Mum just called back and i'm on hot boiling mood now . Fuck it! I din go to school today cause i'm tired and school is so boring for this whole bloody week . Wasting my bus fare just to go to school , having no lessons , sleep and do nothing . Retarded . And so , i LOVE it so much when Mrs Leong called up my house in the morning today to tell my parents about it and complain to my Mum about lotsa stuffs . And telling my Mum lotsa unreasonable stuffs , i know , she wants the 17$ today . WYNNY , WILL PAY YOU THAT BLOODY 17$ OKAY ! My sleep was disturbed by hell loads of naggings by my parents . I already told my parents yesterday night , i'm not going to school today . I did tell them and they approved it ! Fuck! Just because i never go to school to collect my report book today , they thought i dont dare to collect my report book . I dont dare to collect my report book ? What the fuck laa . I went back to sleep and Dad called around 9+ and asked me to go to school , if not he's going to meet Mrs Leong . I told him i'm not going to school and that's it . I'm really tired and i dont wanna see Mrs Leong . If he wants to meet Mrs Leong , by all means . I dont care at all , I dont give a fuck at all . I'm so angry and pissed off by Mrs Leong . I'm prepared for a questioning and scolding session later when they come home . I'll have more curfews and my june holidays will be ruined by them . I wont go out so often with my parents to have dinner or anything , i know what i'll get . Moreover , they still have their precious son what . Fuck!! And i dont wanna go to school tmr also , i think i will have a good fight for it later . And i'll only go on Friday to return my report book . My Mum asked me to fold a whole hell load of clothes , i'm not gonna do it . She hates to fold clothes , and i hate it too . Dont ask me to do the things that you hate to do . I hate it more than you do . I think i shall just stay at Godma's house for the time being . They worry lesser and i'm happier . They say my temper is getting worst , think again . I think they know the answer best . My Dad bought me a digital camera yesterday , i know i should be happy . But we've long plan to go get it together and see the model of camera i want . But yesterday , he called back and told me he bought a digital camera . I was on the verge of crying.. I knew he din get the model i wanted , i knew it . The model i wanted is way cheaper than the current one . After hanging up the phone , i cried . Say me stupid , but i'm very particular in the things i want badly . He came home with the new digital camera , i fiddle with it and he told me he's gonna give away that old digital camera . That old one is kinda spoil and quite sucky , no point keeping it . But with this new digital camera which i dont really like , what can i do ? I shall just try to love it . And i shall just cry when i see the model i want in those shopping malls . Maybe you all dont get what i'm feeling , but this feeling is no good . No good at all! I'm on hunger strike again , i dont wanna have porridge everyday . Because of the medicine , everything i eat taste bitter . When i'm sick , nobody cared . When i'm down , i cry to myself . What kind of stupid life is this ? I'm seriously hating every single second of my life . I dont look forward to any of my tomorrows . Urgh !! I felt like crap , i shall cry over my weekends . Fuck this stupid life i'm having and fuck everything !

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