I'm freaking pissed off now, be it with my Mum, that freako or whatever shit. I'm on a super boiling mood now. And i dont and cannot take ridiculous jokes at the moment, i take them seriously and i might just screw you up. I really dont understand why the hell you asked about my studies and then you dont respect my choice. This is going crazy you know. Dont study, that's the only thing you could tell me. If i were to not study, you might just cry your whole life away and curse me. Damn, i told you my decisions and i know it's all fianancial problems i tred to get the best and cheapest shits but you are still not satisfied. You dont believe a single shit at all, fine. Then let's just shut up okay. I'm being a super bitch here, because my mood is going bonkers. And that freako could just go and die, when he've got money he dont come home. And when he is poor like a beggar, he message or call my Dad and whine to him about it. Why dont he fucking go get a job? Dont he feel pai seh taking money from my Dad all the time and still being rude to him. This is ridiculous right? Your Dad earns money back home, gives you money to spend and yet get screaming from you. I think his gf told him all this umpteen times till she gave up man. (Sorry Grace if you're reading this. i cannot stand him at all.) I just called Mac delivery and let's just hope the meal will make me feel better. Who is by my side when i'm feeling down? Who is the ones whom will stay by my side to support, cheer and console me? All this is just shit and all shit man. I seriously feel very fucked up now. I should just run to my balcony and scream the hell out. Damn everything. I shall go eat my Mac now. GET LOST!!

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