Hello people , i'm back to blog. I'm sorry eh , cause was busy and tired for the past week. I dont know what i'm busy and tired about , but ya.. just no time. haha . Anyhow, just a little update today. But i will blog about my birthday and Baby Jayrel's full month celebration soon. Do check them out okay, it cant be missed. haha. Mmmms , school was tiring. Really hectic man. I feel really down and gloomy at night recently. I dont know why, maybe tired or depression again. Urgh! I'm feeling the way i shouldn't be feeling. I'm thinking of stupid things again , and i'm crying that retarded way again. Damn! How i wish i could just close my eyes and sleep, then wake up with no worries. I really dont understand how long can i go on with this kinda mood. I get irritated easily , especially with those boys. I dont know what the hell happen to them also , and yes i know they'll say i'm the one who is having PMS and took them to vent my anger on. But hell fuck no okay! First they criticise others with hurtful words, then they dont know much they hurt others and go on criticising. Next , they show their damn egos infront and act like they are the right ones always. Lastly, they shout or say you're stupid when you asked something weird. But i bet they , themselves asked those weird questions before. So those boys , fucking rot in hell okay. Damn you all, freakos. One phrase to describe them "too many freaks, too little cirucus." Okay, you can say i'm having PMS or whatever shit. I dont care, but just dont irritate me. Tsk! I'm feeling bad actually, i din mean to scold them. But they really got up my nerves. I do regret after scolding, but i know all this will happen again. So, should i still regret or heck about it? Alright, i have to stop here and sleep already. And yes, it's the Hungry Ghost Festival now. I'm so scared to be alone now. Blah... Goodnight! <3

"I wanted you right here with me. "

xoxo`