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Wednesday, December 27, 2006
you've forgotten about all the promises.

I should be happy today, but i'm very very pissed off with my Mum. Urgh! Forget it. Today wento Sentosa with my classmates, played in the rain, played some ball games and slacked. Then it started raining heavily and we went for dinner and blahblahblah. I will miss all of them. =) Headed down to Chew's house for mahjong and was having fun but when Mum called, everything was so sucky. Yesterday i wento visit Baby Jayrel, like finally. Left MSQ with Sha and took train down to Khatib and cabbed to Korkor's house. When i reached, Jiejie opened the door for me and i saw Baby Jayrel lying on his bed drinking milk. And i was shocked and said "baby! how come you become so long?" haha. He really grew alot man. Tummy bigger, taller, noisier, and of course more handsome and cute. He kept smiling and grabbed my fingers tightly. I was watching the 9pm show and he started screaming and wanted someone to carry him. So i carried him and his was moving around here and there till i was so scared and i out him down. He sat in the "baby car" and started playing his own game. haha. Super cute please. YeeMah and YeeChang was back and when Baby Jayrel saw YeeChang, he started smiling. Only he can carry Baby Jayrel around and play with him without hearing him scream. How cute. Jiejie(2) came back and we started chatting, i cried and stuffs. I seriously love all of them loads. Thanks! I'm having noon shift tmr, but i'm not excited to go MSQ at all. I dont know why. Sighh.. I started thinking about ___ again for i dont know why. ___ started to fill my mind everyday and i cried in the night for ___. I know this is not gonna be good, but why must ___ appear in my mind again? I thought i'm gonna be alright, but no this is going no where. Everything is getting worst as days passed by and i one day i might not be able to take it. I'll just cry my whole day away because of ___. I know it wont be possible at all, but i dont know why you kept appearing in my mind. I'm not suppose to feel this way. But you know, you just suddenly appear in my mind again and made me crazy. I really dont know what to do. Can you tell me how? *cries!* My mood is so screw up now, tears! Screw please! I'm gonna cry to sleep tonight. Goodnight people. loves and misses!



look at Baby Jayrel's hair. Cool baby yeah!

"You gave me too much slacks, and now you are pulling me back to your side."

xoxo`