I couldn't go online for the past few days because of the unpaid bills. So ya, i paid for the bills. Hell shit 188$ all at one shot, because for the last few months nobody wanted to pay. Fine, there goes my 188$ not coming back anymore. Screw! And i tell you, my nights were super boring without internet. I read scopey books, paint my nails and sleep. I going out almost everyday, this adds on to my expenses. I dont take allowances from my parents since last November, so i cannot be a spenfthrift. You know i'm not one. hahaha. But yesterday hopping around DFS was a wrong decison, i wanto buy that Gucci tote bag so so much and the Fendi's keychain. Aww... i have to work and save now. Maybe i might change my decision and invest on other things, but for the moment it is still the above two. It's 3pm now, and it's weird for me to blog in the noon but i'm just bored. Had 3 days of tuition this week and next week, and next up will be my kampung girl life. Wooohooo! Not much of a real kampung life, but just a kampung life. Dont bother if you dont get it. hahaha. I am going out later to celebrate my Nehneh Edwin's birthday with all my chums. I have to go prepare soon.. I made some decisions to throw something out of my life, and i make sure i do it. I'm not gonna let it spoil my limited youth. I'm not gonna waste my tears crying for someone, not gonna pin high hopes and die flat in the end, and lastly i wont believe in promises from now on. Empty promises ? I'll chop you up. I am very nice actually, i dont sound that mean. hahaha. I know, i'll bang myself on the walls later. Till then!

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