I haven't been blogging recently because i'm tired and maybe busy. haha . Am down with flu , sore throat last few days and slight fever now! Damn! And i've reduce the days of crying now , i'm happy for myself . I think you all will be happy too , right ? =) School wasn't bad, i had my n'levels english oral on monday and i was damn scared can. I almost weewee in my skirt. Crapped around to de stress and thanks to Safee's gang whom smile to me or showed a thumbs up sign to me when it's my turn . haha . And i must thank Mini the most , we were messaging till the time i needa surrender my phone. Mini told me not to be scared and encouraged me. Thanks a lot Mini!! Anyhow, my birthday is like reaching sooooo freaking soon. I'm quite scared actually, i dont know why. Thanks to Sister and Chew whom countdown-ed the days for me . I think i needa save damn long to get a lot of stuffs i want , i so wanto cry when i calculated the total . I showed my mum and she said she'll sponsor me SOME . I then held back my tears . haha . Will show below later. I hate my voice now , gonna sound like Anita Mui soon . Shit!! I still wanto eat chocolates , i still wanto eat fried mars bar . I want!! I couldn't sleep well for the past few nights as my throat is killing me and blocked nose . Urgh! Pray for me okay , i really wanto eat nice stuffs again . =( Look at the list below, and tell me how much i needa save or maybe how long do i needa save to have them.

1. money!
2. loads of chocolates
3. the 69$ bag!!
4. crown tee
5. lup-in-shoe
6. more tee shirtS
7. skirt
8. new handphone
9. love
10. happiness

I hope my Mum will sponsor me number 1 and 8 . haha . Alright, remember to pray for my sickness to be well , wish my happy birthday(just send me a message) and lastly , be happy for me ya . haha . Goodnight sweet tums . Love all . <3

"I just need you to coax me in these sleepless nights . "

xoxo`