Wynny is down with swollen eyes again . Fuck! I didn't know it was that worst.. Both my eyelids had abrasions . It is very painful.. My eyes could hardly open this morning , it was very dry and painful . Yesterday night , my tears rolled down uncontrollably when i lied down on my bed and close my eyes . Tears rolled out and my heart is really painful . I cried for like one hour and my player repeat the same song over and over again . Memories flooded my mind and looking back at those messages hurts alot . God!! How long is this gonna go on ? Sighh... School suck today , suck big time . Thank god Mr Sidek and Leong never come , i'm so glad that they didnt come today . Leong is a total turn off , she only love her "pets" . Those whom sit infront and bootlick her . Leong said that i'm against her , yes i am . Just look at the way she talk to us and complain to us about others . I'm not suprised if one day she will call my parents and bark at them . I dont mind laa , i'm not afraid at all . She's really noisy.. And some of my class people really dont have a mind of their own . During Chemistry lesson , Mr Tan was passing around this N level Chemistry theory book and ask who wanna buy . I looked through the book and find it rather good , so i wrote my name and bought it . I ask people around me if they want , they said it's a waste of money , the book wont help , useless , take up space and some fucking comments . So i kept quiet and passed the book over to another row , then Mr. Tan said something "good" . Then people around me , start to snatch for the book and place an order for it . Ya , i was cursing and swearing inside . I really cannot stand that kinda behaviour , it is so despicable . Urgh! I dont like to share my problems with someone whom is actually out to talk bad and not console you . That kinda people could just rot in hell and lick my toilet bowl . I'm seriously not in good mood this few days , so is either you stay away from me or approach me for good reasons . Am having full dress rehearsal tmr , and i reckon it will be darn hot . I wanna go rest my eyes already . I dont wish to have swollen eyes tmr again.. Goodnight people . <3

catch my tears when i cry ; my dearest

"You took my love and gave it somewhere to belong . "

xoxo`