My CPU is back and i fking lost all my pictures and music, somebody please tell me this is gonna do me good. I'm so pissed off with that man whom repaired my CPU. Screw him! Anyhow, just now around 9plus there was an accident near my house. I heard a loud bang and i ran out my balcony, i saw the motor cyclist body under the van. Half of his body were under the van. Hell. I was so freaked out. I shouted for my Dad and he came out to the balcony. A few of the Mac delievery guys ran over and helped the cyclist. We both pitied the cyclist, we thought he was dead. But after observing the scene for awhile, we actually saw the cyclist sitting up. Omg, it freaked me more laa. Then, the police came and I SAW THE CYCLIST SLOWLY STANDING UP AND WALKING TO THE SIDE OF THE ROAD TO REST!! OH MY, HOW LUCKY PLEASE. THE CYCLIST WAS STILL ALIVE, WALKING, SITTING UP AND TALKING. I prayed to God that he'll be fine, and his injuries will heal soon. A few minutes later, the ambulance came and drove him off to the hospital and the accident area was cleared by the police. Let's all pray that the cyclist is alright yaa. =) And to those motor cyclist whom are reading this, please... becareful at all times and ride safely alright. That's all for the accident. You know what?! Yesterday i MSN-ed with ZhiQing korkor and my baby boy, Mister Goo QiZhi! I miss him alot can. I cant wait for CNY laa. haha. Yesterday night, i thought of someone and i start to think about those stuffs again. It's been almost two months and damn, i'm still like this. It's not easy to let go so easily, you know? It's not easy to just be friends like that and treat as nothing has happened before? Promises, my dear, it's haunting me everytime. Please do not misunderstand me and maybe give me more time. Tmr i'm waking up at 8am(time now 2:45am) and my Dad will drive me to the Dowager house, because i'm accompanying my Dowager to the hospital for check-up tmr. Plus, i found out a few of MY family member are reading my blog and blahblahblah.. But it's okay, it's MY blog so i type whatever i want. If you dont like it, just shut up and you can always click on the "cross" on the top right hand corner. Alright, please send me some love, care, concern and hugs. I need them all. Lastly, i miss the ENGLISCHBOYS!! Goodnight honey babies! loves`



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