Damn! I dont feel good now , i dont know why . There's just so many things in my mind now , what should i do ? What can i do ? I'm seriously not looking forward for school tmr , not at all . And people , please stop asking me if i have finish my holiday assignments! Fuck! I'm damn pissed off and tired of answering those questions . Had dinner with Dowager and my family just now at Marina Parade , it was quite nice . Sumptuous dinner , with lots of Dowager's stories . Sent that freako to AMK Central and then sent my Dowager home . I was blind during dinner time , i din have my lenses on and the hawker centre was freaking big and crowded . So i was kinda blind when searching for my parents , squinting my eyes all the way . I'm dumb because i left my specs on the dinning table and went out happily without noticing . Because i'm talking on the phone . Urgh! I really dont know what happen , i'm still feeling really down . I feel like crying damn badly . *screams* I wonder , will anyone be looking forward for tmr's school reopen . Holidays have ended , and i have to prepare for my prelims . I'm gonna weewee in my skirt if i dont prepare well for prelims man . Now again , i'm wondering if anybody is feeling really down . Just like what i'm feeling now . I felt like crap , i seriously felt like crap . Oh my god! I'm hating myself . Damn!! I'm suppose to love myself even when nobody loves me.. How can i hate myself . Oh.. I'm whining like a 5 year old kiddy now . =( I'm suppose to be strong , i'm not suppose to cry for nothing again . I cannot be a weakling anymore . Blah... I wanto cry now ! *sobs* Send me a message to cheer me up , people . Be it now , tmr or everyday , i'll still appreciate that . Thank you. I've got no mood to type anymore . I shall go prepare a hot cuppa cereal , watch tv and have a good sleep . Thanks for reading all my craps and whinings . Goodnight honey babies . <3

"Every glimpse of you , every image of you , make my mind go crazy . "

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