I just woke up , it's 13:02 . I had a very nice yet sad dream , i dont even want to wake up . But my Mum came into my room and woke me up . Urgh! In my dream , i was with -him- , my dearest . We had lotsa fun , craps and laughter together . Alas ! But towards the end , the last thing i remembered before i wake up was... -he- went missing . And similarly , -he- disappered in real life too . I can still remember i was searching for him- hopelessly . Crying and crying when i couldn't see -him- anywhere. I really miss -him- a lot .When i wake up , i quickly run down my bed and went out to the leaving room to weep . Called Edwin and told him about my dream and was crying . Edwin said i drank too much last night , it was totally outrageous . My heart sank down deeply and it is so painful . I dont like the feeling now , so painful . I shouldn't have wake up , maybe in the end i found him ? Sighh.. like what Edwin said , it's just a dream . *cries* On Tuesday night , i made a very big and crucial decison . I hope it is a correct decision . Anyway , last few days was sucky . Will be going to Godma's house later for dinner , but before that am going down to Bugis to collect my blouse . Gotta go prepare already , Ciaos .

"Hold me close , hear me cry . "

xoxo`