I'm waiting for my Mum to get up now, cause she's resting as she just came back from the denist. And we're heading over to Uncle Ping's house later on for dinner i guess. I went for fireworks on Friday and Saturday and it was really nice. The skies were coloured with different colours of sparkles and messages were coming in and i took a long time to sent it out because the reception was damn sucky. My very own cousin, Mister OhKS was very excited to watch the fireworks from Kallang Stadium and he missed out those that was from the water. So yes, i made him envy me again. thePig said i'm very busy while watching the fireworks, i'm sorry Pig. =) Yesterday i wento watched it with Godma, Mummy, Xing, Kiwi and co. We met Xing and Kiwi at Toa Payoh after dinner. Dinner was nice, but i wasn't in good mood. But i ate alot because i was very very down. After the first round of eating, i messaged Rose and told him "rose, i think i've eaten too much. i'm feel so fat now. i've gone too far." haha. But still, chocolates are the best remedy. Anyhow, no more watching of fireworks now and it is back to revising for prelims. Damn it! I'm doubting on somethings which i shouldn't be doubting for. I'm feeling sad for things i shouldn't do. I'm just feeling so bad. The feelings of uncertain, abandoned, depression, fear, hallucinations and stupidity. I hate it so much. Rot in hell and Fuck everything! Alright, my Mum is up already. I have to change and grab the pack of chips and eat it on the way there. Goodbye.

"Wipe away those tears that i cried."

xoxo`