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Friday, November 24, 2006
with your smile, everything's alright.

Yes, i'm flying off in less than 24hours time. I dont know what to do now, but i'll get some sleep later. This is so boring, i'm less excited as before. I always look forward to travel overseas and starts to imagine what kinda stuffs will i do there, but this time my mind is nothing about Taiwan taiwan, it's some crap and rubbish which made me go crazy. I woke up around 2pluspm today, packed my luggage and went off to town wanting to get a pair of shoes. Reached town, met Nehneh and Jon and walked around. Received a call from Mum and we started shouting to each other and being retarded. I got very very pissed off by her, and my anger was hot boiling. Met Jonic for awhile and headed home, bought my lenses. And she called screaming again, i got super fed up, reached home and we quarelled. No, i never cry at all. For what, who is the one being unreasonable? Nb. Yes, since you think it's a wrong choice to waste money on me then dont tell the whole world i'm going with you. If you think i'm being an extra in your trip, take me out and dont bother telling me to take leave and stuffs. First you said you are not allowing me to go, next you asked me to take leave for the trip. You cant even make up your mind and you start screaming your head off. What for? You tell me. You told almost the whole world about me going to town and not packing my bag. Thankfully, everyone believed you and now, i'm the bad girl. I dont mind laa, suits you. WHATEVER LAA. As long as i'm happy with what i'm doing, i dont care what you wanto tell others. Urghh! Anyhow, i woke up today missing GWC so much. I was thinking, if i'm at GWC today then it'll be hell fun. Looked through my cell's inbox and saw that message, starting tearing and thought of blahblahblah.. Came online and chatted with some people, OM is going overseas next week too. I dont know when because he never say and maybe before i'm back he flew off already. We might meet in the sky, right? haha. Safe journey and have fun, OM. And i think i'm travelling aimlessly, i only know my flight is 12pm tmr, have to reach the airport around 10:30am and Terminal 2. That's all, if you are gonna ask me about other stuffs i will shake my head and say "i dont know.."Alright, I'll be back next Saturday. My phone will still be on i think, check how many of you actually called me. haha. Then when i'm back in Singapore, i'll call you all and scream saying "Wynny is back in SINGAPORE!!" Mad. Do miss me alright? I'll miss Granzys, Puffys, Jonic, Minister, SingWah, GWC darlings, you, you, you, people whom chatted with me in the past few hours and everyone. *huggies!* I will not wash my clothes and give it to the OldMan because he wants the air there. haha. And i'll give my socks to this ner ner because he wants the smell, i know i wont tell people our secret okay? haha. Thanks to all bon voyage(s). I will enjoy myself there as promised. =) Goodnight honeys. loves`




"It will be nice if you are the one sending me off."

xoxo`

Thursday, November 23, 2006
i dont want any apologies, i just want your concern.

I just finish painting my nails and i'm typing like a taitai whom just finish her manicure. haha. Anyhow, today at GWC was fun laa. I was a little late due to the delay of the fkingtrain. While walking to the bus-stop to wait for bus over to GWC, saw Charlene. We both eh-ed each other and we were actually on the same train. So both of us were very rush, reached GWC walked super fast and i called over to JP to ask them help me punch my card. Because i left it there on Tuesday. Aloy then asked me about my Taiwan taiwan and he told me there were 25 cartons of stocks today. He said "it's your last day and today is the day where i have the most number of cartons. haha." I said okay, i'll do all the stocks and he said the others will help me. haha. Did those stocks and while doing i kept laughing and laughing laa. Elsie super funny, curry pao. haha. Aloy wanted to go get some snack from Old Chang Kee, so Elsie asked him to buy curry puff but she say "curry pao, curry pao." Aloy asked "what pao? huh?" Joannie and me was laughing like siao, then Aloy asked if i want. I kept laughing and laughing. I just cant stop laughing and they said i was mad. haha. "Simi pao? tio pao?" haha. Alot of funny things happen in just 1hour, between me and Elsie. I think we both are mad, i asked her "why you so funny today? haha." She asked me back and we laughed like retard. Rene called and started chatting on the phone for a little while, Aloy became so sensitive when i say "shen jing bing". I knew he was joking, but i continued crapping with him. He grabbed my hand super tightly again, pain laa. I tried my best to struggle off. Violent shit laa. haha. Before Aloy left, he asked and told me something like if i'm not working anymore then blahblahblah. haha. We shall see huh.. haha. Mad. Saying byebye to morning shift people is kinda sad, Aloy said bye to me with a wink. TeeKoh or being nice? haha. Figure it out yourself. I smiled and said byebye. Closing was around 9:30pm, but Charlene, Joannie and me was doing shopping in the shop around 9:15pm. haha. Nobody buy, we buy ourselves. haha. Wrote a note for them and paste it on the schedule list. I will miss them! haha. Left GWC around 10pm with some photo takings, went home with Charlene. Took photo outside TANGS like tourist. haha. Tmr am packing my luggage, last minute shopping, new lenses(i wore my current one for like 2 months plus already) and maybe cutting my hair. When leaving GWC, i kept telling myself not to look back and be sad. Dont cry like an idiot when everyone thinks it's retarded to cry for this kinda things. Everyone is telling me, it's okay to go MSQ, new enviroment and stuffs. Yes, i know. But do you all have those strong feelings like me? Like how much i love GWC, and how much i love all my colleagues? How reluctant am i to go MSQ when i knew about the transfer? I dont know how many people will feel this way. I'm like in love with GWC and now we're seperating. I thought i could enjoy Taiwan taiwan happily, and go back to GWC like a happy little girl. But now, after Taiwan taiwan i will be in MSQ. I dont know how to describe that kinda feelings. Goodnight babies. I WILL MISS GWC ALOT! loves`



GWC's shopfloor and storeroom. i love it alot!


Charlene and Wynny. =)

my last note for them. i love GWC!

"Say you dont love me when i'm asleep."

xoxo`

Wednesday, November 22, 2006
i cant describe how am i feeling inside

Yesterday was my last day at JP Atrium, so super happy can. Sales was very good yesterday, i left at around 7:30pm and sales was already 2000+ we are suppose to hit $2500. I was playing around with one of my customers baby boy. So cute laa, carried him and he hugged me. haha. When i knock off, i wento check my phone and 13 miss callls. I was like "what the hell.. deep shit laa." Nothing much happen, just about the party thing. Met Jonic and went down to MoS, a lot of people laa. Blahblahblah.. Slacked around HOOTERS and stuffs then chatted with JiaSheng. He protected me against those police uncles. Supper at ChongPang Nasi Lemak with JiaSheng, HT,Sam, Marq, Jason, Raymond and Jonic, reached home around 6plus in the morning. Bathed and slept till today 6plus in the evening. 12 hours of sleep, tsktsktsk... Good life huh. While eating, they talked about something and Sam suddenly said this very sensitive thing out. Then i looked down and looked eye to eye with HT and Jonic and we laughed. haha. They kept saying "dua tao", i dont know what is it about at all. haha. Woke up and prepared for a LONG-RELATED wedding dinner. It was held at Crown Palace restaurant, the food wasnt very good. The groom looks very charming when he smile, and the bride have got a tattoo at her back, the word was "Xiong". The groom's name was Han Xiong, so yeahh she tattoed his name. Cool right. Saw HIM two times laa, fate or what. So retarded, but i din smile at him. I just stare at him because i was very tired and cold. The dinner was a simple one, but thank god there was wedding slide shows. I'm always very excited to watch it. So the dinner ended around 11pm and we left. Before we leave the restaurant, THEY called out my name and said byebye kinda loudly. So shy can, i looked back and stared for awhile and looked at HIM.THEY stayed there to continue their drinking, i bet they are gonna drown their night away. The HIM is this cool secret nerner(not my long lost lover or anything), and the THEY is the secret nerner's friends. haha. If we have fate, we're gonna meet each other again. If not, please wave goodbye. haha. YOU know right? Let's believe in fate now. haha. You know what? Jiejie said she is going to bring me along her wedding plans IF it is on a weekend. Like on weekends they are checking out the photo shoots price and stuffs. haha. I dont care weekend of what, as long as it is something to do with wedding i'm happy. YEAH! Jiejie, i love you! *kisses* hee.. I am going back to GWC for my last time tmr! I received a few calls recently to ask if i'm still going back GWC on tmr. First was Aloysius, he called me on Monday. Then just now was Joannie and after her was Aloysius again. haha. I dont know why laa. When i called back to Aloy just now, he answered the phone in a ah beng way. Because i dont have his number and i din know it was him. So i was shock when he answered the phone, then suddenly he AhGirl-ed me. Then i know it was him. haha. On Friday, i have alot of things to do. Packing my bag, doing last minute shopping and stuffs. And Saturday, i'll be flying off. =) Alright, dont worry. I'm fine, you can enjoy your life happily and not feel bad about anything. I'll clear this mess up myself and forget about everything slowly. I'll slowly stop crying when my mind is settled. Goodnight sweeties. loves`

"I hold out my hands and touched love."

xoxo`

Monday, November 20, 2006
i cant get you off my mind.

I was super worn out yesterday so i din blog. Yesterday GWC was super slack laa, but i we did hit our target. So so happy. Aloy was having leave yesterday, so not so stressful. But he still call back the shop to nag and gave me some tasks. Laughed at MIC dressing, polo tee, a boxers-lookalike shorts, black socks pulled up high and black polished shoes. Please laa, like the olden days MATA(police) can. Joannie pointed to me and i laughed like retarded on the shopfloor, then lunch during night time we were smelling at those skincare tester to see if its expired. Super funny, having cream on our nose, almost ate it and retarded stuffs. I laughed at them till i wanto squat down and cry. They say i went mad, yes indeed. Kept talking about Aloy, gossip huh. Was disturbing Elsie about she having lunch with Aloy that day. Candle light lunch or cigarrette light lunch? haha. And they talked about Aloy and me going home together, they said we might look like couple. Taking cab to the train station together, leaving GWC together, taking the same train and stuffs. Tsktsktsk... Please laa, couple or father and daughter? We are so bad can, Aloy not around then talk bad about him. But everything was just plain joking. *giggles* =) Went off at 9pm, went down to WA to look for Serene. Azuma Joey and Valerie was super funny laa, after they knew i was from GWC, they started telling me tales about Aloy because he was from WA previously. Laughing and crapping around, Valerie steadily asked me to serve WA's customer. Cool laa.. AzumaS JoeyS isS superS cuteS andS funnyS laaS. Bo engS laaS. Azuma communicated to me in her (S)-language, having an (S) at the end of every word. So funny can. haha. But i'm afraid suddenly Aloy will appear at WA and i think i'll run into the storeroom to hide. Reached home around 11pm, bathed and slept because the next day i'm helping out for the Atrium Sales and JP. And when i'm on my bed, i couldnt believe i'm leaving GWC so soon, taiwan taiwan is so near and OM stuffs is still revolving around in my mind. Sighhh...

20.11.2006 - Monday
I woke up around 6:45am today, left my house at 7:30am because i'm suppose to reach JP at 8:30am. Narbei, damn damn early can. Atrium sales started, was with Jenny(ex-supervisor), Karin(my store manager), Jasmine (New Asst. Buyer) and some others. I started missing GWC after a few hours at JP. =( Aloy called over to look for me because someone was on MC. I got so so worried and kept thinking if GWC is okay or not. Sighh.. Sales wasnt very bad, at first i was in charge for the make-up bundle deals i was super bored there. So Karin asked me to take care of perfume sets. That was much more better. Lunched with Jasmine, my first day with her and we clicked super well. Got a missed call from GWC, called back and it was Aloy whom called me informing me about Thursday's shift. Heard Karin talking to Aloy about GWC stuffs. Sighh.. can cry man. Left at 7pm, talked to Karin about MSQ thingy and she explained to me. So yeah, i din say much and smiled. She is nice enough to put me back at GWC on Thursday. Thank you Karin! =) Met HT and khatib and cabbed down to 6th YeeMah's house. My Eldest YeeMah is coming out from JB tmr. I so love it, i miss her so much can. Just one day at JP, i miss GWC so much. Like what my Minister say, there were a lot of love there. YES! Alot alot alot.. I so love each and every one of them at GWC. I wonder how did Yasmeen overcome it when she knew that she will be transferred over to Vivo City. Anyhow, i'm gonna buy some stuffs for my GWC darlings and give it to them. I LOVE YOU ALL ALOT ALOT KNOW... MSQ MSQ MSQ, I wonder am i gonna love you as much as GWC. We shall see.. I'm on morning shift tmr, party at night at MoS. I am not suppose to cry about anything tonight because tmr's party got alot of people. No swollen eyes, Wynny. =) GWC IS THE BEST OF THE BEST! (new slogan) Goodnight babies! LOVES`

"Everyone's so happy, except for me because i miss you."

xoxo`

Sunday, November 19, 2006
JONIC AND WYNNY'S MADNESS!!













I uploaded the photos halfway and Blogger screwed up again. Pissed off my socks laa. Anyway, Jonic and Wynny's craziness!! =) GUAN TANA MERA!

xoxo`

Saturday, November 18, 2006
true or false? you tell me.

I love morning shift, yes of course i love it. I get to prepare slowly and hop on to my King's car and he'll send me to GWC. Today i reached GWC around 10:35am, when i was walking to the shop, someone "ahem" behind me. I looked behind and guess who i saw.. TADA! Aloysius laa. Opened the shop together with Elsie and i "blowed" all the perfume gift sets. So fun. I'm super satisfied with all my "blowings". Syidah, Joannie and Charlene was noon shift, briefing started when everyone was there. Lunched with Joannie at KFC, super full laa. Went back to the shop laughing like mad then Aloy asked me to clean away the sticky stains. Very hard to clean off can, my taitai's finger nails all broken already laa. I spent like 20minutes cleaning away 2 sticky stains, 20 minutes okay. Aloy said i used 1 hour, ner ner. So Aloy came to Wynny's rescue, he helped me clean away the remaning sticky stains with all his strength and smartness. See.. HERO right? *applause* We then stupidly argued about the using of standing chair, because i took it and put near my condola. I needa use it to clean a top part of the condola, Wynny is short can. Then he suddenly shift it over and said he wants the chair to arrange stocks. I mean, he use the chair to sit, and i used the chair to stand for cleaning. Of course i need it more badly, right right right? So we started kiddy arguments and he grabbed my hand again. Showing violent behaviour to thePrincess, so bad right. Always grab so tightly, but i still wont let him win. I know i'm bad. I always make him surrender and nicely forced him to let me win. Needless to say, I WON! =) I kept singing in the shopfloor today, especially to Syidah. Left GWC around 7:15pm and went down to Sembawang to meet Jonic and S-L-A-C-K. Videos and photos will be up soon.

You asked if i'm okay just now. If i say no, it will make you go mad. If i say yes, i'm obviously lying. Wrong info? Now i'm confuse, which and what is the wrong info are you talking about? I just wished that the message was just a plain-drunk-and-send-wrongly message. But nahh.. I'm lying to myself. Where got such things? Sigh... You said you dont worth my tears at all, but what else more can i do to ease the pain? The feeling is like breaking up, i dont know why. It just sucks, and it's tearing me apart. I dont know if you are reading this, i just wanto tell you that "you are actually a special someone in my life."

xoxo`

Friday, November 17, 2006
now i know, i'm worthless to you.

You : I thank you for explaning everything to me. When i cry, you said you dont like girls to cry and asked me to stop crying. You consoled me and made me smile. When you eat Famous Amos, we made this promise to share it with each other. You promised to piggy back me, cycle me, share Famous Amos with me, bike me and this 2years thingy. The 2years thingy kept me going, it made me think positively all the time. I dont know if you still remember all the promises, even if you said it jokingly, i'll still remember it. Every single one, i can remember it clearly. I always look forward to receive your messages and chatting with you. Even a short message from you made me smile a few days. Whenever i tell people about you, i felt that i'm the happiest woman on earth. Whenever i thought of the jokes and our conversations, i always smile sheepishly. I thought you were the pillar i could lean on, i thought you were the one whom will always cheer me up. I seriously thought you wont do this to me. But, what happen now? I always thought i was going the right way and you were going my way too. Now i ask you "are you going my way?" Sighh.. I couldn't accept the fact that you actually sent that message to me and i cried so badly for you. You are the one whom consoled me and asked me not to cry, but now i'm crying so badly for you. You arent there to console me now, i dont think you care at all now. I have to apologise for being a nuisance and bothering you for the past months. Now, i wont bother you anymore. I wont disturb you in the night, i wont cry to you and ask for your console. I will just be normal and forget everything slowly. Thanks for everything and all the best to you. =)

-will you all cry after reading this? i cried super badly while typing. Sighh.. read the entry below too.

xoxo`

do you ever realise?

Sighh.. Bad things happened again. Look at the date again, it's 17th please. Damn. I hate it. Let's talk about GWC today first, with my retarded expressions on my face and my stupid eyes, i managed to drag myself to GWC. Gave my very first smile to Joannie, changed and listened to the briefing. I haven even put on any make-up they wanto check my grooming. Aloy was checking on some stuffs, so when Syidah check me i ask her to say i everything also have. I know this is bad, but yeah.. no choice. Did cleaning again, because sudden call from Wendy saying Tania is coming to GWC. Narbei. False alarm laa. But still have to thank Wendy for informing us. Lunched with Joannie at Mac, actually only one person can go lunch and we have to eat our lunch outside. No more eating in the storeroom. But we asked Aloy and he allowed. =) Karin came over to help and we cleared alot of unwanted stuffs in the storeroom, i cleaned the whole cashier counter. So shiny. I kept wiping the counter and suddenly Aloy squeezed in to dont know do what. So squeezy please. Then we make noise again then blahblahblah.. My mood was seriously better at GWC, i smiled, i laughed and i'm kinda okay. But there is always this few minutes i'll play with Mr.Stone and tears will start to clot around my eyes. Sigh.. Tmr morning shift and i'm looking forward to it. Anyhow, this is a really sad part. No other words can explain my feelings. I received this very heartbreaking message at around 5am, i was soundly asleep. I woke up and read the message, i started crying and crying and repetedly looked at the message for i dont know how many times. I looked at my clock and it was around 8plus in the morning, so for the past hours i was thinking of what to reply and how to reply. Anyway, the replying part is not important. So i cried and cried all the way till 11plus and prepared for GWC. I let everyone down, i think. Everyone was waiting for my good news. But in the end it isnt a good news at all. I dont know what else to say and what to do. This sucks, things are super bad now. MSQ stuffs already made me cry like mad, now this kinda things come out. When can i stop crying and when can all this stop? Sigh.. Thanks to those whom constantly send in message to see if i'm okay. Thanks! Read the entry above and....pray for me.

xoxo`

Thursday, November 16, 2006
in my eyes you are the only one i see.

Time now is 12:54am. I reached home at 12:15am just now, closing was at 9:45pm but did some stuffs, waited for my mum and left together with Elsie and Aloy. We did night briefing right after closing, it was the first time ever we did night briefing. Fun please, Aloy kept wanting to sudden attack me with questions. But thanks to me being attentive at all the briefing i knew how to answer him when he asked me. haha. FAB FAB FAB!! Aloy did mention about the MSQ thing, i just smiled and look down. Mmmms, I reached GWC around 1:40pm today, when i reached Tania was leaving already. Tania is the big boss please, i quickly changed and went out. Then office people came to check again, the whole shopfloor is like bombarded laa. After they left, Tania called and i answered. OH MY GOD! I went super high and i told Syidah (New girl) about it, then i told Elsie and Joannie. haha. I went mad. I din 20 cartons of stocks today. haha. When changing the plastic bags, i was arguing with Aloy retardedly again. Because i thought the BIG bag was finished already and we have to use the small ones for rubbish. So i asked him if there were BIG ones, he said there were BIG ones but no small ones. And he said the BIG ones are for storeroom and the small one is to be use on the shopfloor. But on my hands were 2 small ones. He got crazy and we started kping about BIG and small plastic bags. I was in the storeroom and he was at the shopfloor, thank god no customer. haha. I was still blur about the plastic bags, suddenly he charged towards me and held my hands so tightly, looked at me and said "you ah.. i find the plastic bag for you." I know he've got no other ways to handle me anymore. haha. So i was laughing and giving funny faces. And yes laa, he found one BIG and one small one for me. I started whining like a little girl and throwing tantrum then argued like mad again. haha. Of course i said my famous phrase "I dont wanto talk to you laa" He replied "I so nice.. why you dont wanto talk to me." haha. Madness. I know laa, it's my fault. But still arguing with him is fun, always being the winner. Poor him, always have to be the loser. haha. Wynny rocks! When i wanted to change, he straight away said "hey, i wanto go in check stuffs." Nerner right. Elsie laughed and said "he always wanto disturb you." I replied " i change very fast one laa." haha. See.. always bullying me. I can cry on the spot know. haha. Took cab down to Orchard MRT, he tricked me. He kept saying last train so both of us were walking super fast, but in the end still long to last train laa. haha. We listened to the very nice song in the train, he said the song is very romantic. Then got retarded and talked about other things and i psycho-ed him to say "Wynny is a good girl." haha. I know i am lying to myself laa. haha. Super high laa. Always go home with him, always get so high and retarded. haha. Mmmms, anyway my mood is on a very crucial state now. I dont know how to handle a lot of things now. I just want myself to be happy and cherish everything, every moment. Let's hope that after Taiwan taiwan things will change for the better. I love GWC, i love the people at GWC alot. I dont wanto leave them, i dont wanto go MSQ. Sighh... Wynny, be strong alright. Thank you Minister for your internal messages. =) Goodnight honeys. loves`

HAPPY BIRTHDAY OLDMAN!!
(16th November 2006)
Best Wishes and enjoy yourself. =)

"Sometimes i do wonder about your feelings towards me."

xoxo`

Tuesday, November 14, 2006
i dont want to leave you. i love you all.

Looking at my title, you all should know what happen. Sighh.. Yes, today morning shift and i read the mail from main office. Yes they are gonna transfer me over to MSQ. When i knew about it, i shouted "narbei laa! why me? i dont want.. hur..." Joannie was together with me in the storeroom and she said "ohh... my ah girl. hais..." I so wanto cry laa, i wento clean up some condolas and my mind kept flashing that mail. Aloy was on Annual Leave so he wasnt there, it was good that he wasnt there at that very moment. Because the mail stated that Aloy have to reply them asap about the transferring. So i told Joannie to act like she never see that mail, wait for Aloy to see it. I told Elsie and Charlene about it, they said "hais.. my ah girl ah.. how?" Tsk.. I'm really very sad can. I kept sighing the whole day and i just got no mood at all. I left GWC around 7pm because meeting my cousins to have dinner and celebrate Xp's birthday. While waiting for the traffic light to cross over to take bus, i asked myself "wynny, is this the last time you'r crossing this traffic light? last time taking bus16 here?" My player was playing DaChengXiaoAi. Tears were fighting to gush out, and i held it back but dapping tissue around my eyes. In the bus, i repeated the song and tears were clotting around my eyes so i wiped it off and stuffed myself with M&Ms chocs. I told myself, i cannot cry. I cannot cry infront of my cousins to make them worry. So dinner was at NYDC, i was normal of course, mad as usual and retarded. After dinner was Cuppage pooling, met Serene got super high and retarded. Minister sent me home, i know i was like a retard and mad girl. I just walk and walk, leaving Minister behind and i kept talking and nagging non-stop. Poor Minister. Reached home, told my mum about the MSQ thing and cried like a stupid girl. Whatever she say, i just say "wo bu yao, wo bu yao." I know, throwing the Missy tantrum around. But seriously, i'm really very sad about it. So i kept crying like i'm leaving this world or so. Minister called and chatted for awhile, cried and laughed at the same time. I'm retarded. Still, Thank you Minister!! =) Whenever i think about me going to be transferred over to MSQ, i just wanto cry. I know, on Thursday if Aloy is gonna talk to me about MSQ stuffs i think i'll cry like mad. I love GWC, i dont wanto go MSQ. I dont want laa! Who am i to say dont want, i know all this are parts and parcels of life. But just... Urrgghhh!! Screw laa! My eyes are already swollen now and painful. Hurr... Thanks to Minister, OldMan and Jonic for listening to my naggings and consoling me. Thanks alot! Sighh.. Please pray for me that i still can stay at GWC. If not i'll cry my day away at MSQ. Wynny is so sad now. Something bad just happen, i'm gonna cry my night away again. Damn it. I shouldn't be so stupid to say all those stuffs. Now both of us are going crazy and i'm feeling super negative. Screw! Oh, yesterday's entry is up. Read it and you all will somehow understand my feelings now. Goodnight. =(

"Haven you realised it?"

xoxo`

Monday, November 13, 2006
just close my eyes and i'm with you

My keyboard is spoilt, so now i'm using the freako's laptop to blog. Damn. Anyhow, GWC was fine today. 10 cartons of stocks came and i did it all, it was tedious but fun. Argued with Aloy about the nail polish total number, like little childrens. haha. Then i signed every single page that i checked, so there were like 30plus pages. I told them "Wynny having concert. Now signing all the albums. haha." Yeah, they all laughed at me laa. Of course. haha. After signing i wanted to go have break, read the magazine and eat AuntieAnne. But Aloy asked me to replenish stocks first, then i said "Aw.. I dont wanto friend you laa." Then he said "Okay laa... Go eat." haha. See see.. Wynny always wins. haha. While eating, he was in the room also and he started entertaining me with super cold stuffs like singing retarded songs and talking to himself. haha. When i was looking at the horoscope page, i asked him what is his horoscope. He asked me to guess, and i got it right. Just one guess. haha. I read and explained to him about his horoscope and i requested him to give me angbao. haha. But he said he on ly have 7$, so i said Master or VISA all can. haha. He steadily takes out the cards and asked me choose. haha. And he told me a little bit about his finance stuffs. I told him i'll rob him. haha. And we talked about some stuffs, i cant remember it at the moment. I was arguing with him like retard again and he sighed and said "okay, everything you say is correct. you always win.haha." haha. I know i'm always bad to him like kping to him and arguing with him in retarded ways. haha. I kept laughing sheepishly whenever Elsie, Joannie or Charlene tells me funny thing about Aloy. And he always caught me laughing and forced me to tell him what happen. Or he'll smile and say "what you laughing about? Laugh and laugh, only know how to laugh. haha." He is fun to crap with at times, but sometimes he is so gan chiong that we all cannot tolerate. GanChiong Spider. haha. If he gonna read my blog, i think i'll die in his hands the very next day. haha. I love GWC alot alot alot! Goodnight sweets. loves`

"I dreamt about dancing with you in LoveTown."

xoxo`

Sunday, November 12, 2006
It's only a heartbeat away

Today is a very fast and boring day. On the way to Yishun train station i saw SingWah. Tian yi, i know. haha. When i reached GWC, Aloy was outside the shop waiting for me so he could open the shutter. He asked me to do this blahblah thing and i started throwing retarded tantrums like a kid. haha. Did some really funny and kiddy actions. haha. I know laa, recently i kept throwing retarded tantrums and whining here and there. I know, haha. Cleaned the masks condola, super dusty please. Oh my god. Aloy bought Jollibean pancakes for us, so that was my ermm... lunch plus dinner. haha. There is this Jollibean secret about Aloy. Super funny. I couldn't stop laughing after he said that to me. haha. Unbelievable laa. haha. Mad mad mad. My right eye had problems today, dry and painful. I kept blinking my eyes. Bought eye drop from Watson but in the end i forgot to use and left it in the shop. haha. During lunch i was messaging with Minister, and i received an internal message after that. haha. Minister, i know and you know huh. haha. When the clock strikes 7pm i was whining around saying i wanto go home. Because i'm meeting Chew and i dont wanto leave GWC late. So around7:15pm, i looked at Aloy. He looked back and i said "i wanto go home." He looked at the time and said okay. I ran into the room and change, my actions was super fast. Then i heard him saying "Wah.. So fast." haha. After i changed, i went out and Elsie looked at me and i said byebye in a cheeky way. Declared the cash, and said byebye to them in a cheeky way. haha. So happy, so happy. Then i cant stop smiling and laughing for i dont know why. Minister said i was mad. haha. Slacked at Sembawang with Chew, and reached home around 10pm. Noon shift tmr, and i'm going mad again. haha. I know i said something wrong today, but thank god it was alright. Nothing happen. =) Urrghh... No eye infection tmr please... I gotta go rest now. Goodnight sweeties. loves`

"How i wish i could act like a little girl when i knew about the marriage."

xoxo`

Saturday, November 11, 2006
Miles and miles of empty space in between us.

Morning shift tmr again, no this time i'm not nagging. haha. My mood is much better now, i'm super high and happy for i dont know why. Thousands and thousands of reason behind my smile today. haha. My King sent me to GWC today, before GWC we wento eat then when we're on our way to GWC, it started raining heavily. Nerner. Slow traffic along the expressway and i was 15minutes late. Aloy din say much, Phew~ My left eye was swollen today and the make-up on both my eyes were very very light. I skipped grooming check because i was tidying up L.A SPLASH. haha. But yeah, everyone knows that my left eye is swollen. Because the night before i watched the show The way home the korean show. I cried like retard, it was my second time watching i still cry so badly. haha. Really sad please, and i thought of blahblahblah and it was worst. Tsktsktsk... Seriously, my tears are so not precious at all laa. haha. _____ said something really nice today that made me super happy and touched. Sales today was borderline, but we did hit our target. Fancy shouting "anyeonghaseyo" in the shopfloor and laughing. haha. Elsie and me gave Aloy a new name - GanChiong Spider. haha. Fishy Jane came to GWC, actually to watch movie with her friend but when i step out the shop, i saw her and we both were screaming like mad. haha. I was wearing the !@# she bought from HK and i saw her. haha. Fate or what. haha . Closing was at 10:15pm please... Left GWC with Aloy around 10:30pm and we took bus to Orchard and took train home. haha. While crossing the road to the train station asdfgfdsa. Madness and scary. Talked alot alot alot, in the train we were playing guessing songs game. He was testing me laa, like he play a song in his phone then i have to guess the title. I won laa, very very little mistakes only. haha. Yesterday when preparing to leave for GWC, my left hand was super empty. Because the bracelet that Nehneh bought for me was spoilt. Okay, both at fault okay. haha. And he said he'll get one for me, steady right? So i messaged him and said "Nehneh, i want bracelet. you should know why. haha." He replied "okay i know." So steadypompeepee right. haha. Then today i received a call from him, he bought the bracelet already. hahahaha. THANK YOU NEHNEH!! =) I have to stop here already. I've alot of secrets to myself today. But i'm happy. haha. Goodnight sweeties babies! loves`


HAPPY BIRTHDAY JONIC!!!
(12TH November)
haha. GUAN TANAMERA!

xoxo`

Thursday, November 09, 2006
backdoor lovers

Once again, i'm feeling sad. I dont know why recently all the sad things kept revolving around me. This is bad, very bad. One after another, when is it gonna stop? Catastrophe, seriously. During meeting today, Joannie told me there will be a new girl transferring over to GWC near end of November. And i might be transfer away to other outlet, this sucks. I hate it. I like GWC alot, i love being in GWC. Although i might be complaining about the travelling time, but still, i dont wanto be transferred off. Sigghh.. I'm so sad. When i knew it, i wanted to cry on the spot. Tears was almost clotting around my eyes. I messaged my minister and told him, i know i shouldnt be sad. This are parts and parcel of work, but there is this kind of not-willing-to-leave feelings. I really really hope i wont be transfered away. Please... I shall now treasure my time at GWC, do my sales well, be a good girl and listen to all the BAs and Aloy. Anyway, today at GWC was not bad. Hit the sales target, good. But today i cleaned the condolas till both my thumbs are super painful. So pain now, my taitai's hand. haha. My entry's title "backdoor lovers." I dont know why, last few days this word kept appearing in my mind. I feel like crying so badly now, urghh.. I dont know what else to blog, i'm unhappy. I need a plaster now to stick on my heart. My mood is super down and everything is just so wrong. I shouldn't get myself into all this shit in the first place, now i'm suffering and slowly ceasing. *screams* I shouldnt continue blogging already. Goodnight people.

"I close my eyes and you are on my mind."

xoxo`

Wednesday, November 08, 2006
being a retard in love

Oh.. I'm feeling super down now. Damn! I can cry anytime. Urgghh.. I shall blog about what happen yesterday and today to make myself feel better. Yesterday was morning shift, yes, i told everyone i could wake up. BUT! With umpteen times of my parents calling, and i finally drag myself up. Dad sent me to GWC, so cool. haha. Actually morning shift is quite fun, not much customer just plain walking around. Aloy asked if i taken my breakfast, i said no and he steadily said "what you wanto eat? i treat you." Wahh.. See... How nice is my supervisor. haha. I immediately said no. And when back to do my stuffs, so i starve myself till lunch time. He bought lunch for us, the rice is very hard. You all know i'm a lazy girl, even when chewing i'll get tired. haha. I started playing with Mr.Stone(stoning in process) . haha. New name. So ya, i played with Mr.Stone and chewed my rice slowly. Aloy came in and looked at me, he asked "are you eating or thinking about things?" Of course i'm eating. I told him about the very-hard-rice and he asked me how many times i chew. Funny or retard? I dont know. I replied "next time you count already then you tell me. and i'll tell you mine." haha. After eating i asked him how much was the rice he said no need to pay. I said no, second treat already. So yeah, i paid him. He said "say no need already, still wanto pay. haha. you dont know i rich? haha" Yeah laa, so i told him "if you rich, say earlier ah. i can ask you to treat Kenny Rogers laa. Not this packet of rice already. haha. " I'm so bad. haha. And we all agree that Aloy is very very vain, seriously. Standing in front of the mirror doing his hair and stuffs, because leaving for sup. meeting. haha. Vain-er than us. haha. Everyday we've got so many funny things happening and Aloy always have new stuffs to expose to us. haha. Elsie is very cute please, yes seriously. haha. Yesterday night, i chatted with Aunty May. It was nice chatting with her, plus i saw Alex too through webcam. So cute! I miss them! =) Today went out with Mum, Godma and co. had lotsa fun. I can wait for Taiwan taiwan laa. Madness. I'm feeling better now. It's NOTHING what , Wynny. NOTHING. I know, i know. I'll be alright after a few days. Alright, i have to sleep now. I hope 21st is gonna be fun and mad. It'd gotta be! Oh and my babyboy Kenneth Teeheehee hurt his right hand. So sad. He was on the escalator and i dont-know-how he got his hand injured. Abrasion and kinda red. Poor little boy. He better be fine soon, huggs! Goodnight sweets. loves`
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this post was suppose to be publish earlier, but Blogger was screwed. So i published it the next day.
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"Nobody likes the feeling of one-sided love. It's horrible."

xoxo`

Monday, November 06, 2006
i cant live a moment without you.

I'm nagging about me having morning shift tmr. Because you know, Wynny cant wake up early during the holidays. But at least i can knock off early like at 7pm. haha. Today is just plain spring cleaning day. I cleaned almost the whole skincare condola. Tsktsktsk... If Aloy is around he'll ask me to clean only one section. But today he is on leave, so Joannie asked me to clean everything. Yes, now i know the importance of having Aloy. haha. GWC is very quiet today, but we did hit our sales target. Yeah! I tell you, MIC are real funny people. haha. Today 2 MIC guys came in and Charlene was serving them , then one fot he guys asked her "when did your ancestors migrate over from DaLu??" haha. Charlene dont have a MIC look please. haha. After they left, we all laughed like mad. haha. Plus, today Charlene let me try the new BENETTON's perfume, when she sprayed the men's one i said "got aloy's smell!!" haha. She said "uh ohh... you miss him.. haha." Yeah laa, i know the whole world are having the same thinking as her laa. Mad. haha. I found another burping khaki, Joannie. haha. After she eat, she'll walk out and burp loudly. haha. Just like what i always do infront of my chums. I get really excited and run over to them then i burp. haha. Disgusting. But wooo, satisfaction. haha. CCTVs are fun, but if Tania is watching, i'll be dead. haha. Fancy dancing, burping, superman, sailormoon and doing retarded actions on the shop floor. haha. Wednesday is my off day, will be out with Mum and Godma. I'm craving for chips and Maggie BeeHoon now. haha. Sometimes after work, i feel rather sad and lonely. I dont know why, but i'll just keep quiet and look around aimlessly. Anyhow, no worries i'm fine. =) At times i can meet Rene after work also. haha. My minsiter is very touched by my message to him yesterday. I think he cried a few buckets after reading. haha. Alright, i have to stop here already. The OldMan is having supper at Jalan Kayu now, not fair right? *screams* haha. 8:3Oam, WYNNY!! Goodnight honeys. I'm missing a lot of people also. *huggs* loves`

"Treat me badly, at least i know you dont love me at all."

xoxo`

Sunday, November 05, 2006
when i found you i was glad

After typing this post i must go and have my beauty sleep already, if not i'll be lying on my shop floor tmr while working. haha. I'm working from 1pm-9pm tmr, Rene is morning shift. Bored laa. Anyhow, work is fun but tiring, my feets are always aching because of standing long hours with that ingrown nails. Damn pain okay. Aloy, Joannie and Elsie and me are co-operating really well. Can you feel the GWC love? haha. Yesterday when I walked out of the storeroom, Elsie was serving one customer, the customer was near the chapalang condola and when i reached the condola i kinda do one superman action with one of my legs up. Then the customer, a look-like wushu or camper guy said to me "haha. i saw that.." and he laughed. I was lost for words and i just smiled at him and walked to the other condola. After the guy left, Elsie said "this guy is mad." haha. I find myself retarded laa, cause on the shopfloor i always do retarded things like the superman action, indian dance and lots more. haha. I think Aloy and the main office will always see that through CCTV. haha. Today i did a wrong thing, i din clean the testers properly because halfway through i was called over to do something else. Then when there is no customer and we're replenishing stocks, Aloy suddenly said "my dear girl.." Elsie and me looked at each other and i was telling myself "oh shit.. oh shit.." I walked slowly over and yes, he told me about the testers. He din scold me, he just showed me the right way. haha. See.. i told you Aloy is good. haha. Plus, i'm so bad to laugh at him when he call back to Myanmar. He called back to speak to his Mum when i was having lunch, the door was close and there were only 2 of us inside. haha. I kept laughing and laughing and after he hung up he asked if i understand what he was talking about i said no and laughed like mad. I did record down. haha. I'm so bad, i know. haha. Damn, my eyes are closing soon. Alright, i shall blog more about my GWC stuffs next time. I know i always blog alot on my GWC, but i just wanto share my GWC moments. haha. Oh ya, my King is back in Singapore. =) Lastly, screw those people whom sells the tix at 18$, i dont know why but just i hate it laa. The word "cheating" is obvious in their heart, i know. It made my blood boil and i feel like screaming now. AIYA, i shouldn't say so much. I'm already the bad one now. What else can i say. Right right right?? I know NehNeh is gonna scold "knn" now, but nevermind. Okay, Goodnight people. loves`

minister: you must be okay ya. cheer up and be strong. you always have me and me and me. haha. you always listen to my naggings and problems now it's my turn. i'm sorry that i can give good advices but still i'll try to cheer you up. =) kan zhao!

"I was lost and so confused without you."

xoxo`

Thursday, November 02, 2006
follow your heart.

Wynny reached home around 11:45pm today. I left home late today and reached GWC at 2:15pm when i'm suppose to reach at 2pm. Damn laa. Anyhow, 12 cartons of stock came in. So stock taking and signing stuffs. I cut my finger while opening the cardbox with pen knife. Urghh! I wipe the nails polish stain on the floor and there goes my nails, all screwed up. It's okay. haha. I tell you, Hanis called today!! Our conversation was fun.

Hanis : "Hello, who's that on the line?"
Wyn : "Wynny."
Hanis : "Oh Wynny! Hanis here. haha."
Wyn : *screams* "Hanis!!"

Hanis : "haha. Why so excited? tmr you got work?"
Wyn : "No. i off. haha."
Hanis : "Haiyo, i dont like. I ALSO! haha.wanto go over disturb you, but you off."


Then we went mad after that, but she called over to ask me transfer LAVIN's miniature over to Lot 1. haha. Anyhow, I ate my first meal at 8:30pm, i was so so hungry please. I never eat anything at all from morning. Everyone had dinner around 6plus, but i was checking stock. Until i was serious very hungry, i told Elsie "wa jin yao.." (i'm very hungry-in hokkien) haha. Then she "ohoh.. Wynny! you haven had your dinner? Faster go eat." Even Aloy forgot i haven taken dinner and said "ah girl, if hungry must say. this kind of thing cannot shy.." I just smiled, and wento get food quickly. haha. KennyRogers Mac Cheese is heaven. haha. Elsie said "silly girl, next time must say okay. if not we dont know. =)" Yeah!! Having a new product to try, Palgantong Mascara . We are all gonna use it. It's FOC for us anyway. haha. Did closing at 9:30pm, but left around 10:45pm. Because Benetton got new product stand, must set up for tmr. Aloy and me set up together, like mad. haha. Took cab down to Orchard and trained home with them. Tmr is Wynny's off day. Phew~ I can finally rest my aching feet, no heels and watch tv. But i might be meeting Godma tmr. haha. Plus! I want all the Disney Princess perfume set. So nice can. haha. And i wanto buy some stuffs at from GWC too, haven get pay wanto shop already. haha. Anyway, i just posted yesterday's blog entry because i click wrongly again. haha. My second day at GWC, still loving it. Yeah! Okay, i have to stop already. Goodnight darlings.
loves`

"Say farewell to the dark night."

xoxo`

Wednesday, November 01, 2006
love passort

Yeah! Wynny is back to blog already. Woohoo~ Okay, i've got nothing much to talk about yesterday. Dinner with Heng, Guantanamerah, and kp-ing together with Jonic at night. Screw PSZ big time, especially the blind one. haha. Let's talk about today. My King left Singapore around 5am and said Hello to Macau. No worries, he is gonna say Goodbye Macau on the 4th. haha. My first day at GWC. haha. Although i was there last year, but everything changed this year. New supervisor, but 2 of my old colleagues are still there, and one new colleague. Elsie and Joannie(Old colleagues), Charlene(new), Hanis was tranferred over to Lot 1. I miss her. haha. My supervisor is one cool sai, and it's my first time having a guy supervisor at GWC. Aloysius,he was previous at Wisma Atrium and tranferred over to GWC to take care of us. haha. Girls, stop screaming. I know, Aloy is cute. haha. Rene? haha. He keeps calling me "Ah girl" like how a father calls his daughter. haha. First day was fun. Shouting slogan(or sho-gan, aloy? haha), meeting, perfume testing and lots more. I'm going mad! But i got caught for not painting my nails, and cannot-see eye shadow. So i wento use sample products. haha. And there are 8 CCTVs in the shop, so from office you could actually see all of us being busy. Even when we wanto talk to each other when there is no customer, we cant stand too close and talk. Because BigBoss can see us from Main Office's CCTV, so we look around, stand abit further from each other and talk. Retarded, i know. But it's fun. haha. Closing was at 9:30pm, press the button and lower the shutter. So fun! haha. Count money, check bag and off i wento take bus with Charlene down to Orchard to meet Rene. We gossiped about our work stuffs. haha. The golden rule said "NO DIALECT" but Elsie and me speak to each other in Hokkien most of the time. haha. And people, try to visit me at GWC okay? I know it's very far and ulu, but just drop by and say hi or buy things from there. haha. GWC have got alot of Taitai's please, LV handbag all buying a few hundred dollars product. Heading to the airport after shopping. And mostly were china womens. Cool right? Seriously, i love GWC alot. It's my first day there after so long and i'm so happy. People, aren't you happy for YourHigness? haha. Alright, i have to stop here because i'm working at 2pm tmr and i'm sleeping with my Mum today. haha. Goodnight sweets. loves`

"Sometimes you light up my day, sometimes you spoil my night."

xoxo`