Your Highness is feeling super emo now. Damn! Anyhow, went for dinner with my Dowager, Godma, the 7th(s), my parents plus freako's gf. It was a very very full dinner please. Buttered-Cereal Prawns were so heavenly. Eating them made me so tak glam and idiotic. haha. I rot my day at home, wanted to go Godma's house initially but cancelled because we're meeting for dinner already. Scroll down and you could actually see my updated entries, read them slowly and read them when you're free. I dont know why, but i have the mood to blog today. So i typed out everything and TADA! Watched Haunted Apartment yesterday, fuckin' scary can. I was using Andy's jacket to cover my eyes and screaming. I think Andy wasn't scared at all till my screamings scare him. haha. After the movie, walked and slacked around. Then met AhDi for awhile, and left because i'm tired. Met Jo at Yishun then she sent me home, how nice of her. =) My day din really start well yesterday after receiving a call from Dad. I dont know how. I dont know what to do. I'm just scared, but still i wanto face the consequences. I know i will cry, i will argue and i will be mad. But, what more can i say? I'm in the wrong and i cant do anything, i just have to conform to whatever things he say. Yesterday, i slept before he was home. So nothing happened, today during dinner we din talk much. So i think tmr will be the doom day, i'm prepared for it. Actually i wanto know the consequences earlier, dragging day by day is retarded and killing me. *screams* After looking through my past photos, i miss my longlong hair. Really. I miss my sweetiepiess. I miss the times bribing my little sweetiepiess with sweets and asked them to call me JieJie instead of other names. I miss the fun i had during every year's CNY when i'm at Malaysia. I miss bike rides by my lovely cousins. I miss late nights supper and crappings with them. I miss squating down at the roadside eating Apam Balik and drinking TehTarik. I miss our Gransazers and PuffyPuffs outing, i mean as in everyone is present. I miss ClarieToh, NigelSim, NoelSim, ShaunHoi, HazelHoi and Reynard-iforgotwhatsurname. I miss towning with the OHs. And the list goes on and on... Feeling very down and Anyhow, i gotta stop here already. N levels is last then a week chums! Study hard people! <3

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I'm very worried now. The thing happened last Sunday and i only knew it yesterday. I'm super worried now. Please.. You better be safe and sound. I dont want anything to happen to you. I wanto fly over now if i can. I wanto see you fine, see you smile. *cries* Okay, i know. NehNeh said dont let my imaginations run wild. I will slowly.. calm down. I pray, i cry, i beg. Please... *screams*
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