I'm so bored now! (Time - 3:23am) I'll blog for the sake of Joanna, my smelly colgate. haha. I woke up today, realising my Mum is at home and she'll be back to work only next week. Whine~ I received a call from Joan just now, my MSQ best friend she asked about my Burberry wallet and we started chatting. Mind you, she called while working and she is very steady because she hit her target. haha. I miss them all. The times we played in the shopfloor, ignoring all the CCTVs, lunch-ed together, singing together and laughing like mad people. Oh.. Anyway, i had my M'sia number already. It's a prepaid card, new one and i got it for free. haha. I've got two of those prepaid card, and i'm gonna use it during CNY. Yeahh!! I haven ate fries for like a week or more, i haven ate chips for almost one week. I'm craving for them now! No Wynny, you cant eat those stuffs. You know why ya. So be good. =) I received an overseas call yesterday and i'm flying so high. But i actually agreed on some sucky contract, nehneh. I regret laa, if YOU see this please have some mercy. haha. And today, i received an overseas message telling me to study hard and i MIGHT get an overseas parcel soon. Omg omg omg! I love receiving overseas parcels, letters or anything that is mailed to me. I'm on cloud nine now please. But as you can see, i MIGHT only receive it. Maybe i wont. So, dont pin high hopes huh. And maybe ** will be nice to send me a Vday card to me, telling me not to go out on Vday and turn sour on couples. haha. Plus, yesterday Minister and me was talking about WYNNY'S FC, concerts, albums and other shits. We went so far that we din realise we are only dreaming. haha. But no matter what even if there is nobody, my Minister will be the one holding my banners, lightsticks and cheering for me. haha. Envy me that i have such a good Minister eh. He is still single, but NOT available. Because he is under ME, i'm the princess that he need to take care of for his lifetime. Yes, LIFETIME. Right, Minister? haha. Alright, i have to sleep now. If not i'll go mad. Below are pictures of my little darling, love him okay! G'night honey babies. loves`

xoxo`

I dont really like this new Google thing on Blogger, am thinking to change to Wretch soon. haha. Yesterday, i almost died of cramps, i vomitted everything i ate and that feeling so no good at all. I thought i was going to die man. And i think i'll die early laa, i took a total of 6 painkillers in 2 days. First day, i took 2. Second day, i took 2 and vomitted those shits. Then my Mum gave me 2 more. Omg, this is so unhealthy. Wynny, die FLAT! I know, dont scold me okay. I will cut down on my painkillers. I will. I'll eat MORE fruits, drink more WARM water, eat LESSER ice, lesser ICE HORLICK(s), lesser COLD stuffs alright. I will be a good girl. =) I cant help but to laugh, because i always tell myself all these when i'm having cramps. I'll scold myself for eating ice and stuffs, but after the pain is gone.. Eating ice and cold beverages is the best. haha. But, serious, this time i'll try to avoid cold drinks ya. hee.. But yesterday i wento visit my little darling, Baby Jayrel!! He was taking his nap when i reached there, Jiejie and me was chatting about cheap shopping. haha. I think we were too high and noisy, and he wanted to join us too. So he started crying, and he was wide awake. Jiejie wento prepare his dinner while i talk to him. Soooo cute!! I seriously love him alot, i will see him again on the first day of CNY. He will be in his suave new year clothes and mesmerize other girls. haha. I shall stop soon, am waiting for my show now. I'm so bored. Zun's my guy. haha. Random. Looking forward to CNY!! Sweetiepies, i miss you all. *huggs!* Alright, Goodnight sweets. loves`

"Are you happier there? I hope you could forget the pain and rest in peace."
one minute of silence please.

xoxo`

haha. It is almost 3am now. Look at my tagboard and you'll know, the OldMan tagged my board and we argued like retarded kids. haha. He is super funny, he wanted me to change my MSN nick because i said he was a pig. But he type wrongly, he said "cannot change your nick!" haha. So i'm a good girl, i never change. haha. He almost went mad. haha. And he left, because he was tired and that's the signal to me that I WON! =) Longlive Princess!! *laughs* I think i'm very bad. He is asking me to have a healthy diet and yet i did all this to him. Still argue with him and disturb him. haha. Wynny is so bad. Aw... Alright, i shall shout "Longlive Princess!" and climb up my bed. Nights piggyss!


OldMan, i'm not a pig! You are the pig!
You are a PORKU'! *laughs!!*

xoxo`

*phone ringing*
Wyn : "hello..."
7th Aunt : "bii ny, what's your Dad's full name in chinese?"
Wyn : "huh.. let me think. erm, what you need it for?"
7th Aunt : "wedding invitations! haha."
Wyn : "oh my.. which one? congrats!!! *screams*"
7th Aunt : "Ah Ken. i'm gonna be a grandma soon. haha.and you better come back and attend the wedding."
Wyn : "cool man. i'll sure go back. and this is my Dad's name....."
7th Aunt : "18th March huh."
Wyn : "Yeah, alright. see you in Malaaca during CNY! byebye.."

Oh man, come on. I'm super happy now. I'm going to attend a wedding soon, so happy. haha. Although i'm not very close to AhKen, because he have this very fierce face. haha. But still, i'm close with his brothers. So anyway, i'm super happy and crazy. haha. Plusplus, i can meet my cousins again during the wedding. Meaning, after CNY i can still see them. haha. *screams* Madness. I cant wait for CNY man. So excited for that day to come, to play with my sweetiepies, meet all my aunties, uncles and cousins. Yeah baby, yeah! I shall cross away Vday and look forward to CNY. Unless.... hahaha. *slaps forehead* Alright, back to reality. Tmr am slacking at Sembawang with Jonic, and rot there. Oh yes, i must pay my phone bill tmr. I seriously must, please remind me. I've been dragging that payment for a long time man. haha. POA - Bad Debts. Am i right? Not very sure though, because i only had one lesson on POA before. haha. Anyway, Miko, my MSQ good friend messaged me today. I miss her so much please... And people from MSQ are tendering their resignations one after another. Maybe MSQ isn't good? Or maybe other reasons. Mmmms, i dont know. But she asked me to join them for supper on the 31st. Maybe i should go huh.. And know what, i'm chatting with MisterEtic now and he said he wanted to hold my hand. How sweet right? Yes, that's my reply. But guess what he replied, "i hold your hand and bring you across the road only." I feel like killing him laa. haha. But nevermind, I know MisterEtic will always be by my side. Right!?? heee... =) For your info, MisterEtic is my cousin and he is a pig. haha. Alright, i gotta stop here. Goodnight babies. loves`

xoxo`

When you ran off the edge,
You took me with you.
A free fall into love.
The cliff face speeds by like time,
I'm trying to make sense of the blur.
Connected by rope round the hips.
We're only ever 6 feet apart.

This isn't the first time,
I've dived over here.
Closed my eyes, took a breath and ran.
This time I had no choice, dragged by the rope.
And although it was against my will,
It's the best time ever.
And I don't regret a second of it.

We see the dark pit,
At the bottom of the fall.
We can only wander what will wait.
A crash mat? Or a pit of spikes?
We can only hold each other and wait.

xoxo`

I'm currently waiting for some shows to finish buffering so i can watch it later. And here i am to blog. Yesterday DXO was quite okay, except for the DJs. But Jonic says it was very sucky, haha i dont know. And AHGOGO!! You better make it for the next session okay! haha. It was really packed and squeezing into the dance floor was mad, it was so so hot and everyone is pespiring like hell. Saw Jon,WeeJian,Justin and WeiRen, the dancers. haha. Weiren is like the leader and the rest were his dancers. And we went retarded and followed Weiren's style of dancing. haha. But yeah, his dance steps were cool. Saw OldMan while we're squeezing into the mid of the dance floor, he squeezed through us and he found his friend somewhere infront. His action was fast, we were all having a hard time squeezing in, but in just awhile he found his friends. haha. Din expect him to be there, but he messaged me and told me he was going around dinner time. haha. This time Granzys din join me, i was with Jonic, Juz, Si and Cer. It was quite fun too. Walked to MSQ 7-11 to eat and slack, then around 5:30am we cabbed home. I was so so tired please. But thank god, i slept for damn long today. haha. I'm feeling super bored and down now. I dont know why. My temper is getting bad recently, i cant tolerate the way some people ask stuffs in sacarstic ways. And i cant tolerate people whom controls my actions, my whereabouts and everything i do. You are not anyone to control me. And at times, i hate to repeat myself. I dont care who are you, if i dont wanto repeat means you better shut up. Call me whatever you want, if you dont like dont talk. I'm fine with it. I sound like a spoilt brat here, screw! Alright, i have to watch my show now. Somebody please calm me down, and make my temper better. Buy me ice creams, chocolates, cotton candy, chips, or grab some sweets from Candy Empire. I'll be much better. Maybe let me dream about my Vday tonight, if it's nightmare i'll cry my Vday away. But if it's a fairytale dream... hehehe... Guess it yourself. Goodnight sweetiepies! loves`

"You found yours, but what about mine?"

xoxo`

My CPU is back and i fking lost all my pictures and music, somebody please tell me this is gonna do me good. I'm so pissed off with that man whom repaired my CPU. Screw him! Anyhow, just now around 9plus there was an accident near my house. I heard a loud bang and i ran out my balcony, i saw the motor cyclist body under the van. Half of his body were under the van. Hell. I was so freaked out. I shouted for my Dad and he came out to the balcony. A few of the Mac delievery guys ran over and helped the cyclist. We both pitied the cyclist, we thought he was dead. But after observing the scene for awhile, we actually saw the cyclist sitting up. Omg, it freaked me more laa. Then, the police came and I SAW THE CYCLIST SLOWLY STANDING UP AND WALKING TO THE SIDE OF THE ROAD TO REST!! OH MY, HOW LUCKY PLEASE. THE CYCLIST WAS STILL ALIVE, WALKING, SITTING UP AND TALKING. I prayed to God that he'll be fine, and his injuries will heal soon. A few minutes later, the ambulance came and drove him off to the hospital and the accident area was cleared by the police. Let's all pray that the cyclist is alright yaa. =) And to those motor cyclist whom are reading this, please... becareful at all times and ride safely alright. That's all for the accident. You know what?! Yesterday i MSN-ed with ZhiQing korkor and my baby boy, Mister Goo QiZhi! I miss him alot can. I cant wait for CNY laa. haha. Yesterday night, i thought of someone and i start to think about those stuffs again. It's been almost two months and damn, i'm still like this. It's not easy to let go so easily, you know? It's not easy to just be friends like that and treat as nothing has happened before? Promises, my dear, it's haunting me everytime. Please do not misunderstand me and maybe give me more time. Tmr i'm waking up at 8am(time now 2:45am) and my Dad will drive me to the Dowager house, because i'm accompanying my Dowager to the hospital for check-up tmr. Plus, i found out a few of MY family member are reading my blog and blahblahblah.. But it's okay, it's MY blog so i type whatever i want. If you dont like it, just shut up and you can always click on the "cross" on the top right hand corner. Alright, please send me some love, care, concern and hugs. I need them all. Lastly, i miss the ENGLISCHBOYS!! Goodnight honey babies! loves`



"I keep trying to face the day i'm lost without you."

xoxo`

I'm back to blog again. But my modem is still screwed up and my CPU was sent for repairing yesterday. So now, i'm riding on somebody's connection. =) Damn, my back is aching like hell for the whole day. I dont know why also. Urgh~ And i can say i miss those days in Malacca please. I miss my sweetiepies, cousins especially Baby. haha. Baby was actually ZeXian but we call him Baby since young. So yeah, i really miss those times there. Pasar Malam was damn fun, eating Apam Balik and stuffs. It was really fun. I dont mind staying there for long, i dont mind. Actually i wanted to stay there till CNY. haha. EnEn was my sweetie little girl and needless to say QiZhi and ZhanZhan is my baby boy. I only get to see Qingqing for a few hours, but still he is always my boy. hee` I love all my sweetiepies! I have to go now. Pray for me that my back wont ache anymore. I miss everyone! Goodnight sweeties. loves!!

"Love will never be perfect."

xoxo`

Wynny's modem is spoil for the moment. So now her minister, me , is updating for her... she said that she miss her blog and everybody...especially her sweetiepies!! Let's hope her modem will be repaired asap.. :)

xoxo`

Wynny is back! Yeah, i'm back baby. I've settled my stuffs already, finally. I can save all my tears now. =) I tell you, for the past few days i kept crying and crying. Because i'm confuse and my mind cant settle down. But yesterday, my tutor came to my rescue. haha. So i'm done now, and i'm fine now. Yesterday, i met Jonic for NY and after that we met SingWah. Guess what? I met TOBY too. haha. Around 10pm, walked back to Yishun and took bus home. Today i wento meet Amston for lunch, he freaking rushed me. He said he wanted to meet me at 1pm, but around 12pm he finished his lesson and asked me to rush down. Ner ner right. haha. So i rushed down, met him and lunched. After that, met Chew and accompanied her down to J8 to get her stuffs. We slacked there and we did paint art, super kiddy please. haha. Went over to see Joson together with Chew. Joson is damn cute can. haha. I cant stop laughing when i thought of the way he was disturbed. haha. And now, there is this very sudden decision... I'm going back to Malacca tmr laa. Why am i so reluctant? Wynny always love to go there to see her sweetiepies isn't it? YES! But, i'm having flu and sore throat now. I dont wanto go there as a sick woman. haha. Anyhow, i'll still go but i have to take those bitter medicines. *grumbles* People, please miss me when i'm away. I'm happily eating fries now, because Heng just came to my house to slack and she just left. I'm having sore throat but i still ask JChan to buy fries for me. Please clap for me. haha. It's 04:09am now. haha. And while chatting in MSN just now, someone promised me something. I hope it will really come true this time, because... varrooommm~ haha. I almost went mad with him while we talk about decorating the bike. Total madness. haha. You know, you know. =) Alright, i have to go to bed before my Mum wake up. If not i'm gonna get screamings again. Goodnight babies and miss me! loves`

xoxo

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Oh damn, i'm so pissed off and fed up now. I made my parents super stressed up, i made myself crazy and stress. I just dont know what else can i do. Alright, i just attended my tuition just now and i quite like it. Amston was together with me too, at least i'm not alone. And we might be taking it together too. Had a nice chat with him and, cheer up laa brother. =) Gonna go out to meet my chums later for dinner, and then we're gonna start school and stuffs. But i made my parents so stress, it's not that i never think of the consequences know. I was afraid to talk about this again, but i've no choice. You can say it's my determination, it's my sturborness or anything. I dont care. I know i'm bombing you all now, but please at least think of how i feel, think about my future, think more. Dont be so simple minded, things are much more complicated. I really dont know what to say to you all anymore. Because in the end, i'll be crying and you both will be stressed up and sighing. You want me to study and work at the same time, just because if i do that i wont have to worry about my financial problems. But have you ever thought, will life be easier for me if i do that. Will i be able to study and work at the same time. Then you all start to blame others, why the fuck do you have to always blame others? Will it make you feel better? I really dont know what you are thinking, i thought i'll get support from you. Now, what have i got? I only got tears, scoldings, screamings and forcings. "Dont study." You always say that to me, i really wonder know. If you really mean it. What i i really dont study, will you be happier? Will everything be better?Sometimes, i really hate to talk to you. And i start to hate coming home. I dont know why. I dont if i should say "why are my parents not understanding." or i should say "why are my parents discouraging me now." On the other hand, YOU said YOU wont leave me alone. How nice of you to say such stuffs right? And now you are leaving me alone. I dont need all your fkup promises or so anymore. Thanks to you, i'm gonna tell myself to live independently from now on. Damn! Enough of all this, because nobody is gonna read this screwed up post and nobody is gonna care. I'm going out soon. Nah... i wont appear sad. I shan't spoil the mood. You screwed up your own life, loser. Wynny, go bang yourself on the walls.

xoxo`

Hello! Happy New Year people. So yesterday wento MSQ in the morning and i was late again. And it was my last day. Lunched with KiKi and Joan then around 6pm, they sent me down to PBJ to get some signages. I took a train and rushed down, took the signages and rushed back to MSQ. Chatted with Grace(PBJ's staff) for awhile too. Reached MSQ around 6:50pm and i'm knocking off at 7pm. Pack my stuffs and left MSQ to meet my chums. No tears, no nothing. I was very proud with myself. haha. Met my chums, then walked back to MSQ to buy SL for dinner. Chris was inside frying some stuffs, but did smile at each other. haha. Slacked outside MSQ and caught the 10pm fireworks. Damn it, it was just for a short while laa. Around 9plus, i was crying like a dumbfuck because of something. I felt super angry and mad. I called for help, but my help came to no avail. It became worst. I thought maybe after i call for help, i might feel better. But no, brainless was my reply. Screwed up! And i hecked that shit and told myself to enjoy myself. My phone was dying soon, so i quickly send messages out to my friends. Walked to LauPaSat to eat some stuffs. On the way there, i was going mad. Super mad. After LauPaSat, it was 11:45pm already so we all rushed back to Esplanade to catch 12am fireworks. Was running and playing a fool like crazy kids. And yes! We caught those fireworks, it was so so nice. I then start to imagine what kinda stuffs will happen in 2007 and loads of stuffs. Anyhow, took the last train back to Sembawang and slacked at the coffeshop with Dajie, Alex, Andy, Mel and Weide. Reached home around 3:30am, bathed and slept. Today i woke up at 5pm, i felt super blessed. It's been a long time since i last had a 12hours sleep. haha. Dinner at East Coast with my family, grace and Ah Xiong uncle's family.Nigel is damn cute can. haha. And oh, i'm starting to miss Baby Jayrel again. baby,baby,baby, i miss you! =) Alright, i'm gonna watch Kimi now. Goodnight world. loves`

"You dont even need me, i shall just perish then."

xoxo`