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Sunday, April 02, 2006
I just want to get back close again to you.

I still cant forget what i saw yesterday , the same scenario kept flashing across my mind . I couldn't believe my own eyes either . And i regretted so much.. FUCK! Was suppose to study maths today , met Kok Swee up to pass him the present and buy hamster with Melvin Chan. But nothing was done , i end up having dinner with my parents and laze around at Uncle Ping's house . Watched Campus Superstar just now and awww... =( Anyhoo , am suppose to buy hamster with Melvin Chan today . But he love his computer more than the hamster , so we will buy the hamster some other day . Tmr i'm having maths test , i'm so scared laa . And once again , tmr first period is Mr. Trevor's lesson again . He always spoil my Monday.. *grumbles* Received a call from Titus just now , he called over from Australia . Titus will be back on Wednesday , he said that he'll get me nougats and lotsa chocs . Woopeedoopeedoo~ Should i get a new handphone or a new digital camera ? Mmmms , tough decision . Just now , wento AMK for dinner . Was looking around to see if i could bump into -him- , and no i didnt see -him- at all . -He- shower me with love , care , concern and happiness constantly everyday . Everything was so lifelike , i dont even wanto wake up from that dream . Until one fine day , i finally woke up knowing that everything was just a lie . And realising that everything was just a dream . I treated as -he- didnt exist at all , but i just cant get over with it . -He- made believed in fate , -he- also made me realise that time do drift people apart . I'm really hurt by -him- , i was tongue-tied by -him- . I held on to everything with high hopes , hoping that there'll be miracle one day . I guess my hopes are always meant to be shattered.. Sighh.. I can say that , yesterday was the worst night ever . I cried like hell , as if someone was dead . My heart was stabbed by a few thousand daggers , the pain is unbearble . Reminiscing the good old memories , browsing through those lovey dovey , heart warming and humourous messages really hurts alot . Nothing could be explained , silence is the best . For now , Goodnight readers . <3


" You`ll be there for me , when hope is out of sight . "


xoxo`