My king sent me to PP today and i slept in the car. Around 4pm, went back to MSQ because Sue wasnt feeling good. Joan gave me xmas present, thanks babe! I was building castles in the air for like very long, Dex came over and asked me what happen. I shook my head and smile. I cried when i leave MSQ, because my Queen said that my Dowager is gonna stay in the hospital. Actually around 12pm, i got to know that my Dowager was in the hospital already. Because she was giddy and vomitting. But i did call and check about her condition, but i din expect that she have to stay in the hospital for a few days. And this is the first time she was admitted to the hospital. So i cried when telling Joan, she talked to me and my tears gushed out. Dex saw me crying after his smoke break and he got shock. Joan told me "Girl, must be strong. cannot cry already okay. dont cry.. " and she wiped off my tears. I love Joan so so much can. =) Went over to WA for awhile, when i came out from the ladies i saw Aloysius. Chatted for awhile, looked for Rene, blahblahblah and went down to TTSH. Quite alot of my family members were there, Dowager was much much better. Then the doctor talk to my Dowager and said she have alot of childrens. Then she proudly said "i've nine sons and one daughter!" haha. Tmr they are gonna do a blood test on her and see how it goes, and if things are alright she can be discharge maybe the day after. Tmr i'm having off day, i gonna go accompany my Dowager with my cousins and rot my day away at the hospital. Korkor called me today again and i told him, i miss Baby Jayrel alot and i told him to come fetch me over to visit Baby Jayrel. He steadily said okay. But nahh, i was at the hospital that time. But i'm gonna visit Baby Jayrel soon. So ya, Baby wait for me okay. =) A few of you asked me to promise not to cry again, i cant promise it. Really, i'm sorry. Just let me cry and i'll be fine okay? Thanks for all the care and concerns. Alright, Goodnight darlings. loves!

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