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Monday, May 29, 2006
will you hold my heart ?

Friday - 26th May 2006


School was boring , had some longlong naggings from Mrs Leong . Wento Chew's house after school to get mahjong and bring over to Jon's house . Cabbed home together with Chew , bath and went over to Jon's house . We actually planned to have mahjong session with Edwin , Alex and Cy . But in the end , Jon's Dad din agree . So we did other stuffs . haha . Played with Jon's little sister , Jaime . So cute can.. =) She loves to say "oh my god.." And when Jon points to those Gundam figurines , she knows how to say "gundam" at the age of around 2 years old . haha . Took a short nap on Jon's bed but it was darn squeezy , the bed kept shaking for i-dont know-why , but it was fun . Three person squeezing in one single bed . haha . Had dinner with them and walked home . The LDA near my house is setting out for some peformance i guess , a big gang of people sitting along the stairs and smoking . So scary laa . Wento sleep around 2plus after a short mahjong game in that freako's laptop. I won!!! But the money ain't real.. haha .


Deciding whether to go for MiniMond's match or Gransazer's concert . In the end , Mum called back and had dinner at BottleVille Restaurant . Mum asked me if i wanna go to Uncle Leong's pub to drink and slack , i was nodding my head happily . But Dad din wanna go.. I still remember Uncle Leong smuggled Vodka for me the other time when my Dad dont allow me to drink . haha . He's funny . Headed home after dinner , watched hide's funeral video and news report . Cried throughout the whole thing and kept repeating the video . I was so sad and felt kinda lost . Although hide passed away on 2nd May 1998 and at that time i was only Primary 2 , din know anything about it . Wento look for the articles regarding his death and i cried while reading it , i felt so sad and i dont know why i was scared too . Kept repeating the song - Forever Love , sung by them at the Last Live Concert . He passed away and din leave any suicide note , till now it is still a big question mark to his death . I wanto go to his museum in Japan , but i heard it closed down in Sept last year for good . Sighh... Anyhow , hide's image , the video and song kept running through my mind for the past few nights and i cried . I really wonder why such a talented artiste died at such young age . Lotsa questions flooded my mind and i only slept at 4am for the past few nights . Everything have been running through my mind the whole day , it was like so yesterday when he passed away . =( Went towning with Shing and Xing , it was fun . I got high after drinking Ice Blended Caramel . haha . High on caffeine . Really high laa .. That freako taught us a funny sentence " are you like living in the sixties? " haha . Xing was funny when she was crossing the traffic light , Shing and I started to speak like some angmoh and it ws really fun . haha . Meeting them on Friday again and maybe Saturday to shop again . haha . Watched Da Vinci today with Chew and we were both shivering in the cinema . Darn cold laa . Am having lessons in school tmr morning at 8am , now it is 0135am already . Am talking to Devil now , and chatting online . Devil is so negative now , so so uber negative . Bth~ Everything positive i say , Devil will turn it around and becomes negative . I guess this is the time when we can see Devil being serious and thinking hard . Jia you Devil . *hugs!* I gotta stop here already and bless me to go lala land early today . I love hide!! Goodnight people . <3


"In this ever changing time, love will never change. "


xoxo`

Thursday, May 25, 2006
you are my every reason for smiling.

Wynny skipped school peacefully with her parents approval . But i did some laundry today , as promised to Mum . I slept around 3am yesterday cause some Devil messaged me and i woke up at 2pm today . Longlong 11 hours of sleep , i so love it . =) That freako din go to school cause he's sick and i'm totally pissed off by him . I think he shoud wake up from his bloody dream and behave like a man , if not he shall perish . Wake up laa , fker! Urgh ! Anyhow , i'm going to school tmr . Damn! Have to see Mrs Leong and listen to her complain again . Planning some programmes after school with Gransazers , and i think if we dont come out with any places , we'll end up having mahjong session . Yesterday i watched some wedding shows and i end up crying like hell . Watched the 9pm show and cried too . So stupid right , i know . Am thinking to stayover at Godma's house this weekend , i can play like a kid with no worries and eat up Kenneth Tee . hee` Had a nice chat with that Devil yesterday night , got lotsa information and unknown stuffs cleared . That Devil really have lotsa ways to make me laugh , shout and convince me to sing some retarded songs . haha . Devil kinda reminds me of Seith , he always have those at-night-sing-along-sessions . He'll sing some funny songs when he's in good mood , he'll strum the guitar and sing some nice and heartwarming songs when he's down . Wonder if he still does these in Australia or he'd become more passionate . haha . Seith , if you see this , call back soon okay . =) I miss QiZhi , ZhanZhan , EnEn , Mister Etic , Mister Heng , Ze Qian , QingQing , Yen , Jun , Neil and Crystal so much laa . I dont think my parents are going back to M'sia in June . I miss QiZhi's cutecute face and the way he laughs and calls me . I miss ZhanZhan's way of telling me "I thought you're lost." I miss EnEn's way of talking , laughing and hugging me . On top of all that , i miss them a lot . <3 Goodnight people . Love all .


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ,


CHUAN (22nd May)


MIKAL (23rd May)


&


LAO DA (24th May)

p/s : aint this entry colourful ? it's been a long time since my entry is so colourful . *smiles*


xoxo`

Wednesday, May 24, 2006
living aimlessly everyday.

Mum just called back and i'm on hot boiling mood now . Fuck it! I din go to school today cause i'm tired and school is so boring for this whole bloody week . Wasting my bus fare just to go to school , having no lessons , sleep and do nothing . Retarded . And so , i LOVE it so much when Mrs Leong called up my house in the morning today to tell my parents about it and complain to my Mum about lotsa stuffs . And telling my Mum lotsa unreasonable stuffs , i know , she wants the 17$ today . WYNNY , WILL PAY YOU THAT BLOODY 17$ OKAY ! My sleep was disturbed by hell loads of naggings by my parents . I already told my parents yesterday night , i'm not going to school today . I did tell them and they approved it ! Fuck! Just because i never go to school to collect my report book today , they thought i dont dare to collect my report book . I dont dare to collect my report book ? What the fuck laa . I went back to sleep and Dad called around 9+ and asked me to go to school , if not he's going to meet Mrs Leong . I told him i'm not going to school and that's it . I'm really tired and i dont wanna see Mrs Leong . If he wants to meet Mrs Leong , by all means . I dont care at all , I dont give a fuck at all . I'm so angry and pissed off by Mrs Leong . I'm prepared for a questioning and scolding session later when they come home . I'll have more curfews and my june holidays will be ruined by them . I wont go out so often with my parents to have dinner or anything , i know what i'll get . Moreover , they still have their precious son what . Fuck!! And i dont wanna go to school tmr also , i think i will have a good fight for it later . And i'll only go on Friday to return my report book . My Mum asked me to fold a whole hell load of clothes , i'm not gonna do it . She hates to fold clothes , and i hate it too . Dont ask me to do the things that you hate to do . I hate it more than you do . I think i shall just stay at Godma's house for the time being . They worry lesser and i'm happier . They say my temper is getting worst , think again . I think they know the answer best . My Dad bought me a digital camera yesterday , i know i should be happy . But we've long plan to go get it together and see the model of camera i want . But yesterday , he called back and told me he bought a digital camera . I was on the verge of crying.. I knew he din get the model i wanted , i knew it . The model i wanted is way cheaper than the current one . After hanging up the phone , i cried . Say me stupid , but i'm very particular in the things i want badly . He came home with the new digital camera , i fiddle with it and he told me he's gonna give away that old digital camera . That old one is kinda spoil and quite sucky , no point keeping it . But with this new digital camera which i dont really like , what can i do ? I shall just try to love it . And i shall just cry when i see the model i want in those shopping malls . Maybe you all dont get what i'm feeling , but this feeling is no good . No good at all! I'm on hunger strike again , i dont wanna have porridge everyday . Because of the medicine , everything i eat taste bitter . When i'm sick , nobody cared . When i'm down , i cry to myself . What kind of stupid life is this ? I'm seriously hating every single second of my life . I dont look forward to any of my tomorrows . Urgh !! I felt like crap , i shall cry over my weekends . Fuck this stupid life i'm having and fuck everything !

xoxo`

Sunday, May 21, 2006
your warm embrace melts my heart.

Blessed! I just finish my F&N evaluation , rushing through like mad . Today's birdpark trip was quite a fast one , cause got hell lotsa foreign worker laa . Damn! Saw Samuel , Daniel and Jarad too , they were cute . haha . First , Samuel shouted "Jie jie" from outside the door . Then Jarad walked up to me and , "hello jiejie." Lastly , Daniel paused infront of me for awhile then smiled and "Jie jie.. " me . haha . They darn funny laa . Din really take photos cause my retarded digi cam died on me . But i still had fun . Left around 12pm , wento Jurong Point for lunch and headed back to Heng's house for mahjong session . Edwin and me joined , won a wee bit only . Wento Sembawang Shopping Centre with Dad to get a new mama board for my computer , went supermarket-ing and bought lotsa yummy stuffs . haha . Had KFC for dinner.. Damn!! Shouldnt have KFC actually . I love yesterday's dinner , FROG LEG PORRIDGE ! darn nice can.. But it's 10$ , geylang's one is like 7$ only . Dad paid for it , cause he brought me there . haha . I'm missing the taste now . hee` Din went for swimming yesterday morning , cause had fever in the night . How cool can.. Wento the doctor and the doctor is NICE to ban me from eating spicy food , oily food , fried food and most deadly... CHOCOLATES(for two bloody weeks)! What the fuck can... When i heard chocolates i was like giving the doctor a "no no" face . But he says in order to get well and not get sick again , i must listen to him . Ohh god... Now tell me how nice is life gonna be without chocolates . Dont sing me that "wouldn't it be nice?" Cadbuary advertisement song , i'll skin you alive . haha . Okay , Wynny should watch her diet from now , listen to the doctor and be a good girl okay ? After those miserable two weeks , Wynny can enjoy those heavenly food again! Titus , if you see this.. Please.. Dont call back and ask me what kinda chocolate i want until the two miserable week is over okay ? Drown me with chocolates after the two weeks okay ? I love you this much! haha . Gross laa.. Anyhow , that freako wento Indo Chine yesterday and he din call back at all . This makes the whole house turn upside down this morning . Mum was worrying like hell , Dad too . I was woken up early to contact his friends and ask around . Hell shit! Stupid right? Go out dont know how to call back.. Retarded. At least give a call laa , make people worry for you . Stupid! Mum thought he was beaten up by some chao bengs . I was laughing cause that freako knows how to fight can , and he got hell loads of friends to help him also laa . haha . Alright.. My bed is calling already , Goodnight people . <3


"Is everything a coincidence ? "


xoxo`

Friday, May 19, 2006
you pretended that you didnt see me.

I watched the news yesterday and they said there is a big portion of people haven backbone problem and have to undergo some operation . Dang~ My back hurts from time to time , do i need undergo those operation too ? I'm scared . Scared of having injection , pain and dying . Dying is the worst part.. =( Let's just pray that my back problem will recover soon and not come back again okay ? Anyhow , i skipped school today .Am down with flu and sore throat for two days already . My flu got worst and i think my sore throat is gonna be worst tmr . Mum din go to work , so i was drown with those bitterbitter herbal tea . Aww... sucks! I took a hell long time to finish one small bowl of it . Cause after every sip , i gave a retarded expression and drank a sip of plain water . hee` I ate like a whole packet of potato chips just now . The chips taste superb! haha .I took the flu medicine for two days already and it's still the same . Damn! I wanna go birdpark on Sunday , i dont wanna fall sick! *scream and shout* Anyhow , am going for a swim tmr in the morning . But! Provided my flu gets better and my sore throat dont get worst tmr . I love my voice now , sounds like Anita Mui . But i cant sing with this kinda voice , Idiot! Next , on Sunday will be going to the birdpark with Edwin , Alex , Dajie and Heng . So excited laa . Shall dress like a retarded tourist whom take photos almost everywhere . Carry two big bottles of mineral water , high backpacks , longlong socks , plaited hair and hang the camera on my neck . haha . We shall see then . *laughs* And my cousin is not angry with me . haha . He's good , mister good cousin . haha . My computer's mama board is spoilt , so now i'm using that freako's laptop . I'm prepared for all those naggings and preaching by him later or tmr morning . I shall keep quiet and act retard . And i'll ask him if i look cool doing that , cause he always does that to me . Cool right , freako ? Oh ya.. wento Sembawang Park with Alex , Edwin and Heng on Wednesday . Had hell lotsa fun . haha . Wore cap and Edwin's shades , acted like a retarded superstar . haha . It was fun though... And there's this part they were all talking about cats then i told them ,


wyn : "my cousin said he's getting me a cat on my birthday."


them : "how come ? you not scared? "


wyn : "no. i said very good.."


them : "why?"


wyn : "so i no need to go home anymore ."


All burst into laughter and i was smiling away . haha . I'm so scared to have eyelids abrasion again . Counting those days that i've cried is scary.. I dont know why too . The moment i miss -him- , or think about -him- , tears welled up my eyes . Just so easily my tears will roll down my cheeks . Ahh.. so useless . Tell me how precious is my tears now . *shake head* Mmmms , Gotta go take the bitterbitter medicine and sleep already . Goodnight people. Pray for my to get well soon okay . Miss you . <3


"Everytime i look into your eyes , i seems to get use of the darkness."


xoxo`

Wednesday, May 17, 2006
what was that for ?

I dont know what the fuck happen , but hell i was speechless again . Was talking to my cousin and asking him some stuffs and this lead to unwanted misunderstandings . I was actually keeping quiet and thinking about what he said , scrolling up the conversation and think about everything . And i think i made him fuming mad.. He ended with a few exclaimation marks and a really not nice word , shocked to see that , i cried . I mean okay , this is the first time i got those from him . So i got really shocked , didn't know what to reply and so i decided to just stop replying him and i'm afraid replying might make him mad-er . I knew he meant good all the time . But this time , i dont know what happen .. After this , i think i've got no other close ones to talk to already . FUCK ! Maybe all along asking him those questions was retarded , childish and stupid . Maybe all along those questions i asked disturbed him . Maybe.... I dont know . But all the time he helped me and talked sense to me . But what now ? See... Catastrophe comes one after another , nothing good comes to me . This kinda life sucks big time . Why the fuck is thing happening now , why the fuck is everything so fucked up ? What kind of stupid life is this ? Crying everynight like as if someone died , having this fucking broken heart all the time , hunger stirke , get drunk and die.. Is this the life i wanted ? Hell fuck no... I just dont understand the state i am in now . Fucking retarded ! I hate it.... Fuck everything man!!

xoxo`

Tuesday, May 16, 2006
harsh reality.

Thursday - 11.05.2006


Had Physics paper and for that Section B we needa do 2 fucking questions and Wynny only did one . Clap for Wynny people , come on . How smart can Wynny get . I only knew it when Heng told me , so i started shouting again "Fuck! I only did one laa.. Damn!" Retarded . Went for my Dad's golf dinner , it was fun . Got a little tipsy , Chivas plus green tea never stop coming , whisky and vodka too . Kelly's and Nicole's dance was superb , sexy dancers . Uncle Eric got horny while watching . haha . Saw Uncle Francis and Uncle Sebastian too , they were brothers . Uncle Francis have got 4 kids and Uncle Sebastian have got 2 kids . Very good in golfing can.. I have a long time crush on the both on them and they knew it . haha . Madness! Saw a slut too , i hope she gets choke while drinking . She can rot in hell too . *puke* Reached home around 2am , bathed and slept . Really tired . Click for pictures : pictures here =)


Friday - 12.05.2006


Met up with Gransazers , adding on is Joel . Wento Marina Square and slacked there . Wento Sky Garden around night time as the guys wanna breathe some fresh air . Sky Garden looks fucked up to me now , messy bushes dirty railings . Sucks ! Took some tourists photo and group photo and crapped alot . Reached home around 10pm and quarelled with my Mum . She's fucking unreasonable . She's obviously siding that asshole brother of mine . Dad did help me and i felt sorry for him . I just cant stand that asshole , he cocky , far too cocky . Because my Mum always side him , this made him fucking cocky and retarded . He loves to act cool , but i think he look like a retarded asshole . I just dont feel like talking much to my Mum now , because whatever i say is wrong . That asshole is always right . I so love it when my Mum sides him , i love it when he spends his weekly allowance off in one or two days . Lastly , i really love it when he treats this house like hotel and my parents didnt even whisper a sound . And when i stayover at Godma's house for one night , they shout like as if i'm not going home . I so love it can ... Must thank my Mum for being SOOOO nice to that asshole . *roll eyes* I cried for very long , messaged AhDi and he consoled me . Thanks !


Saturday and Sunday - 13.05.2006 , 14.05.2006


For Saturday went towning with Rene and Xing . Had a real fun time! Wento a few shops to try clothes for fun and i think we're the noisiest . haha . Left around 7pm , Xing went home while me and Rene rushed down to some CC to have Mother's Day dinner with our family . The dinner's programme is soo sucky . Me and Rene got high , dance dance and madness! Received some holly molly message from _____ . I so wanto cry when i receive the first message and when i saw the sender's name . Then my mind got retarded and i decide to cool myself down . Sighh.. Watched MI3 with Rene , AhDi and Kim Long on Sunday . Really nice .. Tom Cruise so handsome laa . Reached home , wanted to revise for Maths Paper 2 but end up watching some dance show . After watching the dance show , i started doing those stupid dance and ya.. shake too much . My back hurts.. haha . I know it's retarded .


Had Maths Paper 2 on Monday morning and people , just pray hard for me okay . =) After the paper , wento eat at Mac and suddenly we decided to go over to Heng's house for mahjong session . haha . Went home , bathed , changed and went to Heng's house . Mahjong session is fun , Jon got addicted and i got high with all the songs that Jon play . haha . Today , wento watch moive at Causeway point and the show is scary . Saw Uncle Ong too , messaged him and woolaalaa~ he rocks! haha . There's this part in the movie where the korean girl whipered something and Heng said she whispered "CCB" haha . Total retardy ! After movie was mahjong-ing at Chew's house . Was tired and didn't have much luck today . Idiot! Played till 10:30pm and left with Jon and Edwin . _____ messaged me and this time is really dog-worrying , my mind almost exploded . My heart was gonna tear apart soo soon . Really heartbreaking... Sighh.. I think tonight is gonna be worst for me . I'm still worrying , how am i gonna sleep peacefully ? Tsk.. Having tuiton tmr , i'm so tired . I so wanto cry now , i felt really torn apart . Nothing seems to be in place now , EVEN UNTILL NOW things are still in a mess . What the fuck can ! What kinda life is this... I hate living this way . Sucks! Catastrophe comes one after another , what is peace ? When am i gonna have peace ? I hate everything now . Fuck it !!


xoxo`

Saturday, May 13, 2006
fucked up.

SCREW BLOGGER OKAY ? I TYPE A WHOLE ENTRY AND THAT FUCKING CONNECTION THING CAME OUT AND IT SHOWED ME " THE BLOG IS NOT FOUND.CONNECTION FAIL . " NARBEI! WHAT THE FUCK CAN.. FUCKED UP BLOGGER ! URGH!!


- is not that i never blog , i blogged but this fucking shit fucked everything up .


xoxo`

Monday, May 08, 2006
it must be you.

Alright , just finish watch DCJ and i'm suppose to revise for my Maths Paper 1 and Social Studies Paper . But after taking out my contact lens , i decide to rest for awhile and so i'm updating . I know this is not the way , but... i'm really tired . Those numbers and longlong paragraphs are driving me bonkers . And i snipped away FIVE AND A HALF INCHES of my longlong hair yesterday . Dang~ I felt quite sad though , but not so sad afterall cause hair will grow right ? *laughs* A lot of my schoolmates was shock to see my short hair and they told me it's quite heart - tearing to cut off my hair . haha . Awww... I'm sad again . *punch and kick* Anyhow , i do miss my longlong hair . =) Oh , before i forget .. I really hate my freaking brother a lot . I think it's better if we dont talk or see each other . For now , Goodbye readers . Goodnight . <3


xoxo`

Friday, May 05, 2006
sing me a beautiful song tonight.

Currently at Godma's house now , am bored and tired and so i came to update some shits . Had my English Comprehension Paper and Chinese Compo and Letter Writting today . English Comprehension was kinda easy , but i was struggling for time while doing the summary . My first passage was about Food Feast and a short paragraphs on wedding events . Knowing that Wynny is very interested in everything concerning wedding , i really love it so much . Next , my second passage was about Thailand elephants population plummeting . And so , i thought of no one else but GANBEH . laughs!! Chinese Compo was a total mess and Letter Writting too . I think my Chinese Compo is very drama , and after reading what i wrote i really feel like laughing . haha . *retarded* Yesterday i had Chinese Comprehension Paper and English Compo and Letter Writting . I so love writing my English Compo , it was more of a real life thingy . Quite sad when i was writting it , loads of things revolved around my mind . But i managed to finsih it in time . Letter Writting , i forgot to underline . I got so mad when Gransazers and co. was talking about it . So i was shouting " Urgh! FUCK ! i forgot to underline!! " I actually forgot such an important thingy . Urgh! Wynny , go bang yourself on the walls . Anyhow , i didn't have my nap today and i seriously felt so tired and strengthless . Shit laa! Now i know that i really need my naps badly . I really cant get to sleep at night even i'm freaking tired . I just cant go into lala land , i'll have to wait for around an hour or two then i can get to sleep . Am really very tired can... =( Now , i'm really scared that my cell will ring anytime . Because before i came to Godma's house , my parents didn't allow me to stay . Goodness ! I reached here around 9pm and they wanna pick me up around 11 or 12 . Ain't they mad ? Have they lost their marbles ? I really wonder . It is already 11:45pm now , i hope i wont receive any calls from them . Because i could see Kenneth Tee tmr . I really miss him so so much . I felt so guilty for making him cry badly that time when i left him secretly and the other time i wasn't at Godma's house when he was here . He cried badly too.. Oh... my precious little boy . *huggs* Alright , on Monday will be having Geography and F&N paper . Wish my lucks okay... =) Before i forget , i love repeating the SDP speech . "Vote for your future , vote for a better life . " haha . I kept repeating this the whole day because i watched the SDP speech on tv yesterday . *giggles* I gotta stop here already , eyes are really tired now . Goodnight people . Do miss me and my blog alright.. <3


"We started off from here , now we'll end off from here too."


xoxo`

Wednesday, May 03, 2006
i give my hand to you before my heart.

Currently listening to : From This Moment


Wynny is having her first written paper tmr , wish her luck alright . Am going to look through the letter writting format later before i sleep . I think i'm having insomania , i'm so tired yet i cant get to sleep . I struggle on my bed , tossing and turning around and after a long long time then i can get to sleep . So i wake up having heavy eye bags and i can see dark eye rings . Fuck it! I dont like that.. Monday night i was rushing through my F&N coursework till around 2am . Quite relief to finish it , but no confidence in getting good grades for it due to my dumbness and carelessness . =( Had my Chinese Oral yesterday , and it was a castastrophe can . I dont even know how to read the first word on the passage , and when the teacher asked me questions i just give an one word answer . Damn! Am having my exams tmr in the hall , and being drama i demonstrated to XiangWei the ways of saying "hi" to friends in the exam hall . *laughs* I'm going to have leg muscle cramps tmr again , i reckon . Because i had my 2.4km today and i didn't do any stretchings and what's more , i was jumping around while running and doing lotsa funny stunts during my last round . Alright , Wynny shouldn't be so playful anymore ya . And Wynny , exams are starting tmr my dear . =) I think i wont be updating so frequently till exams are over . Am also thinking if i should close down this blog and stop blogging . I dont know , shall see how . Lastly , i do miss my dearest badly . Everyday isn't the same without you . I could still remember your smile and crappings so clearly , everything was so yesterday . Do you know how much i miss you and how much i hope to see you just one more time ? You dont know anything , everything just seems to be unknown . I know i shouldn't be disturbed by all this stuffs during my exams period . I'll do my best for this exam . As for now , i'm off to revise already . Goodnight people . Do miss me and my entries alright . All the best to all my friends having exams and study hard!! <3


"Can`t wait to live my life with you , can`t wait to start . "


xoxo`

Monday, May 01, 2006
never leave the one you love.

Wynny just reached home from a nicenice supper with Hua ge , Kor kor , Jie , Jie (2) , Fishy and Jason . Now it's 00:40 . The supper was a nice and fun one . We talked about Hua ge's malay wedding , brokeback mountain , gays , butch and lotsa funny stuffs . haha . I love them ! Woke up at 11 today , so early right . hee` Because i wanna watch Tree of Heaven , a very nice show that NehNeh introduced to me . Am so gan chiong... I wanna finish it soon . I cried so much while watching laa , a nice show indeed . That Yoon Suh Oppa is so handsome can . Madness! Around 4plus , Kor kor called and asked me over to his house for sushi . He came to fetch me over and Fishy was there too . The adults went over to Uncle Ping's house while we ( Jie , Jie (2) , Fishy and Kor kor) stayed at home . But after awhile Jie(2) , Fishy and me decided to go Northpoint . So we took cab over , walk around and slacked at Mac . Once again , we gossiped and bitched about lotsa stuffs . I love those closeclose bondings we have . Wanted to stayed at 8th aunt house , but i know Mum wont let . So Kor kor drove me home and now i am all alone at home blogging . =( Hope to meet them up real soon again , Haegen Ho Chen Jun or maybe Jayrel Ho Chen Jun ( because Jie changed the baby's name again) is coming out sooooo soon . 30th June ! Faster!!! I'm excited! *laughs*


Thursday , Friday and Saturday


Cancelled tuition on Thursday cause Uncle Ping asked me over for a sumptuous dinner at Goodwood Hotel . Went shopping at Far East with my Mum and she bought me lotsa stuffs i want . I feel bad for giving her faces when she dont wanna buy me that pants , but in the end she still bought it for me . hee` So nice of her . And before going out , i scolded my neighbour . She is an old bitch . Her parrot is making hell lot of noise and it is so irritating . So i got really angry..


wyn : "noisy laa ! fucking parrot.."


old bitch : (asking her parrot-why , in malay) "asal ? asal ? "


wyn : "so noisy! stupid parrot.. "


old bitch : " why? disturb you ah?"


wyn : "of course laa . are you so stupid to ask me this question ? if its not disturbing me , will i scold?"


old bitch : "it's my bird , i dont think its noisy . "


wyn : "YOUR BIRD ? then you better take care of YOUR BIRD and shut it up . if not i'll shut it up for you . "


old bitch *chanting some retard* "blah blah blah.. puki"


wyn : "dont you have it ? i guess you dont have it . you have a bird right , dont you ? *laughs*

old bitch : *gave me a lan lan face and walk into her house.*


haha . She's a fucking old bitch with a bird . My Mum says that i'm very fierce to her , but no wrong what . My Dad told her before about HER BIRD , and she told my Dad off . Now my turn , and she've got nothing to say . haha . Fuck with YOUR BIRD alright , bitch! And Friday was Alex's birthday , had steamboat at Da jie's house and had lotsa fun . Pictures upload.. Saturday i was at home the whole day , watching Tree of Heaven . =) I've got no plans for tmr , am thinking if i should go over to Kor kor's place . My mind is blank now , i forgot what i wanna say already . Stop here then. Goodnight people . <3


-*click here for photos. =)


"I know it was you , but why didn't you remember me ?"


xoxo`