Once again, i'm feeling sad. I dont know why recently all the sad things kept revolving around me. This is bad, very bad. One after another, when is it gonna stop? Catastrophe, seriously. During meeting today, Joannie told me there will be a new girl transferring over to GWC near end of November. And i might be transfer away to other outlet, this sucks. I hate it. I like GWC alot, i love being in GWC. Although i might be complaining about the travelling time, but still, i dont wanto be transferred off. Sigghh.. I'm so sad. When i knew it, i wanted to cry on the spot. Tears was almost clotting around my eyes. I messaged my minister and told him, i know i shouldnt be sad. This are parts and parcel of work, but there is this kind of not-willing-to-leave feelings. I really really hope i wont be transfered away. Please... I shall now treasure my time at GWC, do my sales well, be a good girl and listen to all the BAs and Aloy. Anyway, today at GWC was not bad. Hit the sales target, good. But today i cleaned the condolas till both my thumbs are super painful. So pain now, my taitai's hand. haha. My entry's title "backdoor lovers." I dont know why, last few days this word kept appearing in my mind. I feel like crying so badly now, urghh.. I dont know what else to blog, i'm unhappy. I need a plaster now to stick on my heart. My mood is super down and everything is just so wrong. I shouldn't get myself into all this shit in the first place, now i'm suffering and slowly ceasing. *screams* I shouldnt continue blogging already. Goodnight people.

"I close my eyes and you are on my mind."

xoxo`