Looking at my title, you all should know what happen. Sighh.. Yes, today morning shift and i read the mail from main office. Yes they are gonna transfer me over to MSQ. When i knew about it, i shouted "narbei laa! why me? i dont want.. hur..." Joannie was together with me in the storeroom and she said "ohh... my ah girl. hais..." I so wanto cry laa, i wento clean up some condolas and my mind kept flashing that mail. Aloy was on Annual Leave so he wasnt there, it was good that he wasnt there at that very moment. Because the mail stated that Aloy have to reply them asap about the transferring. So i told Joannie to act like she never see that mail, wait for Aloy to see it. I told Elsie and Charlene about it, they said "hais.. my ah girl ah.. how?" Tsk.. I'm really very sad can. I kept sighing the whole day and i just got no mood at all. I left GWC around 7pm because meeting my cousins to have dinner and celebrate Xp's birthday. While waiting for the traffic light to cross over to take bus, i asked myself "wynny, is this the last time you'r crossing this traffic light? last time taking bus16 here?" My player was playing DaChengXiaoAi. Tears were fighting to gush out, and i held it back but dapping tissue around my eyes. In the bus, i repeated the song and tears were clotting around my eyes so i wiped it off and stuffed myself with M&Ms chocs. I told myself, i cannot cry. I cannot cry infront of my cousins to make them worry. So dinner was at NYDC, i was normal of course, mad as usual and retarded. After dinner was Cuppage pooling, met Serene got super high and retarded. Minister sent me home, i know i was like a retard and mad girl. I just walk and walk, leaving Minister behind and i kept talking and nagging non-stop. Poor Minister. Reached home, told my mum about the MSQ thing and cried like a stupid girl. Whatever she say, i just say "wo bu yao, wo bu yao." I know, throwing the Missy tantrum around. But seriously, i'm really very sad about it. So i kept crying like i'm leaving this world or so. Minister called and chatted for awhile, cried and laughed at the same time. I'm retarded. Still, Thank you Minister!! =) Whenever i think about me going to be transferred over to MSQ, i just wanto cry. I know, on Thursday if Aloy is gonna talk to me about MSQ stuffs i think i'll cry like mad. I love GWC, i dont wanto go MSQ. I dont want laa! Who am i to say dont want, i know all this are parts and parcels of life. But just... Urrgghhh!! Screw laa! My eyes are already swollen now and painful. Hurr... Thanks to Minister, OldMan and Jonic for listening to my naggings and consoling me. Thanks alot! Sighh.. Please pray for me that i still can stay at GWC. If not i'll cry my day away at MSQ. Wynny is so sad now. Something bad just happen, i'm gonna cry my night away again. Damn it. I shouldn't be so stupid to say all those stuffs. Now both of us are going crazy and i'm feeling super negative. Screw! Oh, yesterday's entry is up. Read it and you all will somehow understand my feelings now. Goodnight. =(

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