*cheers* Finally i'm done with my new blog . FINALLY~ Anyhow , i reached home around 10+ just now . Wento town with Gransazers and they kept playing that APRIL FOOLS thingy . So lame.. Bought Kok Swee's present , i bought him a REBIRTH tee . Hope he'll like it , cause last year he bought me Freshbox tee and i love it so much . =) When i was in town , i was wondering and looking around .. Thinking if i can see someone special , but my heart was thumping very fast . I dont know why , i'm kinda scared also . Was on the way to Somerset MRT and i think i saw -him- , then i kinda move away . I quickly nudge Edwin and told him about it , we all stopped and see . Edwin kept saying it wasn't -him- , but i insisted that it was -him- . After awhile , Alex ask if i wanna walk down and see . I quicken my steps and -he- was no where to be seen . Tears welled up my eyes , my heart were stabbed by a few thousands of daggers . It just hurts so much.. I regretted for moving away for that particular moment and delaying the time of walking down to see if that's -him- . Lotsa memories flashed across my mind , my mood went super dupedy LOW . Edwin called Dennis , and Dennis told me he saw -him- 5 minutes ago at Srgoon's Macdonalds . Ohh.. FUCK! What is it now ? Did i really see -him- or is it just hallucination ? I really dont know.. I almost made the whole world to help me decide if it was -him- . I should believe Dennis and forget what i saw just now . Sighh... LOST WITHOUT YOU <3

"I just wish that I were next to you tonight ."

xoxo`