Today just isnt a good day. I dragged myself to MSQ and did some shits there. I was kinda happy, but after that my mood went down. Super down. I cried like nobody's business. I know, it's not point crying now. But i couldn't believe it was so bad. I called my King and cried to him, then i called my Minister but he missed that call, after that i called Old Man and cried to him. I made them worry, i made them go crazy. I know hearing someone cry and not being by their side will get you mad. Called Jonic and others to inform them about it. When i was on my way home, my Queen called and i cried in the bus. I disappointed her, Sorry.. I disappointed so many people around me. Sigghh.. Everyone whom i called or called me, heard me crying like a retard. I'm sucha loser, i cant do anything but cry to them. Mmmms, went out to meet Granzys and Puffys, dined with them. I will seriously miss you all. And you all will always be there for me. Right Granzys? Thanks for giving me tissue when i cry, thanks for being by my side when i'm sad. Tolerating all my craps and shits, feeding me when laziness acts on me, entertaining me and cheering me up. There is so many thank yous i wanto tell you all, nothing can explain how much we care for each other. THANK YOU, I LOVE YOU ALL!! Sometimes i might call and cry or whine to you, please bear with it okay. I'll be fine after that. For now, i just wanto stop working and decide about my stuffs. My mood is like the weather today, rain, rain and rain. I wanto hug so so many people now. My parents, cousins, sweetiepies, darlings and all. "A hug is what you need." -> Titus, i agree with you. Sighh.. Goodnight sweeties. loves!

my king : "dont cry. come back and we'll discuss about it okay?"
my queen : "i wont scold you, dont cry anymore. be good."
old man : "take care and make a wise decision."
minister : "dont cry anymore. relax.. i'm very worried for you."
jonic : "calm down.."
godma : "decide carefully alright? dont cry anymore."
kor kor(cousin) : "dont give up ya."
joan : "girl, dont cry okay. hush hush.."
granzys : "no matter what, be strong."
and loads more... this is what they told me when i cried to them. Thank you people, thanks for all your care and concern. I'll be strong..

xoxo`