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I stared at my schedule for 15minutes this morning and i screamed out loudly. Because Chinese O's is on fucking Monday. And i dont have any confidence at all, blame myself for it. I never had confidence for Chinese paper, because i know my standard. If i pass, i would just laugh at myself for being so smart in tikam-ing the multiple-choice comprehension. I reckon i cant finish reading the whole passage, i'l skip those words that i dont know and so i would be left with only half of the passage. Say me stupid, i thank you. Thanks uh. hahahaha. Please dont message me after my exams and ask me how was the paper, i might whine to you or screw up your day. And to those who were so concern about my exams, i thank you also. You people never been so caring since then man. Thanks uh, thanks. Godma is going HongKong soon, i wanto go also. I wanto go on a holiday, life in Singapore is so hectic. I need a holiday soon, retail therapy soon too! I'm super broke now, pay-day is so far away laa. Urgh.. Working at HF with Evelyn was fun, we talked about holidays, clubbing and all. Might meet her for supper next week, if we are free and energetic. haha. FEP-PP is very stress, have been there for like 3 days and today is the best. Finally i got my ice-cream, but still negotiating. haha. I'm having science lessons tmr and i will revise on my Chinese after my lessons. Let's all "jiang hua yu" tmr. hahaha. CheenaPiangs! Goodnight Piangs. =D

i wont think much about the lost friendship anymore. nobody cared. blame on me because of my work then. i'm okay with it. never been there for me when i needed you people. where were you people when i need a listening ear? when i tell you my problems, you never bother to listen. thanks for your bochap attitude. you made me realise that i'm sucha un-important person in your life. looking at all the photos made me cry super badly, where are those good old times? i guess life is much better without me around uh. count me out in everything, i wont screw you up. i swear i wont cry about this anymore and i wont talk about this anymore. enjoy all the happy moments together and dont worry about me. =)

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I miss cottage alot. The balcony, back garden and everything there. Now it's a new place, new enviroment, i have to get use to everything here. Still i hate walking to the train station, it is super far laa. Yes, any walking distance for me is far. haha. Yesterday i lost my way back home, i was frowning all the way and bumping through all the blocks. Hoping i could see my house real soon. haha. Anyhow, dinner on Saturday was a catastrophe. Was down with food poisoning for half of the day, it was really bad. Vomited lotsa times, i thought i was going to faint anytime. I vomited everything, urghh disgusting! I never wanto have such experience again. It was worst than having cramps please.. During the dinner was fun, i get to see Godma, my cousins and all the aunties i din see for a long time. It was nice to see them. Candy and Chuan is gonna sabo me on their wedding dinner. Damn. I hope they are just joking, seriously. hahaha. Work was quite alright, at least not so bad till i dread going to work. I was never on time for work, i'm so gonna die. Scott just reminded me not to be late for tmr, and Yeeting did told me before about it. haha. Okay, i'll try my best okay. =) Chinese O's is next Monday, please pray for me. Although i know my chinese standard is fking low, but still i'll do my best. Alright i have to sleep soon. I miss all my little babies, sweetiepies and Baby Jayrel! Goodnight. loves`

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Last few days were spent quite well. Yesterday went shopping with Eunice at Bugis, then headed down to HarbourFront and slacked at PurPur with Evelyn around. It was a fun day going out with Eunice, although we dont know each other for very long but we talked like super "gam" friends. Was working with KaiYun the past few days too, it was super fun and madness. When i go crazy, she join in and we turn the whole shop upside down. haha. We do all the stupidiest thing together. Like challenging each other to climb the shoeracks, challenging each other to see who can arrange the stocks well in the fastest time, and some other which i guess i cannot say if not i'll get fired. hahaha. On Monday with MeiYun around is madness too, we talked about marriage, love and all. Crapped about wedding photos and stuffs, chain puffings blahblahblah. We all are super cool kids! haha. I love working with all of them. Still, FEP have got disturbing and irritating people. Using the lame-est reason to borrow things from you, sweet talk and all. Fucking fake attidude and fucking unlogical reasons. Trying to cheat us, trying to sweet-talk us thinking you'll be the "oh-so-sweet-guy" in my mind. Seriously stupid okay. Whatever. The REV guy still rock my life. haha. He'll brighten up my day, IF i see him when i walk past his shop. hahaha! After tagging along to the SA for a few times, i got to know a few friends. We always end our conversation with "come visit my shop ah. give you discount. steady laa!" haha. The fun part is when they walk past my shop, they'll ask me out to accompany them. Aint that cool? haha. We just have casual chat, sales nagging and that's it. Having a few more friends is better than having enemies right. Alright, tmr i have to do opening and i dont know who is working with me tmr. haha. Tmr is Saturday man! I hope tmr will be like last week. You know, i know uh. haha. Somebody buzz my phone after my work and take me out. haha. Goodnight. loves`

DO YOU STILL REMEMBER HER AS YOUR FRIEND? - no more, i guess.
(even a short message will make her feel better, but nahh.. it's okay. you guys are happily enjoying your life or love life now. no calls, no nothing. you only remember her when you have problem. when everything is going well, she is out of your contact list. i guess she can change my number to a counselling number then. where is the concern that goes with it? what are friends for? she wont cry because of this, she will smile and tell herself at least she've helped you in bad times before. she promise not to shed tears about all these worthless thing. whereby, you think it's actually alright to do all these and she is being the retarded one wasting her time and tears to think about it. yes, you can say she is rattling like a bitch here. being so emotional, complaining about this kinda stupid things, childish and all. whatever you like okay. enjoy your life then. )

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I just reached home. But it wasnt a bad day for me, quite happy. heehee.. Today i woke up, prepared and wento FEP. First time i reached there early and did opening alone. haha. Not long later ShuJuan reached and started working. Today's sales wasnt bad, quite competitive. haha. But i did wento slack awhile with SJ, because i wanted to go see that REV cool guy again. haha. I saw him and i went crazy. haha. Next week, Eunice and i must break today's sales. We already wooshh!-ed. We must win, no matter what. hahaha. And shockingly Aloysius Saw suddenly called me when i was stoning. He said he thought of me suddenly. Yeah right.. haha. We were talking about cheap stuffs and all. He thought i am not working so he wanted to meet me for lunch and stuffs. Then he decided to meet me tmr, and insisted on bringing me to the zoo tmr. Like father bringing daughter out for a trip uh. haha. It wasnt a bad choice too, i haven been to the zoo for 2years already. haha. But sudden change, i have to work tmr after my lessons. =( Zoo trip was cancelled. Hurrr.... Anyhow, when doing settlement, our shop was super noisy. Screamings, shouting, laughing, clapping loudly and blasting of music. haha. After we did closing, we gathered outside KFC and my phone rang.. It was ChangDa! haha. Quite shock to receive a call from him acutally. Around 11pm, he drove down to FEP and fetched me down to Jalan Kayu for prata. Wooohooo~ On the way there, an accident happened on the expressway. 6 cars crashed together. We were being super KPO too, kept wanting to see what happen. haha. Prata was oily, and we both ate till super bloated. After prata was spinning around Seletar reservior, damn cool. It was really fun, seriously. We talked about cars, speeding, family, weddings and all. Damn fun. And my Mum isnt worried at all when i'm with him, she only called once and asked where were we. Our Mum(s) are goodfriends, they can talk for hours. haha. He sent me up, making sure i'm home safely and he drove home. haha. Really a fun night. But still i have to thank him for the prata treat and spinnings around. Thanks ChangDa!!! =) I hope the next trip is EastCoast Park! haha. Whatever~ Enjoyed myself alot today, except that my slippers spoilt after i jumped down from the shoe rack. haha. Just like what Aloysius said to me just now, "today is a good day." Yes indeed! It was my best day night ever man! Screw yesterday, the first half of the day it was sucky. But towards to end, i thought i was really cool and that REV guy rock! haha. Goodnight to all sweeties! loves`


always your silly girl. x)

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Damn fucking sway today! I dont know why.. Firstly i woke up late and reached FEP late. Then after opening i wento the toilet and i banged onto the door, my right shoulder was super painful. Thirdly, i fell down from the shoe rack. I was at the highest point of the shoe rack and i slide down, my back was super painful and red laa. Urgh! Sway~ Then lastly, did closing early and my Bosses came over and we kalang kabot. Narbei! Really sway laa. I hope nothing will happen man. And my back pain will soon be gone, then my right shoulder's bruise will go off soon. haha. I swear not to be so clumsy again. It was a painful day for me. *frowns* Working with KaiYun today was super fun, we talked about our past love life. Cursing and swearing, then we got crazy and said some stupid stuffs. Whenever people come into our shop for walk in interview, we'll ask them to write down their contacts. After they leave, i'll say "bu shi yao wo da gei ni!" and KaiYun will say " kai lv se chi chi de." haha. Crazy girls! Tmr is my off day actually, but after tuition i have to go to work. There goes my off day... *screams* My payday is coming and i wont have to take allowance from my parents anymore! So cool man. AnnaSui shopping, SaSa perfume shopping and all! Wooohoo~ Whatever! My sway day ends here. Lastly, SUPERSLIM sucks. *plurghh* Goodnight.

guys are nuisance!

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