after the show, i was thinking, "Damn, Wynny . Now you cant go online, because you're afraid of being alone. Mum and Dad is sleeping soon . " So i climbed up my bed damn early and i cant sleep . Messaged AhDi and he was eerie too, he wanted to send his spirits to protect me . haha . I seriously can weewee on my bed man . Anyhow the next morning i was damn scared , i woke up alone and prepared myself for school . Then when i was alone in the dinning room, i kinda felt really scared . Because my dinning room have got a real big mirror and that makes me think of a scene in the show . So i quickly run to my parent's room and asked my Dad to bring me down . haha . Dad said "watch more incredible tales laa.." haha . Blah... Went FarEast and Bugis today with Gransazers and co, i want to buy a lot of things can . How i wish i'm rich.. Ya, i know i can stop dreaming . Saw Jiejie and Dennis Korkor in the train, wanted to watch Baby Jayrel's video. But they alighted at City Hall . *frowns* Gransazers are having soccer game tmr , am thinking if i should go and play . haha . Having gathering at Godma's house tmr!! Like finally man!! I am so gay.. Recently, i dream alot and i wake up being damn sad . I dont know why too.. My dream may be very nice but when i wake up, i realised it was totally a catastrophe. I wanto go to the beach, write all my sorrows in a paper then put it into a bottle and let my sorrows be washed faraway . I want , I want!! I wanto eat chocolates too, eating chocolates made me felt a lot more better . I dont know what to type anymore and yes i still get agitated easily . Sometimes i just cant stand the way some people speak , and think . I'll just get pissed off and start punching you . Just like what Nehneh always get from me.. haha . Goodnight people. <3


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Today is Chuan and Candy's solemnisation day. CONGRATS!! =)
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"Memories kept flooding back like tears."


xoxo`

Monday, June 26, 2006
your smile is all that matters.

I'm still not feeling any better , i dont know what the hell happen to me . I might appear normal , but inside my mind is filled with lotsa things . Be it known or unknown . School wasnt that bad today because Leong din come , i'm sure she's gonna say her child is sick or whatever nonsense . I dont care man . On the way to school was damn high , talking about some bands and stuffs . I can say that Heng , Chew , Yq mummie , Ashler , Nydia , Mx and Jessica were damn high during recess . We talked about bands again and we got really high . I got retardedly violent today , i dont know why . I think Nehneh have a huge bruise on his left arm now . But ya , he disturbed me first . *evil laughter* My left eye hurts badly due to that 3 months old lenses , okay i'm stupid . That lenses should be for 1 month only but i wore it for like 3 months . Had a very nice chat with Chew and Heng about love life . Quite sad also.. Anyhow , lunch with Yq mummie all and Yeok Ling . We actually wanted to have Pearl SoyaMilk , but we were full after KFC . Reached home , bath and chat awhile with Lam . He's damn sad and down just like me . But we both manage to cheer each other up for awhile . Not that bad either . Am waiting to watch result shows later and then off i go to bed again , i freaking slept at 5plus yesterday can . And no , i din watch soccer , i was tossing and turning on my bed . Retarded! I dont wanto feel down anymore . What the hell is happening to me man . I seriously have loads of stuffs in my mind now , but i just dont know what makes me feel so down . I'm so gonna be a cry baby soon . =( *sing me Eminem's song now . "hush little baby dont you cry , everything's gonna be alright."* Send me message to cheer me up or at least make me feel good okay ? Send now! haha . And i'm missing Baby Jayrel now . =) Alright , Goodnight honey babies . <3


"Just hearing from you is enough to give me a reason to smile for days . "


xoxo`

Sunday, June 25, 2006
i dont want to appear weak.

Damn! I dont feel good now , i dont know why . There's just so many things in my mind now , what should i do ? What can i do ? I'm seriously not looking forward for school tmr , not at all . And people , please stop asking me if i have finish my holiday assignments! Fuck! I'm damn pissed off and tired of answering those questions . Had dinner with Dowager and my family just now at Marina Parade , it was quite nice . Sumptuous dinner , with lots of Dowager's stories . Sent that freako to AMK Central and then sent my Dowager home . I was blind during dinner time , i din have my lenses on and the hawker centre was freaking big and crowded . So i was kinda blind when searching for my parents , squinting my eyes all the way . I'm dumb because i left my specs on the dinning table and went out happily without noticing . Because i'm talking on the phone . Urgh! I really dont know what happen , i'm still feeling really down . I feel like crying damn badly . *screams* I wonder , will anyone be looking forward for tmr's school reopen . Holidays have ended , and i have to prepare for my prelims . I'm gonna weewee in my skirt if i dont prepare well for prelims man . Now again , i'm wondering if anybody is feeling really down . Just like what i'm feeling now . I felt like crap , i seriously felt like crap . Oh my god! I'm hating myself . Damn!! I'm suppose to love myself even when nobody loves me.. How can i hate myself . Oh.. I'm whining like a 5 year old kiddy now . =( I'm suppose to be strong , i'm not suppose to cry for nothing again . I cannot be a weakling anymore . Blah... I wanto cry now ! *sobs* Send me a message to cheer me up , people . Be it now , tmr or everyday , i'll still appreciate that . Thank you. I've got no mood to type anymore . I shall go prepare a hot cuppa cereal , watch tv and have a good sleep . Thanks for reading all my craps and whinings . Goodnight honey babies . <3


"Every glimpse of you , every image of you , make my mind go crazy . "


xoxo`

Saturday, June 24, 2006
the way you lied in my arms.

Alright , i'm blogging now because am waiting for Rose to finish watching his show so that he can play games with me . haha . Went Bugis with Nehneh , XW , Heng , Annabelle and Shermaine plus Stanely , Heng's boyfried . He joined us later in the late noon . Shopped , sang , played pausing-anywhere with Nehneh . haha . Hinted them on my birthday present for fun , haha . They all very budget , all 10$ then spilt among 5 or 10 people . That's bad. haha . When i step into some shops , they played loud music which i knew how to sing . So i acted it was like a MV and was totally engross with those songs . haha . Headed down to Orchard around evening , walked around and had dinner . And thanks to that kind lady whom helped my when i was struggling with the food on my tray . haha . Damn funny and embarrass man! And fuck , my left eye was freaking red and pain . I was blinking and struggling in pain . After a few hours , i start tearing . When i reached home , i took out my lenses and my eyes was like so red and tearing . Only my left eyes is tearing , so i felt really retarded . I was whining and complaining to Mum , so she prepared some weird salt water for me to soothe my eyes . But it din get any better , am still tearing . While watching tv , i was lying down and my tears rolled down . So irritated man! Then wento take ice to sooth my eyes again , the feeling was damn good . But again , not getting any better . I gave up , and went to sleep . I tell you , i had a very very nice dream can . Damn nice ! haha . But with a wrong person , i mean not that i hate that person . It's just the person is somemore whom erm.. i dont know how to say . But anyhow , it's a nice dream . I woke up to realise my left eye was red and small can . Look so retarded , and the whole day i tear every now and then . Watched Vasentham (or whatever is the spelling, i dont bother to find out. haha.) Central till 7pm . Saturdays are nice with those shows . haha . Anyhow , i just finished playing games with Rose . He's bad laa , anyhow . He won , like again?!?! haha . Rose and me have got telepathy man , damn funny . haha . Chatting with Bum , Mini Mond and Nehneh now . Devil just called me and told me stuffs like he is not sleeping tonight . He's mad! And Mini Mond knows my blog , visit my blog frequently okay ? haha . Mini Mond is very evil to me , serious . haha . He's Be Right Back is long . haha . Bum and I were chatting about some disgusting at first , but now more to a serious one . Oh! I made a very good decison , i guess . No more crying for my dearest , no more talking about my dearest and nothing about my dearest from no onwards . NO MORE ALRIGHT , WYNNY! But , on every month's 14th , please pardon me for just that day . =) School's reopening damn soon , i did a wee bit of homework today . And i'm forcing myself to do more tmr . But i guess tmr i'll be going over to Jiejie's house to visit her and Baby Jayrel . Should Must bring my homework over to finish it up man . Provided i can watch SCV in Jiejie's room . haha . Alright , i gotta stop here already . Goodnight all sweet tums . <3


"You gave me something to believe in . "


xoxo`

Thursday, June 22, 2006
you keep me coming back for more.

Wynny is so happy, excited, mad and i dont know what else man! I'm just so happy today . haha . Because Baby Jayrel has come to this world!! woohoo~~ Around 8plus in the morning, Jiejie messaged me telling me she gave birth to Jayrel in the morning . But i was still sleeping so i din look at the message. Then around 12plus, i looked at my phone and after i read that message from Jiejie i jumped out of my bed and started screaming . haha . I can hear people saying that i'm mad. haha . I was so happy and shock man. Supposedly Jiejie's delievery date was 30th June , i din expect to be so soon . haha . I'm so gay now! haha . Met Gransazers and co. to do some holiday homework and we talked alot . haha . Got back home around 4plus, waited for Korkor's call and around 7pm he fetched me over to Thomsom Medical Centre to visit Jiejie . Baby Jayrel was in the ward with Jiejie too, but just for awhile only because Jayrel's temperature wasnt really right. However, he's still a healthy 4kg baby. I so love him , his hair is so like David Beckham . I'm serious okay , shall post his pictures when Korkor send me . Jiejie was wild awake, and hungry . But she cant eat for one day i dont know why, i think it's because of the operation earlier on. Dennis Korkor and Jiejie (2) reached shortly after , and we had dinner together . We saw this funny toy at some toy shop named "My Breast Friend" . *laughs!* I was laughing like mad when Dennis Korkor pointed it out to me and we are deciding to buy this for each other . As Dennis Korkor's birthday falls on 21st July and mine is on 17th July , so we thought of buying that for each other . haha . Damn retarded! Reached home around 9pm, i'm thinking if i should visit Jiejie tmr . But Jiejie is gonna be discharged on Saturday.. Hmm , I wanna give her a card . heehee . And Baby Jayrel's full name is JAYREL HO JIA LE . Jia Le rhymes with Jayrel, and i love to call his name in canto . HO KAR LOK! But i seriously wont call him Jia Le, i dont know why . Dad bought a new phone yesterday , Nokia 6280 . Felt quite sad , cause intially he wanted to get me a new phone using the vouchers . But instead , he used it himself . Urgh! What can i say?I can say nothing man. But anyhow , he bought a Bluetooth Headset which i had loads of fun playing with it . Damn fun okay , although it looks like hearing aid . Now , I WANNA GET A NEW PHONE ALSO!! Everyone will agree with me when they sees my current handphone state . Damn!! Okay , i have to go to school at 8am tmr and heading to Bugis with Gransazers and co. in the noon . I need to get money from Dad , but i'm so afraid . I guess , i shall leave him a note later . I'm totally crazy for Lucify man! Totally! Pardon me for my craziness when i talk about them . haha . I've been jumping , screaming and laughing so much for the whole of today . I'm so hyper today . haha . Alright , i gotta stop here already . Goonight all my sweety tums . I LOVE BABY JAYREL! <3


"Nothing can take you away from me . "


xoxo`

Tuesday, June 20, 2006
nothing can make me forget you.

Wynny is suffering from insomania . Ya rright . Went Bugis today with Gransazers and co. watched R.V and it was freaking hilarious man . Actually i felt quite sad for the Father , awww.. anyhow it's a good catch . Ate Long John's Sliver! Yay!! Heng , Chew and me was totally obsessed with a cute little boy . haha . Shopped around the village and i think we're going over on Friday again, cause Nehneh wanna buy shirt . Headed to Esplanade to slack and i was singing to myself while admiring the night scenery . I thought of alot of stuffs too, sighh.. Played bottle soccer there and total madness can. Left around 8:30pm and headed home, i felt so tired suddenly. And i craved for ice cream so badly, i asked Edwin if he wants to eat and we bought ice cream from Cheers. Yayness! haha . When i reach home, i called Mum and she told me she brewed Black Chicken Herbal soup for me . After i hung up , i wento the kitchen to check it . I screamed cause i found a big pot of it . Oh my god!! But Mum was nice to prepare Soy Chicken , so i had it as dinner plus the soup . It is so bitter, i've been complaining it from the day i know Mum is gonna cook it for me . All thanks to my cramps! Damn!! Last Saturday, went swimming in the morning with Xing and wento Ah Ma's house to rest . My monthly visitors came when i wanted to nap , fuck! Then i had serious bad cramps, i took 1 tablet and napped . Godma went over to Ah Ma's house too . When i woke up, my cramps got worst . So i took another tablet , and tried to rest . They all wento AMK Central for dinner , my cramps got seriously worst . My hands and legs were cold , i felt really cold, vomit disgusting stuffs and i totally had no strength . I thought i was going to die , serious okay. Mum was quite scared , Godma was so scared cause it was the first time she saw me in such pain . Ah Ma kept helping me to pat on my back . Then she said in hokkien "she came here happily , wanting to eat dinner with the kids all . But she end up suffering in pain here." My god! Tears clotted around my eyes and i felt so sad . I really wanto apologise to them man . Especially my beloved Ah Ma , she kept reminding Mum to cook some medicine for me to ease my pain . And i bet they all din have a nice dinner because they were worried i might faint anytime . I'm so so sorry my love ones.. When i reached home, i took another tablet again . I'm so gonna die early, cause that is a strong medicine . I took like 3 that day. Damn! And yes, my MV lasted for 2 freaking days only because of the medicine . I'm so not healthy, i always have to rely on that medicine . Sighh.. Fuck it! I woke up freaking early at 7am the next morning cause i was having remedials in school . Had Maths remedial from 8-10 then we skipped Chemistry remedial and wento Melvin Chan's house. They played soccer while me and chew slept there . Damn tired man! Well , am having tuition tmr at 1230pm and this means i cant sleep till late noon . =( I've been crying again since last week, i actually stopped crying for a few weeks already. I just dont understand why my tears still roll down uncontrollably when i think about my dearest . I always tell myself, this will be the last time i'm crying for my dearest . But hell, i'm a total loser . I cant! *screams* And again, i have to tell myself "Wynny, you have to finish your holiday homework soon. Because school is starting damn freaking soon!" Alright, i just scrolled up and i din know i typed so much . Sorry and thanks for tolerating my naggings and grumblings . Goodnight all sweet tums! <3


"Now , nothing can change what you mean to me . "


xoxo`

Friday, June 16, 2006
and i always love you.

Wynny is still in her FBT top , i have yet to change . haha . Wento meet my Mum for dinner just now , and when i reach home i start to get lazy . Just finish eating oranges , so nice and juicy can. And Vitagen taste good , Vitagen is good for health . Craps! haha . Tmr's gathering at Godma's house is cancelled and postpone to next week . =( Anyhow , i went Sentosa yesterday . It was fun . The Carlsberg sky tower is fun . Some pictures below.. haha . Dad fetched Mum and me for dinner . Guess what i ate ? FROG LEG PORRIDGE!! wooohooo~ The taste is superb , totally superb! I love it so much! haha . Titus is finally back , and he called and told me he bought chocs for me . Yippes! Gonna meet him up real soon man , haven't seen him for like so long . When he called me , i was like jumping and screaming around . I miss him so much laa , but i guess i've disappointed him in my mid year's result . Extreme disappoinment.. *shake head* Blahh... I'm cutting my hair real soon , again?! haha . Yes , before school reopens that is for sure . Holidays are ending fucking soon can . Narbei! I still have loads of undone homework , fucked up . Drop that retarded subject man.. I'm thinking if i should go over to Godma's house tmr night to stay , in that case i can see my precious boy on Sunday morning . Kenneth Tee!! haha . I miss him loads laa , i wonder if he still remembers me . And if my sweetiepies Qizhi and Enen still remember me . As for ZhanZhan i think most probably he'll think i'm lost . haha . Because everytime when i play with him and disappear for awhile like say , have my dinner or bathing , he'll run to me and tell me "i thought you are lost.." Then he give me those really cute innocent and sad face . Aww... I'm missing them real badly man . Qizhi have got a new brother cause cousin-in-law gave birth around 2 months ago . I wonder what is the boyboy's name . I wonder how he look like . But i'll still love him just like how i love the others small kiddies . And Qizhi's bolster is my favourite! haha . I always play bolster-hunt with him . The bolster is his precious , but he look really cute when playing bolster hunt . The adults always say "haha . the kids loves to follow bii ny around . she really got her ways to handle them . she look like the leader of the gang , and the kids crowding around her . " haha . Okay , i know bii ny sounds funny to you , but that's my family name . haha . I'm their gang leader okay , damn! This reminds me of yesterday's 9pm show . haha . That stupid guy.. haha . Anyway , i hope to see all the little kiddos real soon . Alright , thanks for reading all my crappings . Goodnight all sweet tums! <3


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Xw in serious deep thoughts.
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Trying to have Edwin in the picture also . I had a hard time doing that.
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Wynny and Chew in the Carlsberg Sky Tower.


"Looking out to the ocean , my heart flows with the river . "


xoxo`

Wednesday, June 14, 2006
playing pretend.

I'm back from Dragon Boat training . The training was hell fun . My group members were Haffizi , Raj , Alfian , Taudin , Faizal , Manan , Amalina , Chew , Didi and Boyboy. Didi and Boyboy were actually from other group but we dont have enough people , so we asked them over . Didi was funny , 10years old . So small , short and thin can . So scared that he'll drop into the water . haha . My coach was fun , she's very funny . haha . I love the POM!! Total madness.. There's this Brokeback Mountain guy in another groups boat who loves to make so much noise . I'm calling him Brokeback from now . haha . Darn gay laa . He thought he's some macho man , so he took of his top while having training . But! You can actually see his flabby tummy laa . Eeeww... I wanna puke! I love my group members . =) After training , wento AMK swimming pool to wash up . Cause Bedok Reservoir cannot bath and stuffs . I know , we're damn cheapos . After we finish bathing , we saw the guys playing in the swimming pool . Nerner . So we waited for them , long can . Had dinner at AMK Central , crapped a lot there . haha . When i was in the train on the way back , my hand accidentally rub across this Converse guy's pants pocket . Urgh! I was so embarrass laa . Then got this auntie so funny , *shrugs shoulder* haha . Met my Mum at Sembawang , she had dinner and we went home tgt . Oh ya! While waiting for the bus to Bedok Reservoir today , i saw GODPA! I called him and he passed me this packet of sweet kuehs from Thailand . Cause his friend wento Thailand and bought some back for him . So nice of Godpa to give me that sweet kuehs , the taste is so heavenly . I will always eat that went i go over to Haatyai . And i bet if his friend bought beef sticks for him , he'll sure give me beef sticks instead of sweet kuehs . Because Godpa knows Wynny love beef sticks . Yeah! Love it so much! Thanks Godpa =) Yesterday i went over to Godma's house . Din get to see Godpa . But i dreamt of Godma the night before , then my cell rang . IT WAS GODMA! So scary laa... For the past few weeks , i didn't call Godma at all cause i was out and stuffs . I felt so so bad . I told myself , i will and i must call her that day (yesterday) and asked bout her . But in the end , she called . So i went over to have dinner and went home around 9pm . Am going over to Godma's house for gathering on Saturday . Yippess! Going to Sentosa tmr with my clique . Woohoo~! Currently , i'm drinking this funny Three Leg Cooling Water . As my lips are dry and cracking , so painful . And fuck! i just spilled some onto my shirt . Fuck ! Retarded! Blah.. And MAX BRENNER'S soon! *screams* Rose , see this ? wahaha.. I'm still having cramps now , i wanna go swimming . Please , monthly visitors dont come at the wrong time . Da Jie and Alex are at Bangkok now . I so miss them , they better come back soon . Alright , gotta stop here for now . Goodnight all sweet tums . <3


you know i still miss you a lot ; 14th June 2006


"Tell me you wont leave me again . "


xoxo`

Monday, June 12, 2006
in my heart, there'll be always a place for you

I think i've made the wrong choice . I'm so sensitive now . Damn! But still , there will be better ones Wynny . Anyhow , SUPERBAND's result were totally off . Cried when i hear them sing Kiss Goodbye . Blah.. I'm having cramps now , please please pray for me that i dont have monthly visitors on my Dragon Boat training day . I'm so scared now . And Wynny is seriously having PMS , i get pissed off so easily . So not nice . Just now went towning with Xing , saw thise group of chao bengs around 14-15 . So tak glam.. Oh yes . Yesterday while looking at my calendar , next week is my last week of holiday . Damn fast laa.. I still have loads of homework undone . How come holiday end so fast? *screams* I wanto cry... Urgh! I stayed at home on Friday , Saturday and Sunday . Saturday is so nice , watch Vasentham(or whatever is the spelling) central . The show is so nice , i'm so into those shows now . =) Okay , thanks for reading all my craps for today . I really dont feel good at all... Goodnight people. <3


"Oh , this tight embrace , and this burning , unchanged heart . "


xoxo`

Thursday, June 08, 2006
elevator love letter.

OMG! I REGRET SO MUCH FOR SAYING THAT STUPID THING THAT DAY . FUCK !! Although it happened like 4-5days ago , i'm still regretting . Wynny is so stupid can , how can she say such things ? That's really stupid! DAMN! I WANTO CRY OVER MY FOOLISH-NESS AND RETARDED ACTIONS . I FELT AS IF I WAS A 9 YEARS OLD RETARDY WHEN I WAS SAYING THAT . DAMN! Let's just hope i could forget this asap . And the same thing should not happen again . NOT AT ALL ! I just finished tuition , ended early because i wasn't in the mood of studying . So lethargic can.. I dont even understand my current mood . Urgh! Will be going over for mahjong session soon . But it's so gonna rain soon , NARBEI! Someone bring an umbrella over to shelter me there okay. Yesterday wento town to watch WE ARE FAMILY . It's really funny can.. I so love the show . I had LJS for lunch yesterday! Satisfied. Okay , i gotta go bath now . Update soon.. Do miss me . Bye bye! =)

xoxo`

Tuesday, June 06, 2006
beautiful love

Wynny's eyes is swollen again . OMG OMG!! Yesterday my face was kinda swollen , now is my eyes . What happen man ?! Anyhow yesterday i wento YeeMah's(8th aunt) house for dinner at 7th aunt came out from msia . 7th aunt was my saviour , she came to save me when my mum din let me over to YeeMah's house . haha . Went over for dinner , crapped with JieJie . JieJie's stomach is really big , like ball like that . haha . Baby Jayrel is coming out this end of June !! I'm so excited . haha . JieJie tapped me and i looked at her stomach then i can see Jayrel move . Omfg! It was so scary.. haha . Dinner was nice , after dinner i din stop eating . Ate lotsa junk food . hee` Left around 12am , reached home , kinda quarelled with Mum for awhile because of that freako . And I told my Mum i dont like that freako , finally i told her . Anyhow , i think Mum wont scold me and ask how come me and that freako always quarell and fight . Yeah!! Tmr i'm going town to catch a movie with Gransazers and chew . Dragon boat's training is cancelled tmr . =( But i'm gonna have fun in town . Yippess! Was talking to AhDi about those photos he took that day . haha . Darn funny , kept changing my display pic and discuss this and that . haha . Devil woke me up around 7am today . And asked me if i wanna go for morning run . He's mad! haha . Wento TTSH just now to visit aunt , Qinyu is at China now . I also wanna go . haha . Oh yes! I'm going to have LJS as my lunch tmr ! Yeah yeah yeah!! I miss the cheese so much can . haha . Alright , i gotta stop here already . Goodnight people.. Love all . <3

i love his hair . so cute can!! =)

"Oh , what else would you lose if nothing at all matters . "


xoxo`

Sunday, June 04, 2006
when they say love is blind.

Saturday 03.06.2006


Woke up around 2pm , prepared and wento to the airport to wait for Benedict Chan Sing Wah . haha . Reached the airport around 04:15pm , checked the arrival time and his flight belt and waited there . I love the feeling of getting off the bus and walking into the airport alone , just like i'm going to travel alone to other countries to meet friends there or whatever . haha . Devil messaged me at the right time , i was so bored can . Then crapped around like mad , Devil told me he's hungry and stuffs . I asked him if he wanto eat aeroplanes , he said okay . And we crapped about the aeroplanes stuffs and we also crapped about tattoos . haha . Darn funny! Sing Wah finally came out and we have a tour around the airport . Cause that Sing Wah dont know where to take MRT , he wanna take skytrain . haha . Took bus back to Yishun and ate at LJS . We were talking about neighbouring country and CYCLING! haha . Sing Wah loves to canoe , when i wanna cycle , he asked me to canoe . haha . It was real funny.. haha . Anyhow , Sing Wah bought me chocolates! Yeah! He is nice.. haha . Calling him Sing Wah is fun, i shall call him Sing Wah now and not Benedict. *laughs!* Slept around 4plus because Devil messaged me and we crapped again and had some retarded yet fun misunderstandings . haha . The night was bored , Devil asked me to think of a subject to crap , so we end up scolding and laughing at each other . haha . It was fun.. And i'm high once again with that song , "you say hey and i say ho!" OMG! So high can . haha .


Sunday 04.06.2006


Suppose to meet Edwin , XW , Alex and DaJie at 11am , but then later changed to 11:20am . Reached the train station , forgot to bring their admission tickets . Cabbed home to get it and met them again . I was so high on the train , XW got possesed by me too . "yi qi zhou ba!" haha . You can hear him sing this soon. haha . Ate at the hawker centre near HarbourFront and took bus into Sentosa . Had lotsa fun there , crapped with Chun Leng and he got lotsa stupid ideas . haha . Saw Sing Wah there too , FIFA KISSED ME ! yeah! haha . Mad!! Yesterday she asked me to hug her and she'll kiss me . So yeah , we did it . haha . I love that man which is so high when the camera is rolling . haha . He so cute can . haha . Ate Yoshinoya and reached home around 9pm . And i've got no plans for tmr , because i've got like 4$ only . I shall rot at home tmr , at least do one holiday homework or tidy up my table . haha . I'm so engross with that NUS advertisment now . That one which two brothers were talking " IT'S NOT THAT FAR WHAT" haha . Darn funny! Okay , i'm tired now . I really wanna go and sleep already . But i know Devil will call and disturb later . haha . I'll switch to Silent , see it Devil ? haha . Goodnight people. <3


"Oh tell me why , tell me true , teach me how to live . "


xoxo`

Saturday, June 03, 2006
bring me back where our love first started.

Thursday - 01.06.2006


Mr. Trevor's wedding was fun . My class guys were formal , and handsome can . Despite the part where my feet aches like fuck , i ran with my heels on and pespired like mad . While the ceremony was on , the music what loud and i got bored . So i started playing mahjong in the air , following the tempo of the music. haha . Was shaking my head and body whenever the music goes high.. haha . I din know how to eat those food , so i gave up . The whole big group wento Esplanade together to slack . Melvin Chan is so smart and cool for the first time . Bought alcohol using his brother's ez link . haha . Slacked at the rooftop , took lotsa photo , got mad and some got drunk . Darn funny.. I'm missing that day so much now laa . It was hell fun and i reached home around 12am . People got drunk , others got mad . haha . If you wanna see more pics taken that day , go and click on ->starrystarry night-out Have fun viewing those pics and dont laugh your jaws off when you see those pictures near the end . haha . =)


Friday - 02.06.2006


Woke up around 10plus prepared for tuition , tuition was fun . haha . I did like only a few questions then the rest of the time was chatting with my teacher . haha . Bathed , prepared and went out to meet Ah Di and headed down to Plaza Singapura . (Benedict Chan Sing Wah , PS! haha) Walked around aimlessly and crapping around , haha . Decided to go meet the rest at Bugis , then anyhow i'm gonna curse that little girl . Nerner.. The train to Bugis was darn pack laa . Met Lynsey and Xing there , walked down to eat at i-forgot-what-name restaurant . Walked to Suntec for Ben & Jerry's ice cream! Woolaalaa... Before ice-cream , they wento Carrefour for empty-handed-shopping . They walked to the chocolate section and i tell you , the feeling is no good . Absolutely no good at all... Imagine there's a whole section of chocolates infront of you, but but but... you can buy and eat it . You only can smell and touch it . What the hell!! Xing's was funny , i think she accidentally dropped the Smarties on the floor while putting back the Nougats . So i said "omg.. Xing , quickly run . " haha . Ben & Jerry's were nice laa , they order Berry Berry , NewYork Choc and Mango Lime . And so... Wynny only ate Mango Lime . With lotsa temptations from Xp when she's eating the white chocolate . Bang into the escalator while going up to K-box . Then i ouched and Ah Di pulled me back.. haha . I can feel the rubbing impact on my right thigh. haha . K-box was fun , "you say hey and i say ho!!!" Cried while arguing with Mum on the phone , so pai seh laa . Then played with the coasters and got mad . Left around 2am , took night rider with the rest . I was very awake , kept making noise and singing on the bus . Till Mum called , then i kept quiet and my mood got super low . Reached AMK , sent Xing home . The taxi uncle was nice . =) Reached home around 4am , bathed and slept . To view pictures taken today please click on ->te-ah-ke-lo-yo!



xoxo`