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Friday, March 30, 2007
crying out loud.

Hurr... Damn. Just a few minutes ago i heard cat meowing outside my house(time now 3:28am - Friday), so i wento the door to look through the pinhole. And yes the cat was loitering around the corridor here, the meowing made my hair stand and send chill down my spine. Listen up, again, fking hell a BLACK cat again. *screams* Then i wento lock all my door, main door, front and back balcony. I put a high cardboard at my kitchen's window, because it's connected to the back balcony. But while peeping at the kitchen, the black colour thing jumped in from the ledge!! There was nothing blocking the ledge because i was too afraid to go out to block it laa. So i whined and ran into my room and asked freako for help, at first he was saying he could do nothing. But i kept making noise in the room, and i din dare to wake my parents up. So freako decided to go to the kitchen to peep and make the meowing sound, trying to communicate with the cat. But after meowing a few times, he only got silence. So he wanted to open the back balcony door, i used my fastest speed to run into the computer room and lock myself in the room. After he check, he said the cat isn't there anymore and went back to the room. So i walked into my kitchen and shut my kitchen's door. Just a few days ago, a black cat came into my house(am not sure if it's the same one).What the hell. Cottage dont rock anymore. Sigghh... =( I'm living in fear man. And when i'm scared i have nobody to calm me down, Minister - sleep, Jonic - dont wanto disturb and working tmr, Mister Etic - playing games, Chummies - sleeping and i guess the rest are all sleeping too. Calm myself down by listening to songs and eating LifeSavers. Screw... I will ask my King to check the back balcony well tmr morning. If not, i'll never dare to step into the back balcony to do laundry or anything. Narbei. Next time if i'm coming home alone late, i will need someone to accompany me up. I dont care, i will cry if you dont. Because i'm afraid if i come up alone and hear the meowing, i might fall and roll down the stairs. Urghh! *screams, sceams, screams!!* At last Mister Etic finishes his game, i can whine to him now. Till then. loves`


thank you for accompanying me when i'm scared. *beams*

xoxo`

Tuesday, March 27, 2007
be the one i wait for everyday.

I'm currently waiting for my dinner and it's 10.30pm now, i shall blog and kill time. Had tuition today, learnt a new chapter, not too bad. I think my gastric is going to have problem soon, recently i kept eating pineapple, green apples, drinking lemon juice and eating those sour stuffs with an empty stomach. My Mum is gonna scold me if she knows i ate those stuffs with an empty stomach. haha. I will cut down slowly, suddenly i love eating green apple. I dont know why also. haha. Okay nevermind about that, i tell you, yesterday a black cat came into my house again. Again, and BLACK cat. Narbei! I was in the computer room looking through some pictures and my Mum is napping in the room. Suddenly my side view have got some shadow moving, i turned.. and the nehneh black cat looked at me!!! Fuck! I screamed super loudly "Mummy! got cat!!!" The cat U-turn and ran away(yeah, my screamings actually scare the cat off.), my Mum was shocked by my screamings and jumped out of her bed to shoo to cat away. I stood on my chair and started whining, i can say if the cat dont run i'll prolly stand on the table or outside the window. haha. So my Mum walked around the house doing "shooshoo!" and banging those cupboards to scare the cat off. Know what, my main door was closed so that nehneh cat came in from my back balcony. At first i was really afraid to step out of the room, so like a retarded i stepped out slowly checking the living room's corner, under the chair, behind the tv and my front balcony. Although i saw the cat running another direction, but still i wento check my room, flipping my blankets, using my bolster to slighlty hit on my pillow and jumping hard on my bed. This shows how much i'm afraid of cats huh. I din dare to go to the dinning room or kitchen alone. Till my King is back, i told him about it then i asked him to check the storeroom. Area clear. Phew~ After that, i sat in the living room with my legs up and kept looking around. Dont laugh okay. I'm really scared laa! *screams* Anyway, MY ZexianBaby got 1st in school! Yeah!! Clap for him please, he is really one smart ass. Last year he scored 7 straight A(s) for his exams and now he is the 1st. Woohoo!! And maybe he might come to Singapore to take his A levels. Yes baby, study hard alright! =) Yippees! Dinner is finally back. Till then. lovess`

xoxo`

Sunday, March 25, 2007
my love is leaving.

This is so boring. How i wish i can get out of house now, go for supper, shopping at mustafa, boat quay or wherever i can have fun. Damn this nerner life. I wento visit my Dowager today, and chatted with Xing. We've planned quite a number of things, i hope it'll go on smoothly. And yes, i need to get a job soon to stop all those noisy naggings. It's very irritating you know. If i get a job, at least i can avoid all these and live my life happily. I have to start studying for my Chinese O's already, two months to prepare. Although i really hate books and assesments, but i just have to bear with it for this 6months or so. After that, i can be free like a bird. I can travel to any place i want, do whatever i want. Wynny, you better do well. =) And Jiejie's wedding is postponed again, supposedly it should be next year's January. But due to some problems, it's postpone to the year after. Aww... So sad man. *cries* But nevermind, by the time Baby Jayrel will be a young handsome boy already. He might be the flower boy. haha. And i shall look forward to Chuan's wedding this August. Yeah!! I hope Qing comes to Singapore on Good Friday, or better if she can come out and bring me into JB. haha. I wanto go to the toy museum! Anybody? Alright, that's all for now. I am still living in the memories of last week. Bring me back, let me laugh till i cry and smile to sleep. Goodnight sweeties. loves`


Wedding piggiess from Ryan and Rosalind. =)

xoxo`

Friday, March 23, 2007
happy moments dont last forever.

Am back to blog again. Actually i thought of putting the "shoutouts" as my last entry and stop blogging, because i want the happy entry to remain there all the time. But those happy moments cant come back anymore, i can only just think of it and smile happily to myself. I cried the previous night, because i missed Kermayang alot. I cant stop thinking about the happy times there, the things i did there, i can remember everything i did there. I was feeling rather moody already, and my player played TianShi and Chun sang this for me when i'm there. So tears started clotting around my eyes and i started crying like a dumbfuck. I start to reminisce about the things i did there during the two days, short but memorable. Minister said,to the extend of crying because i miss that place is too over. Jonic says, it's like a beautiful dream that i would never wanto wake up. Yes yes. I agree to both. I dont know why i missed that place so much. Too much love, perharps. I really hope i could go back real soon, i hope during November i can go back. I'm like a foreign student studying here, and missing my homeland so so much. I know, it's abit mad. But.. ahhh i dont know. Nothing can make me happy now, maybe a call from Kermayang can change everything. Maybe. I guess i need more time to settle my mind down and get back into life. So bear with me for this few days or weeks huh. I wonder if anybody understand how i'm feeling now, and have anyone ever had this kinda feeling before. Sigh.. Wynny, Cheer up! Alright, i shall go sleep now. Goodnight babies. loves`

Pictures up here --> AhKen's Wedding!

xoxo`

Tuesday, March 20, 2007
shoutouts to my love ones.

AhKen : It's nice that we actually got closer and i dont think you're fierce anymore. You just look fierce but actually you are a good guy. For the whole of my 16years i've never talked to you so many times before and you've never approached me to start a conversation before. I'm really happy to talk to you so freely and happily. You look really cool and suave in the black suit, i couldn't stop staring at you. haha. I cant wait to see the baby. Take good care of yourself and treat BiaoSao well. =) See ya soon. lovesss`

BiaoSao : Welcome to our bigbig family. I just knew you like a few days back and i think you are really pretty and kind hearted. When you first talked to me, i felt like we've known each other for a very long time. I would love to chat more with you, but time din allow me to do so. I guess, i'll see you at the end of the year. Do take care of yourself and the baby, plus scold AhKen if he snores loudly at night and disturbed your sleep. haha. huggss and kisses`

Chun and HuaGe : Chun, thanks for the countless bike rides and "long gais" . You know i'll miss you alot and your singing was great. Now my player kept repeating that song, and i'll think of the time when you sang and your friend strummed the guitar. I hope to see you soon, come to Singapore soon okay! I promise to bring you around to see hothot girls! haha. And to HuaGe, thanks for driving us back. It's been a tiring journey, and thanks for lending me your jacket, giving me warmth when i feel cold. Count yourslef lucky, i will wash it for you. I never wash clothes for a guy before except for my dad. Lastly, Thanks alot! huggss and lovess`

AhBoy and Qing : Qing, hey sister! I miss you alot laa. Come to Singapore soon, shopping craze okay. I miss those late nights when you drive out just because you wanto have a puff, and i tagged along to accompany you and talked about our life. We talked our hearts out and had each others secret, only you know i know. haha. Thanks for protecting me against those drunkards tee kohs. I miss you! *kisses* AhBoy, thanks for your warm hospitality you rocks! Thanks for protecting me all the time from those drunk tee kohs too. huggss and lovess`

AhKen's "brothers" and friendss : Thank you for giving me such fun time and thanks for all the entertainments. The brothers, thanks for letting me hop onto all your cars whenever i want and onto which ever i want. haha. Chatting with me and accompanying me throughout the journey, making sure the air con temperature isn't too cold for me. You brothers brighten up my morning! =) And all the friends, thanks for those fun times and calling my name loudly at the wedding hall just to catch my attention."Wynny!! yo!" * raise hand and wave frantically!* hahaha. Yes, i did hear and see all your hands. Calm down okay. You all made me super paiseh infront of my relatives. haha. Waving like mad to me when i'm in the car, you guys must be retarded or blind. haha. You people are funny, but buay paiseh at all. Still, you guys made me smile and scream like a crazy girl. See you all again when i'm back in Kermayang. =) F1, i know i still owe you a drink. Thanks alot for being my chauffeur and innocently you admitted it. haha. All the friends and "brothers" mention above, i wont forget you guys. I promise! Take good care of yourself. huggss`


Ken & YunFen 18.03.2007

p/s : A very memorable wedding and trip i ever had. I will always remember it. Thank you people. I know i sound like the one getting married. haha. Must read my entry below huh. Anyhow, I love you all okay. <3

xoxo`

Monday, March 19, 2007
sky of love.

This is boring. So boring back in Singapore, stupid sickness, retarded registerations and stuffs. I felt so loved, pampered and dote back in Kermayang. Last time i wasn't really close to AhKen because i think he looks fierce, so we dont really talk much. And i always tell 7th aunt and others that AhKen look so fierce and i dont dare to talk to him. haha. But after this wedding, i think we both got closer. Wooohoo! We talked more, joked more, more eye contacts and smiled to each other more. haha. This is good, so so good. heehee` I seldom hear him call my name, but the few days over there, yes i can hear him calling my name. hahaha! The first time when i heard him calling me, i was super happy and told myself "omg, AhKen called me! hahaha!" I know, i'm mad. But you know those feelings is priceless. =) I miss bike rides around the kampong, whenever i wanto go over to the new house i just tell Chun and vvaaroom ~ i'm on the bike going out already. Yippeess! They all know i love bike rides and i seldom get bike rides in Singapore, so whenever we need to make a trip out together ; the others will take the car while someone will bike me. haha. How nice! Chun is the best, i stick to him all the time. He is my real god brother, my Mum "god" him 4years back. haha. So when i dont help me do his things he will say "sio ber.." (sister - in hokkien) haha. I dont mind staying over there or in Malaaca for long, it will be so wonderful. I spent my days over there laughing my day away, screaming happily on bike rides, smiling to sleep and look forward to the very next day's programme. This is life man! Alright, i'm going to my bed and reminisce on the good times i had over there. Pictures to be up soon. Goodnight sweets! Some shoutouts at the above post. I love you all loads! <3

xoxo`

Sunday, March 18, 2007
i need you back here with me.

18th March 2006
Ah Ken's wedding Part 2

8th aunt woke me up at 6am, yes we're late. haha. 8th aunt and me were rushing and HuaGe is already at the gate waiting to fetch us over for a quick breakfast. After breakfast, hopped onto the nicely decorated bridegroom's car. Wooohooo! I love it. 8th aunt sat at the front, XiaoFei the driver, AhKen, Me and AhGirl at the back. I felt like i'm the bride can. haha. AhKen looked really handsome with the black suit. I cant stop staring at him. Serious. haha. There were 6 other "brothers" cars behind us. The journey down to the bride's house was one and a half hours, plus XiaoFei drove really fast too and blasting music. haha. Reached the bride's house and the "sisters" starts to ask AhKen for angbao and asking him to sing song and stuffs. Really funny. Left the bride's house around 9am and headed back, so now i cant take the wedding car back because the bride is taking that car. Then anyhow, i hopped into some "brothers" car and headed back. I kinda knew all of the "brothers", because we saw each other the previous night. Reached back at 11am with firecrackers welcoming us, the normal ceremony started, tea ceremony, angbaos and all. haha. I love the angbaos session. Because all the younger ones gets angbao from the both of them, so when it's my turn, AhKen looked at me and said loudly "you must call loudly huh, if not no angbao for you." Omg, i was so shy because so many relatives around. So nevermind, i called him and the bride loudly "biao ge! biao sao!" And tada, i got my angbaos. haha. Had some snacks and Qing drove me out to get some stuffs and back to bath. The wedding dinner, no i mean lunch was at 3pm. So went back to bathed and rest for awhile and went to the wedding hall. 55tables, super fun but warm. I din really eat much because i was busy taking photo, talking and laughing. haha. The "yam seng" part was really fun, our table was the loudest. haha. HuaGe sang 2 songs and we were cheering and shouting like mad for him. haha. AhKen's friends table kept shouting my name which make me super paiseh but irritated. The lunch ended around 6pm and AhKen was drunk already. Of course laa, he went around tar-ing with his friends and relatives. Then he passed me all his angbaos and asked me to keep for him, i was so scared to be robbed. haha. All the relatives went over to the house to chat more and rest. While Qing, AhBoy, 7th aunt and me stayed to clear some bills. AhKen's friends were drowning there and making lotsa noise. haha. Saw F1 and asked him to sent my aunties back, now we all call him F1. He isn't that cold and quiet as i thought already. haha. After everything was settled, Qing drove us back and i went into AhKen's room to see how was he. He was dead drunk lying on the bed, sleeping soundly. haha. His poor wife, my Biao sao cleaned up for him and joked about him being drunk. haha. Camwhored in the room with Chun and Qing, HuaGe was drunk too. No matter how noisy we were, he still can sleep. haha. Qing and me were then called to look after the angbao money. So we both rested in the master bedroom to guard those money. haha. Went back to bath around 7pm and packed my stuffs, because we are leaving at 11pm. After bathing, Qing drove me back, AhBoy and Biaosao was counting those angbaos money already. It was total madness in the room. Dinner was nice, 13 people happily enjoying. The scene is just so wonderful. =) After dinner was back to counting the angbao money again, 10 people squeezing in the room laughing and talking was really mad. I laughed till i cried, and 6th aunt's joke was super funny. haha. Time passed really fast and it was 10:30pm already, toilet breaks and we are out to wait for the bus back to Singapore. Kop-ed HuaGe's jacket because Mum says it will be cold in the bus. Yes, i know, i will wash your jacket for you. Count yourself lucky, i never wash clothes for a guy before except my King. haha. AhBoy and HuaGe drove us out, Chun and Biaosao stayed at home continue counting the money. Bidding goodbye to them was sad. =( Saw XiaoFei at the coffeeshop, so we chatted for awhile and the bus came. Waved to them like mad in the bus, and it was sad to leave the lovely kampong. The journey back was tiring and sad, my neck was aching when i reach Singapore. I kept reminiscing the good times i had there. Reached home at 5am, checked my handphone, yeahh.. flooded. haha. Bathed and slept. I really miss Kermayang alot. *cries*

xoxo`

Saturday, March 17, 2007
too much memories left behind.

16th March 2006 - 17th March 2006
Ah Ken's wedding Part 1


Around 9pm Hua ge came to fetch us back to Msia. 8th aunt, 6th aunt, my Mum and me were in the car while Hua ge is our chauffeur. haha. The trip back for 4hours plus the traffic jams and all, so they aunties were all sleeping and we both were chatting and listening to songs. The aunties were saying that HuaGe is slow in action, because the bridegroom is his younger brother. And HuaGe have yet to find a partner. Around 4am we reached our destination, Kermayang! Yeahyeahyeah! Bathed and slept, i cant wait for the next day's programme. haha. Okay, so the next day (Saturday - 17.03.2006) i woke up at 9am. Thanks to Hua Ge and AhBoy whom played CaoGe's song early in the morning. haha. We all were called up to have nice breakfast. So we all prepared and AhBoy drove the aunties out for breakfast while HuaGe took me on a bike ride. We all had breakfast together and it was funny because the kampong was small and the Boss came out to ask who is getting married and who is the bride. They said HuaGe was the bridegroom and the Boss thought i am the bride because i sit beside him. Yeah, okay nice try. haha. It was fun to anyhow admit i'm the bride. haha. Went down to ZiLiang, another town, a 35minutes journey down and we all were singing in the car. Shopped over there and it was super warm laa. So Qing(AhBoy's girlfriend) and me went back into the car to enjoy some aircon while the aunties continued shopping. Qing and me talked alot and we click super well. Around 2pm we all went back to slacked and eat lunch. After lunch, AhKen(the bridegroom!!) asked Qing, Chun and me to accompany him down to ZiLiang to get flowers because the flowers he bought from KL was withered already. So again, we all went down to ZiLiang again. This time round we took 20minutes to reach there because the driver was AhKen's friend and he drove kinda fast. So we named him F1. And he was super quiet in the car. haha. After choosing the flowers, did some shopping and back to the house. On the way back AhKen was saying "later you all around 8pm go down to ZiLiang to get the flowers huh. I asked them to wrap already." The three little kids behind werent listening to him but just camwhoring. haha. We were all smelly and sticky and cant wait to get home and bath. But nehneh F1 said he wants to go back to take a shower first, so we all waited for him in the car. We were all making noise because F1 bathed super slow and it's almost 7pm already. We have to get back to ZiLiang at 8pm. Reached back, alot of people were there already all my uncles and aunties. Was rushing to bath but thank god HuaGe said he'll go down to get the flowers, so we all can rest and eat dinner. haha. Hoooray! Qing took her clothes and drove me to another house which 7th aunt rented for us to stay, bathed there and i tell you the moment the water were splashed on my body it was super nice!! haha. After we both prepared went to blahh and drove back to the house and had dinner. Yeah! Played with Chun's guitar and he called his friends over and we started singing session. Chun sang TianShi while his friend strum the guitar. Woohooo! Good job my brother! Bike rides from Chun were fantastic, he knows i want long rides around the kampong so he took me around. When i asked him "where we going?" He say "i thought you wanto go far far?" haha. Yeah baby! Heard from 7th aunt that i have to wake up at 5am the next day and follow AhKen down to the bride's house. I was so excited man! haha. Tea session with Chun's friends and Qing around 2am, and we were all mad laughing our lungs out. haha.Went back to help them clear the buffet and clean up, then played memory game with mahjong. Tried on AhKen's long sleeves shirt while Qing was helping him to iron it. The room was really cold, so i put on HuaGe's jacket and played around. HuaGe saw it and said "missy, nice jacket huh." heee` AhKen friend's were noisy, kept asking about my whereabouts and stuffs. Qing asked me to accompany her out,so drove out and slacked then she drove me to the new house and slept. Very happy and enjoyable night, i can smile to sleep. haha. I love everyone there! <3

xoxo`

Friday, March 16, 2007
fly high.

I shall take the last 20minutes to blog, because of Joanna! haha. Watched Just Follow Law in the early afternoon. Super Singapore show. 8$ to see Fann Wong scold "Narbei!" Yes indeed! She said it twice, so one "Narbei!" from her is 4$. haha. Finally i have finish packing all my stuffs, i'm super lazy and tired now. Hua Ge's car better have some nice music to entertain me through out the whole journey. =) I'm leaving Singapore soon! Am leaving for good. Yeahh!! Finally this day have come, free like a bird now. Oh ya, my Mum is still deciding when to come back to Singapore. Wynny chants "not so soon! stay there longer!!" haha. I wont bring my phone with me, but you guys can still flood my inbox. haha. Angel, you can flood my inbox with all your protections and "LOR!" haha. Make sure your wings can protect me. haha. Jonic, flood huh. Anybody piss you off, message me i'll cool you down when i'm back. haha. Pray that i will come back in good condition, meaning no mosquitoes bites. I'll be more than happy if those idiotic mosquitoes dont attack me when i'm sleeping. haha. Alright! Byebye my MMY boyfriend. Goodnight sweetheart. loves`

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xoxo

xoxo`

Wednesday, March 14, 2007
not a single day here for me.

Today's Mood : Mixed!!

Yeah man! One more day of tuition tmr and next week i can resume back to the usual 2 lessons per week routine. haha. Wento Popular to get some assessments with my tuition teacher after tuition, it was fun i tell you. The first time we went out together, to.. get books. haha. I bought myself one super cool book, will blog about it when i read more. Cabbed home from Northpoint, okay, i know dont nag at me because i'm rushing for time. =) Threw those books on my table and went out to meet Jonic, i could just doze off while waiting for that super slow bus please. Headed down to Sembawang and slacked there for like 30minutes, called SingWah and met him at Khatib's NewYork Pizza. SingWah have got wings!!! hahaha. Jonic and me gave him a new name, Chao Turtle. This might be his name for emergency drill, so next time if you see "Chao Turtle" flashing on your tv, pick up your phone and call me okay! haha. And during POP if i am present there, i might say "hey there, that chao turtle's platoon marching now." hahaha. I sound so bad huh. But SingWah, you know i wont do that. haha. After dinner, slacked under our old place and left around 10pm. Scream!! Somebody wanto kill me, he dont mind to be in jail for that, and he said he wants to be my Angel. haha. You know who you are huh. I dont expose you, then you dont kill me okay. Set huh! =) I was blog hopping and to my amazement i din know there were still some brainless people around. Replicating the way i do things, blog, address people and all. Wooo! You brainless or what? I bet you read my blog everyday to master my blogging style and all those shit. haha. Are YOU feeling scared while reading this? Is YOUR heart thumping super fast now like "omg omg omg, is Wynny talking about me?" *evil laughters* Now, the answer is very obvious already what. KuKu brain! Like what my Minister said, i shouldn't get pissed off with this kinda bo tao nao people. haha. I cant remember what else i have for tmr's plan, colour : plain white. Alright, be good and sleep early. Goodnight darlings. Let's hope my MMY boyfriend had the same dream too. loves`


Chao Turtle! Singwah.


Sing Wah's "wings". hahaha!

xoxo`

Tuesday, March 13, 2007
way back into love.

St. James club is cancelled away from the list today, because being a retarded i told my Mum the wrong dates and she thought i anyhow bomb her those dates. So ya, nevermind. There goes the free clubbing, there goes the V.I.P shit. Urgh! Nevermind, at least i get to watch tv, drink plenty of water and rest well. Nice huh, recuperating. haha. Anyhow, Sunday i wento Clinic to club with Nehneh, Melvin, Alex and Chew. The dance floor was small, and at first it was so boring. Around 12plus, we went out and they bought alcohol while we sat along the rivers feeling emo. Went back to the club, everyone went super high except Melvin. Danced around, saw Sam, Weiren and gang. We all danced together, bua together, screaming, shouting. Super fun laa. The party ended at 3am, and cabbed over to Chew's house, supper, bathed and slept. I was hit by Melvin when i was sleeping, it really shocked me laa. haha. Woke up around 5pm, watched tv, bathed and waited for Mum to fetch me for dinner. Dinner was nice, but my King hurt me. All his words pierced right through my heart, and tears cant stop flowing out. He know i'll cry at the tiniest bit of thing he say, he know he cant raise his voice at me, he know if he talks to me in a different tone i will cry too. But why is he so harsh yesterday? I know he is stress, i know cottage stuffs is making him very stress. Urghh.. I dont know. Today i dreamt of somebody, how nice and sweet. hahaha. Second time, Wynny, Second time!! More more more! I dont mind, so cute laa dey. I will go mad. heeee` Tmr am having tuition again, then going to get books with my teacher, then meeting Jonic and SingWah. Oh.. SingWah is going in to the army on Thursday morning. So fast laa. haha. Yesterday i wan chatting with Mister Etic about the previous time he came to Singapore, which was 10 bloody years ago. haha. Lotsa fun, lotsa memories. haha. I wanto buy a new super slim digital camera, and i wanto buy new handphone! But i know, i have to work and save those moolahs and buy it myself. *screams* Plusplus, stop asking about my MSN nick, i'm not in love or back into love or whatever shit. It's the movie theme for Music and Lyrics. So just shut up and dont ask so much okay. Goodnight sweeties. I think my MMY boyfriend is hot. =) loves`


are we together?

xoxo`

Saturday, March 10, 2007
i don't wanna hear you say her name.

Went Partyworld with some of the chummies, super fun! Sing your lungs out man! I woke up super early at 10am, for singing, i will wake up. hahaha. After singing session, met Minister and walked to Godma's house, super warm laa. Watched some shows and i wento take a nap, i was being disturbed laa. Urgh.. Nerner. Around 7plus, Godma woked me up. Woohoo~ I was shocked, i walked out of the room and most of them were eating already. With my blur and retarded sleepy look, i wento greet my Dowager and started eating. I couldn't finish the food, i feel so guilty for that. haha. Serious laa, because i always finished up that traditional Hakka mixed rice. haha. I felt super pampered, because i asked Wj to buy one packet of chips for me but Godpa bought 4 big packets for me. Woooohooo~ How nice right. heeheee. Slacked in the room and had those chips, yes, scold me. Cannot finish the rice but happily eating those chips huh. heehee. The OH girls start to discuss about what movie to watch, because we were bored. After we were settled with movies, we psycho-ed Hazel to go with us. She had a hard time thinking of how to tell her AhMa. Then Lynsey had a hard time thinking of how to ask her Dad for the car too. Super funny! But in the end, everything was successful. haha. Watched MUSIC AND LYRICS, very very nice. Go watch it! Enjoyable night! lovess`

xoxo`

Friday, March 09, 2007
clear the mess you made in my life.

I just reached home from Uncle FeiChang's house, my King's golfing friend. His house was at BayShore Park, so so big and cosy. I love it. A few other uncles went there too, so it was fun. After dinner was mahjong, Mum, Mrs Li, Uncle David and me. It was an automated mahjong table, you dont have to shuffle those tiles. After one game, just press the button and push all the tiles into a hole and press the button again to close it, then after 2 seconds another set of mahjong is all stacked up properly. hahaha. Good investment. My Mum might be buying that, after we're out of cottage. haha. Cool! After mahjong was drinking session, joking around and laughing. Went out to the balcony and i could see Marine Parade so clearly, plus the wind was so strong. Shooting MV huh. haha. It was really fun. Yesterday, wento celebrate Nehneh's birthday, had Pizza Hut for dinner. 12 people, all present. How cool. We had lotsa fun together, and everyone was super steady. I love them! Will post those pictures when i load them into the computer. =) My parents are going to Kuantan this Sunday, and they asked if i wanto go along. Oh my god, freaking eight and a half hours of travelling journey. No way man. I rather sleep and rest my aching feets. haha. Tmr am having gathering at Godma's house and in the morning am going to Partyworld with some of my chums. Woohoo~ I'm easily irritated recently, my temper sucks. But i think it's good, because i've tolerate too much and i think someday i'll die because of that. Why ask when you dont even care? Do you even care? IF YOU DONT BOTHER, DONT ASK. I repeat, DONT ASK! Dont ask me too many questions, irritating questions. I just hung up the phone with Jy. =) Thanks dude. You made me smile and i'm very touched by those words you said to me. After so many years, you still remember every single thing and those dates(for the dates, i also remember laa. haha.) You rocks!! Alright, 10am tmr. Goodnight darlings. loves`





HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY NEHNEH/EDWIN!!
p/s : i'll be nice to you in public! hahaha.

xoxo`

Thursday, March 08, 2007
no more draggy love games.

I couldn't go online for the past few days because of the unpaid bills. So ya, i paid for the bills. Hell shit 188$ all at one shot, because for the last few months nobody wanted to pay. Fine, there goes my 188$ not coming back anymore. Screw! And i tell you, my nights were super boring without internet. I read scopey books, paint my nails and sleep. I going out almost everyday, this adds on to my expenses. I dont take allowances from my parents since last November, so i cannot be a spenfthrift. You know i'm not one. hahaha. But yesterday hopping around DFS was a wrong decison, i wanto buy that Gucci tote bag so so much and the Fendi's keychain. Aww... i have to work and save now. Maybe i might change my decision and invest on other things, but for the moment it is still the above two. It's 3pm now, and it's weird for me to blog in the noon but i'm just bored. Had 3 days of tuition this week and next week, and next up will be my kampung girl life. Wooohooo! Not much of a real kampung life, but just a kampung life. Dont bother if you dont get it. hahaha. I am going out later to celebrate my Nehneh Edwin's birthday with all my chums. I have to go prepare soon.. I made some decisions to throw something out of my life, and i make sure i do it. I'm not gonna let it spoil my limited youth. I'm not gonna waste my tears crying for someone, not gonna pin high hopes and die flat in the end, and lastly i wont believe in promises from now on. Empty promises ? I'll chop you up. I am very nice actually, i dont sound that mean. hahaha. I know, i'll bang myself on the walls later. Till then!

xoxo`

Sunday, March 04, 2007
you dont appreciate at all.

Yesterday i stayed over at Baby Jayrel's house and it was super fun. Woohooo~! Mum drove me over around 6pm, waited for Korkor(Jayrel's papa) to be home and get ready. Meanwhile, Baby Jayrel took a nap, he look super cute. Korkor was back, and he wento play GodFather around 7:30pm Baby Jayrel woke up, prepared and we all set off to Uncle Ping's house. There were around 15 people there, big family eh. haha. 7th Aunt was out from Kermayang to get some clothes for AhKen's wedding. Dinner was superb, and after dinner was cutting birthday cake because it's QinYu's birthday. They said Hau and me were couple, cause our tops were almost the same. haha. They call him my darling. Cousins laa dey. Laughsss!!! We all started gambling and everyone went crazy. Around 10pm, we left UnclePing's house and all headed back to Baby Jayrel's house. Madness. The aunties were having fashion show in 8th aunt's room, the young ones were at Jiejie room. Then Baby Jayrel's room was restricted because he is sleeping. haha. After that, the aunties started mahjong session, Jiejie's room became a smoking room. Those smokers came up automatically and smoked there together. I was trying out on her audition, my hand was retarded. haha. Ordered Macs around 3am, and Jiejie, Jiejie(2) and me were watching Hana. Super ganchiong. Slept around 6:30am, when i woke up around 3pm i was shock to see Dennis Korkor sleeping beside Jiejie. Because the bed was actually Jiejie and me but suddenly he appeared there. haha. Bathed and prepared, Dennis Korkor, Jiejie and me went out to Khatib to have brunch. We three were wearing red colour top. Family wear. I'm like their children. hahaha. After brunch, trained down to CWP and shopped around and had GELARE. Yumyum! Met the same big group of people for dinner again. I love this kinda feelings. Everyone gather together and have dinner happily, joking around and all. heehee... After dinner, was gambling session at my house. Super mad. Hau and Jiejie lost alot, i too lost abit. Nehneh... Nevermind, one year one time. hahaha. Today was the first time Baby Jayrel came to my house too, i love kissing him. Woooo! He is one teekoh pek, he is a breast attacker. haha. But i still love him alot, his smiles and laughters were priceless. I love Baby Jayrel!! Let's hope we all could meet up next week again for dinner. Yippeesss! Alright, Goodnight babies! loves`

Sexaye~ (dont he look like the baby in the poster behind him?)
priceless smile. *kiss*

snowcap. what's up baby!

xoxo`

Friday, March 02, 2007
spread your angelic wings.

*jumps and screams* I am a happy girl today. heehee.. Haven been so happy for a long time, super super happy laa. Let's just hope, it wont just stop here. Please... I pray, seriously. I'd do anything and everything, just for this to continue. =) Anyhow, i went town with Chew and Nehneh today. It was raining, so wento rent umbrellaas, and walked around town. Nehneh and me were so so crappy, buay tahan. haha. My legs were super painful, i wore heels for shopping. haha. I am a retard. Then headed down to Novena together with Chew to look for her cousin and walked around and went home. I forgot to buy contact lens solution, and i've got nothing to use tmr. Let's see how i wear my lenses tmr huh. haha. Then just now webcam-ed and chatted using mic with Qizhi through SKYPE. Woohooo~ Super fun! He was playing around with the webcam, while i chat with his daddy. I've got a trip coming up, i'm deciding about it. Hmmm.... And on MSN just now, Mister ChangDa suddenly asked if i wanto chat on the phone. So yeah, we chatted on the phone and we talked about some japanese shows and cars stuffs. He've got a liscence now, and he do drive often. That is so super cool! 20 years old. hahaha. If possible, i would wanto tag along with him tmr or some other day. heehee. I hope he will feel better after talking to me, and i hope he will cheer up real soon. =) I received a call from Korkor (Jayrel's papa) just now, and he punk'd me! Narbei! He called in using a private number and said he wanto know me and got my number from somebody. I was so gonna scold and shout already, then i found the voice was so familiar.I shouted "Korkor!". haha. Tmr's dinner is at UnclePing's house, Baby Jayrel will be going over too. Scream, yes, scream!!!!! hahaha. Alright, i cant be so crazy at this time. I have to calm myself down and go to sleep. Goodnight babies! loves`



R.I.P
Uncle Henry

You will always be in my heart. I could still remember, everytime when i see you in school, you'll asked about my studies and asked me to give my best and work hard. There was this one time, you played chapteh with my classmates. I told myself "oh.. uncle henry is still young and energetic." Your sudden long term MC shocked me, and i was lost for words and i knew what happen. I din wanto believe that such a nice person like you will have those illness. I thought you were gonna recover and go back to school again. Never did i thought that this day would come, and you left us so suddenly. Uncle Henry, you will always be missed. May you rest in peace.

xoxo`

Thursday, March 01, 2007
saviour.

LONG POST, BUT IT'S A MUST READ!

Today will be my scariest day ever, i reckon. Just now when i was happily webcam-ing with Jonic and Minister, my King shockingly said "ehh wynny, why.. why got a cat here?" (he was in the living room and i was in the computer room.) I thought it was some retarded plush toys or so, then he repeated again. I screamed like mad, and cried because i was super scared. Jonic could hear me screaming through the mic, both Minister and her could see me crying like a dumbfuck. My feets went super jelly please and my heart was thumping so fast. My King wanted to shoo the cat away, and i was in the computer room stand behind the half closed door. Because i'm afraid when my King shoo that cat away, it will run in and i'll prolly turn the whole house upside down. haha. So my King tried to shoo the cat, it's a BLACK cat and cheeseebyee! It ran the computer's room direction, i quickly close the door and thank god that stupid cat din bang onto the door and i din hurt it. So i jumped up the chair, continued crying, scolding countless vulgarities to calm myself down and at times wailing for my King to ask if he'd chased away the BLACK cat. I was so afraid that it might run into my room and climb up my bed or hide in some corners of my room, or run into the toilet, or maybe my parents room. I start to imagine alot, like maybe the cat ran into my back balcony and jump into the window that lead to the computer room, i will hide in the waredrobe. I dont care. Or maybe, it ran into the toilet and while i'm peeing, it start to meow. I will stand on the toilet bowl and scream, seriously. Damn you, nehneh cat. After a few minutes, my King said he caught the cat brought it to the lobby. I was still scared, so i opened the door and shouted for my King and he assured me that it was really gone. Wooohoo.. I tell you how my King caught the cat. Listen up yo! Remember the cat ran into the computer room's direction but i shut the door, so it u-turned and ran out to the balcony. My King wento the balcony and the cat din dare to jump down so it stayed at one corner. And thank god, it din jump into the balcony's pond and gobble up those fishies. Then my very brave King use a fish net to "kap" onto the cat. hahaha! I think that was super funny. Okay, then my King got the cat and carried it down to the lobby. Salutes to my King!! *cue heroic music* If i'm alone at home, i really dont know what to do. My King is my saviour. haha. But still, i'm really scared laa. The thought of it made my heart tremble and my feet became jelly. Nehneh. I really dont know how the hell that BLACK cat came up to my house. So from now on, i'll shut my front and back balconys door, computer's room windows and my main door unless somebody is at home with me. So you cats or whatever shit, dont try coming into my house and di siao okay! I'm still kinda afraid to go to the living room alone now, and my room. I only feel safe in the computer room. haha. I'm mad. I feel sorry for the cat, because i think my screamings were shockingly scary, and when my King told me it dare not jump down the balcony i felt abit heart aching like i almost killed a cat. Haiya, but i really scared of cats you know. All my closed ones will know, i'm freaking scared of cats and i'll look crazy trying to avoid those cats or shoo-ing it away. My King is flying off tmr, to FuZhou and will be back on Tuesday. Now i still think my King is super brave, so cool. haha. Alright, my sore throat is almost recovering already but my flu is still dangling there. And today's dinner was McWings plus upsized fries so yeah, see how i die tmr laa. Goodnight sweeties. loves`

Mister Etic : oh my god, you better sleep earlier okay. if not you'll collapse one day and i might be the one to be blamed. and the scene of your gf using a 555 chopper to chase me around will really be up. so, you be good and sleep early okay. =)) *misses*

xoxo`