I watched the news yesterday and they said there is a big portion of people haven backbone problem and have to undergo some operation . Dang~ My back hurts from time to time , do i need undergo those operation too ? I'm scared . Scared of having injection , pain and dying . Dying is the worst part.. =( Let's just pray that my back problem will recover soon and not come back again okay ? Anyhow , i skipped school today .Am down with flu and sore throat for two days already . My flu got worst and i think my sore throat is gonna be worst tmr . Mum din go to work , so i was drown with those bitterbitter herbal tea . Aww... sucks! I took a hell long time to finish one small bowl of it . Cause after every sip , i gave a retarded expression and drank a sip of plain water . hee` I ate like a whole packet of potato chips just now . The chips taste superb! haha .I took the flu medicine for two days already and it's still the same . Damn! I wanna go birdpark on Sunday , i dont wanna fall sick! *scream and shout* Anyhow , am going for a swim tmr in the morning . But! Provided my flu gets better and my sore throat dont get worst tmr . I love my voice now , sounds like Anita Mui . But i cant sing with this kinda voice , Idiot! Next , on Sunday will be going to the birdpark with Edwin , Alex , Dajie and Heng . So excited laa . Shall dress like a retarded tourist whom take photos almost everywhere . Carry two big bottles of mineral water , high backpacks , longlong socks , plaited hair and hang the camera on my neck . haha . We shall see then . *laughs* And my cousin is not angry with me . haha . He's good , mister good cousin . haha . My computer's mama board is spoilt , so now i'm using that freako's laptop . I'm prepared for all those naggings and preaching by him later or tmr morning . I shall keep quiet and act retard . And i'll ask him if i look cool doing that , cause he always does that to me . Cool right , freako ? Oh ya.. wento Sembawang Park with Alex , Edwin and Heng on Wednesday . Had hell lotsa fun . haha . Wore cap and Edwin's shades , acted like a retarded superstar . haha . It was fun though... And there's this part they were all talking about cats then i told them ,

wyn : "my cousin said he's getting me a cat on my birthday."


them : "how come ? you not scared? "


wyn : "no. i said very good.."


them : "why?"


wyn : "so i no need to go home anymore ."

All burst into laughter and i was smiling away . haha . I'm so scared to have eyelids abrasion again . Counting those days that i've cried is scary.. I dont know why too . The moment i miss -him- , or think about -him- , tears welled up my eyes . Just so easily my tears will roll down my cheeks . Ahh.. so useless . Tell me how precious is my tears now . *shake head* Mmmms , Gotta go take the bitterbitter medicine and sleep already . Goodnight people. Pray for my to get well soon okay . Miss you . <3

"Everytime i look into your eyes , i seems to get use of the darkness."

xoxo`