I'm still not feeling any better , i dont know what the hell happen to me . I might appear normal , but inside my mind is filled with lotsa things . Be it known or unknown . School wasnt that bad today because Leong din come , i'm sure she's gonna say her child is sick or whatever nonsense . I dont care man . On the way to school was damn high , talking about some bands and stuffs . I can say that Heng , Chew , Yq mummie , Ashler , Nydia , Mx and Jessica were damn high during recess . We talked about bands again and we got really high . I got retardedly violent today , i dont know why . I think Nehneh have a huge bruise on his left arm now . But ya , he disturbed me first . *evil laughter* My left eye hurts badly due to that 3 months old lenses , okay i'm stupid . That lenses should be for 1 month only but i wore it for like 3 months . Had a very nice chat with Chew and Heng about love life . Quite sad also.. Anyhow , lunch with Yq mummie all and Yeok Ling . We actually wanted to have Pearl SoyaMilk , but we were full after KFC . Reached home , bath and chat awhile with Lam . He's damn sad and down just like me . But we both manage to cheer each other up for awhile . Not that bad either . Am waiting to watch result shows later and then off i go to bed again , i freaking slept at 5plus yesterday can . And no , i din watch soccer , i was tossing and turning on my bed . Retarded! I dont wanto feel down anymore . What the hell is happening to me man . I seriously have loads of stuffs in my mind now , but i just dont know what makes me feel so down . I'm so gonna be a cry baby soon . =( *sing me Eminem's song now . "hush little baby dont you cry , everything's gonna be alright."* Send me message to cheer me up or at least make me feel good okay ? Send now! haha . And i'm missing Baby Jayrel now . =) Alright , Goodnight honey babies . <3

"Just hearing from you is enough to give me a reason to smile for days . "

xoxo`