Wynny is suffering from insomania . Ya rright . Went Bugis today with Gransazers and co. watched R.V and it was freaking hilarious man . Actually i felt quite sad for the Father , awww.. anyhow it's a good catch . Ate Long John's Sliver! Yay!! Heng , Chew and me was totally obsessed with a cute little boy . haha . Shopped around the village and i think we're going over on Friday again, cause Nehneh wanna buy shirt . Headed to Esplanade to slack and i was singing to myself while admiring the night scenery . I thought of alot of stuffs too, sighh.. Played bottle soccer there and total madness can. Left around 8:30pm and headed home, i felt so tired suddenly. And i craved for ice cream so badly, i asked Edwin if he wants to eat and we bought ice cream from Cheers. Yayness! haha . When i reach home, i called Mum and she told me she brewed Black Chicken Herbal soup for me . After i hung up , i wento the kitchen to check it . I screamed cause i found a big pot of it . Oh my god!! But Mum was nice to prepare Soy Chicken , so i had it as dinner plus the soup . It is so bitter, i've been complaining it from the day i know Mum is gonna cook it for me . All thanks to my cramps! Damn!! Last Saturday, went swimming in the morning with Xing and wento Ah Ma's house to rest . My monthly visitors came when i wanted to nap , fuck! Then i had serious bad cramps, i took 1 tablet and napped . Godma went over to Ah Ma's house too . When i woke up, my cramps got worst . So i took another tablet , and tried to rest . They all wento AMK Central for dinner , my cramps got seriously worst . My hands and legs were cold , i felt really cold, vomit disgusting stuffs and i totally had no strength . I thought i was going to die , serious okay. Mum was quite scared , Godma was so scared cause it was the first time she saw me in such pain . Ah Ma kept helping me to pat on my back . Then she said in hokkien "she came here happily , wanting to eat dinner with the kids all . But she end up suffering in pain here." My god! Tears clotted around my eyes and i felt so sad . I really wanto apologise to them man . Especially my beloved Ah Ma , she kept reminding Mum to cook some medicine for me to ease my pain . And i bet they all din have a nice dinner because they were worried i might faint anytime . I'm so so sorry my love ones.. When i reached home, i took another tablet again . I'm so gonna die early, cause that is a strong medicine . I took like 3 that day. Damn! And yes, my MV lasted for 2 freaking days only because of the medicine . I'm so not healthy, i always have to rely on that medicine . Sighh.. Fuck it! I woke up freaking early at 7am the next morning cause i was having remedials in school . Had Maths remedial from 8-10 then we skipped Chemistry remedial and wento Melvin Chan's house. They played soccer while me and chew slept there . Damn tired man! Well , am having tuition tmr at 1230pm and this means i cant sleep till late noon . =( I've been crying again since last week, i actually stopped crying for a few weeks already. I just dont understand why my tears still roll down uncontrollably when i think about my dearest . I always tell myself, this will be the last time i'm crying for my dearest . But hell, i'm a total loser . I cant! *screams* And again, i have to tell myself "Wynny, you have to finish your holiday homework soon. Because school is starting damn freaking soon!" Alright, i just scrolled up and i din know i typed so much . Sorry and thanks for tolerating my naggings and grumblings . Goodnight all sweet tums! <3

"Now , nothing can change what you mean to me . "

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