You : I thank you for explaning everything to me. When i cry, you said you dont like girls to cry and asked me to stop crying. You consoled me and made me smile. When you eat Famous Amos, we made this promise to share it with each other. You promised to piggy back me, cycle me, share Famous Amos with me, bike me and this 2years thingy. The 2years thingy kept me going, it made me think positively all the time. I dont know if you still remember all the promises, even if you said it jokingly, i'll still remember it. Every single one, i can remember it clearly. I always look forward to receive your messages and chatting with you. Even a short message from you made me smile a few days. Whenever i tell people about you, i felt that i'm the happiest woman on earth. Whenever i thought of the jokes and our conversations, i always smile sheepishly. I thought you were the pillar i could lean on, i thought you were the one whom will always cheer me up. I seriously thought you wont do this to me. But, what happen now? I always thought i was going the right way and you were going my way too. Now i ask you "are you going my way?" Sighh.. I couldn't accept the fact that you actually sent that message to me and i cried so badly for you. You are the one whom consoled me and asked me not to cry, but now i'm crying so badly for you. You arent there to console me now, i dont think you care at all now. I have to apologise for being a nuisance and bothering you for the past months. Now, i wont bother you anymore. I wont disturb you in the night, i wont cry to you and ask for your console. I will just be normal and forget everything slowly. Thanks for everything and all the best to you. =)

-will you all cry after reading this? i cried super badly while typing. Sighh.. read the entry below too.

xoxo`