24th July 2006 - Baby Jayrel's full month celebration!

I lived my weekdays for today. So excited to see Baby Jayrel! Bought him a cute socks. haha. Went over to YeeMah's (8th aunt) house around 4plus. Reached there and i saw Baby Jayrel napping in the living room. So cute! Superman pose.. haha. Then slowly, people start coming in and Baby Jayrel cried and woke up for milk. Popo changed his diapers and right after Popo stick on the pampers, he start to shit. haha. Naughty boy! Then Popo took out his pampers again and i wento changed the water and went up to take a new pampers. When i came down, he weewee. Damn funny. Then YeeMah all sexual harrassed him, damn bad. Poor Baby. haha. Buffet arrived around 6:30pm, ate a little and saw a cute puppy named Wawa. So cute can.. Fishy came around 8plus then we chatted took photos and slacked in Jiejie's room till late night. Baby Jayrel loves his Grandpa, my uncle. I tell you, my uncle is damn nice. He could sit for 6hours to coax Jayrel to sleep. Then he sings to Jayrel nicenice lullaby and carry him in the most comfortable way. My god! I wanna have that kinda Grandpa too. Anyhow, uncle was nice to me when i'm young too. haha. He dont mind being embarass when playing those kiddy games with me. haha. Till now, i still cant believe that Korkor is a father already. haha. Korkor is damn cool, he's holding a O2 phone and it's damn nice. Alright, pictures are up. Click here to look at cute Baby Jayrel - jayrel's madness!

28th July 2006 - Babi's birthday!

Had N'level Chinese Oral and i tell you, i was damn scared. Fking scary! But overall, not that bad. haha. Babi's (elwin) birthday is on 30th July so we celebrated it on 28th July. Wento have Pastamania and it was a very very very full meal. Then we were all amused by Babi's no-cigarretee-but-got-smoke action. haha. Everyone started trying it and yes, all were unsucessful. haha. Wento Partyworld and it was really fun. I love the way we all sing together and get high together. Or maybe the way when we show our expression when singing love songs and sad songs. haha. We bought a bag for Babi and really hopes he like it and we wished him in some funny ways. haha. Left Partyworld early cause have to pack my stuffs for chalet and i'm also very tired. The train was fking packed, then at thise station the door closed and "kiap-ed" this guy. He struggled his way and he was out of the door then the train left. I could see that he is angry, sad and painful. I felt so sad for him.. Then i was controlling my laughter about something bad. I really feel bad man! I shouldn't have imitate it at first. Urgh!! On my way home, was chatting with thePig. Accompanied me through the lonely and quiet night. =) Then wento sleep around 2plus, am really tired. I love my bed so much! Click here for - babi's birthday!

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Alright! I'm gonna blog about me birthday celebration. I know it's a bit late to blog about it, but ya.. nice memories. =)

15th July 2006 - Saturday
I summoned my cliques to Marina South for a good steamyboat session. We met in the late noon, planned to go there to fly kite but in the end the kite flew us. We din fly kite at all. So we start eating around 6pm and we've got 2 very good prawn peelers. Nehneh and Andy! The guys experimented on how to make the vege taste nicer. Wento buy ice cream and it is so yummy. I want more of those ice creams. haha . Left around 8plus and were deciding were to go, i wanted to go Esplanade so badly. But thanks to this ner ner, he said some dirty things about going to Esplanade. So later, i told them i dont wanna go Esplanade anymore. Then we decided to go Dhoby Ghaut for pooling session. On the way there, i got the most splendid suprise from my cliques. Marina's train was kinda empty, saw Lynsey and Allan so i talked to them while my cliques walked infront to get their sits. Then when i'm walking over to them, Jonathan , Nehneh and Andy flashed their nicenice-wordsflashing belts at me. I could see "Happy Birthday Wynny" scrolling on their belts. My god! I almost cried man. They then gave me a present, it's a crown shirt. See, i told you my cliques are really lovely. haha. Pooling was fun, Nehneh and me was very high i dont know why. He's mad. Then chatted with Dajie and took some photos, cause i dont know when will be the next time i can see her again. haha. Reached home around 12plus that night, if i never remember wrongly. I really enjoyed myself alot. =)

16th July 2006 - Sunday
Met my cousins at Bishan for dinner at Cafe Cartel. We kept talking about the guy/ maybe a girl whom served us. haha. Then walked around and had MARSHMELLOW CHOCOLATE!! Total madness. haha. Went in to SASA and damn, i missed the smell so much. I wanto go back and work there again. Especially at Great World City, i miss them so much man! Those times we crapped and fool around in the shop and the times we got so happy when they calculated the total and called over for reporting sales. I really miss it alot.. haha. Anyhow, went to Macs and yes!! there's a cake on the table. Woohoo~ I lighted up the cake myself, cause it's fun. They sang for me and ate the cake together. Took some photos too. I'm so happy that day. Thank you for celebrating with me. =) And when it was close to 12am i was feeling damn scared. I dont know why, then messages start coming in. To everyone whom sent me messages to my handphone or friendster and those who wished me personally, really a big thank you to you all. haha. And lastly, thanks to those whom gave me presents. I really love those presents alot. *HUGSS!*
Click on this album to view pictures taken on my birthday - ecstatic 16th birthday!

me and my lovely cliques!!

me and my sweet cousins.

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Hello people , i'm back to blog. I'm sorry eh , cause was busy and tired for the past week. I dont know what i'm busy and tired about , but ya.. just no time. haha . Anyhow, just a little update today. But i will blog about my birthday and Baby Jayrel's full month celebration soon. Do check them out okay, it cant be missed. haha. Mmmms , school was tiring. Really hectic man. I feel really down and gloomy at night recently. I dont know why, maybe tired or depression again. Urgh! I'm feeling the way i shouldn't be feeling. I'm thinking of stupid things again , and i'm crying that retarded way again. Damn! How i wish i could just close my eyes and sleep, then wake up with no worries. I really dont understand how long can i go on with this kinda mood. I get irritated easily , especially with those boys. I dont know what the hell happen to them also , and yes i know they'll say i'm the one who is having PMS and took them to vent my anger on. But hell fuck no okay! First they criticise others with hurtful words, then they dont know much they hurt others and go on criticising. Next , they show their damn egos infront and act like they are the right ones always. Lastly, they shout or say you're stupid when you asked something weird. But i bet they , themselves asked those weird questions before. So those boys , fucking rot in hell okay. Damn you all, freakos. One phrase to describe them "too many freaks, too little cirucus." Okay, you can say i'm having PMS or whatever shit. I dont care, but just dont irritate me. Tsk! I'm feeling bad actually, i din mean to scold them. But they really got up my nerves. I do regret after scolding, but i know all this will happen again. So, should i still regret or heck about it? Alright, i have to stop here and sleep already. And yes, it's the Hungry Ghost Festival now. I'm so scared to be alone now. Blah... Goodnight! <3

"I wanted you right here with me. "

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I haven't been blogging recently because i'm tired and maybe busy. haha . Am down with flu , sore throat last few days and slight fever now! Damn! And i've reduce the days of crying now , i'm happy for myself . I think you all will be happy too , right ? =) School wasn't bad, i had my n'levels english oral on monday and i was damn scared can. I almost weewee in my skirt. Crapped around to de stress and thanks to Safee's gang whom smile to me or showed a thumbs up sign to me when it's my turn . haha . And i must thank Mini the most , we were messaging till the time i needa surrender my phone. Mini told me not to be scared and encouraged me. Thanks a lot Mini!! Anyhow, my birthday is like reaching sooooo freaking soon. I'm quite scared actually, i dont know why. Thanks to Sister and Chew whom countdown-ed the days for me . I think i needa save damn long to get a lot of stuffs i want , i so wanto cry when i calculated the total . I showed my mum and she said she'll sponsor me SOME . I then held back my tears . haha . Will show below later. I hate my voice now , gonna sound like Anita Mui soon . Shit!! I still wanto eat chocolates , i still wanto eat fried mars bar . I want!! I couldn't sleep well for the past few nights as my throat is killing me and blocked nose . Urgh! Pray for me okay , i really wanto eat nice stuffs again . =( Look at the list below, and tell me how much i needa save or maybe how long do i needa save to have them.

1. money!
2. loads of chocolates
3. the 69$ bag!!
4. crown tee
5. lup-in-shoe
6. more tee shirtS
7. skirt
8. new handphone
9. love
10. happiness

I hope my Mum will sponsor me number 1 and 8 . haha . Alright, remember to pray for my sickness to be well , wish my happy birthday(just send me a message) and lastly , be happy for me ya . haha . Goodnight sweet tums . Love all . <3

"I just need you to coax me in these sleepless nights . "

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I just want to cry so badly now . I'm such a whine , yes! I cried from noon till evening.. My head hurts like hell now , let's hope it will be better tmr . I so want to cry on my bed later . I want to go to the beach, eat chocolates and feel the sea breeze . Or maybe, cry there and let my tears be washed far away . So uncool to cry like a retard again , i dont want . =( But i just need to cool myself down and forget everything . Thanks for all the concern you all gave me , i really appreciate it alot. *huggs* Wynny is appearing weak and lost again . What the hell is happening man?! Sighh... *cries*

"You are so selfish to leave me that way. "

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WYNNY , YOU JUST HAVE TO SHUT UP AND DONT ASK SO MUCH! YOU STUPID GIRL! Just like what Nehneh told me that day during recess , "Wynny, you're hopeless." Right! Everyone will agree with this right? Wynny, you stupid and brainless girl . Why do you have so much problems? STUPID GIRL!

you're hell stupid.

can you be more independent and dont be so weak?

you dont use your brains at all.

how come you are so stuborn?

can you fucking grow up and dont be so childish?

you're hopeless.

why cant you just give others peace?

can you just be smarter and not have so many problems?

do you know, not everyone can tolerate all your retarded and stupid problems?

you know all this, Wynny?

the above is just stupid Wynny talking to herself.

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